paradise

Prod. @ejderhan

Original Photo shot by @exsotxric on IG

This my hat trick
This that bad bitch get up on that mattress
She eat like acid, pour up all that absinth
Whatever I imagine, I make it happen
They thought they had the whole idea, not a fragment
Cant take music from me like how I took your last bitch
I been hearing niggas complain but take no action
I just heard that these niggas 30 with no passion

These niggas past tense
These niggas pass fucking stupid that they're past dense
I know the world gone piss me off but I take action
A lot of niggas stole my shit I need a fraction
I need some quick cash bitch, I need a pack touched down
These niggas shit the bed, I rub it in they snout
Cuz when shit hit the fan, I rub it in they mouth
Now imma show you what the fuck I'm mad about
Cuz the world fucked up
Money fucked up
Bitches fucked up
Life fucked up but we don't give a fuck
I prayed to god that I'd live to see these years
I prayed to god that I'd hang you by your ears
I prayed to god that I live another year
If i ain't kill you then, then imma kill you here
I hold this money like my bitches with no fear
It's 2085, Imma break the year
I'm at Saks Fifth bitch and I ain't even go for shopping
I got a sniper with this scope it feel chaotic
Boy, I got this pole up on my arm like I'm bionic
Plenty of fish around this dick it get aquatic
Fuck money, Fuck you, and fuck an audit
Imma kill myself if I don't hit my target
Imma never miss and hit him off that bartlett
Kill check and imma hit him off that carcass

Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Don't be a sad bitch
Get up off the ground quick
Everybody steals stuff
I don't fuck with that shit
You be making bad shit
I be going bat shit, losing what you salvage

Don't be a sad bitch
Get up off the ground quick
Everybody steals stuff
I don't fuck with that shit
You be making bad shit
I be going bat shit, losing what you salvage

Don't be a sad bitch.

Don't be a sad bitch
Get up off the ground quick

Don't be a sad bitch
Get up off the ground quick
Everybody steals stuff
I don't fuck with that shit

BANDCAMP

Hat_Trick!441 [Prod. Ejderha]

25 songs for 25 years :)

these 25 tracks were made anywhere from 2020 to 2025.
i always enjoyed listening to them as private tracks on here, but i never felt like they could be released.
i've finally decided to share a good chunk of those songs in honor of my 25th birthday.
also, there's a good bit more where this came from. and, yes, i'll drop those at some point too :)

thank you for your support
i hope to start dropping a bit more consistently, despite life being rather busy

i also want to thank all of my family and friends (especially make family not friends lol) for everything they've done to support me over the years.
big shoutout to james gorczyca for giving me the courage to drop something like this, as i never thought any of these tracks would see the light of day.
ultimately, i wouldn't be where i am if it weren't for listeners like you, so i'm forever grateful for you as well.

once again, thank you all very much. i couldn't have done this without you.

cheers,
eric checks <3

Stream

... (again)

LYRICS:

I DON’T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT
IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT
I JUST WANNA SING ABOUT IT
FIT YOU IN MY LIFE CUT SHORT

TAKING SOMETHING THAT I NEVER GIVE FOR GRANTED, OH NO
I THOUGHT I DID IT THOUGHT I WON, THOUGHT I HAD IT FASHO

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN DRINKIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN THINKIN, MHM
I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW TO TALK, JUST LISTEN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE THAT I’M DYIN
I JUST WANNA CHILL THE STRESS AND THE SILENCE
CLOUDS MY MIND

FORGOT MY LEFT FROM RIGHT
FORGOT MY SENSE OF SIGHT
FORGOT MY VOICE GIVES LIFE
FORGOT MY SMILE INSIDE
NO BEST INTEREST IN MIND &
THEY ALWAYS WANNA TAKE ME FOR A RIDE
I JUST WANT SOMETHING THAT’S MINE

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN DRINKIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN WISHIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE THAT I’M DYIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE

Y’ALL DON’T REALLY FEEL ME BUT SMILE IN MY FACE MAN FUCK Y’ALL
I JUST WANNA CHILL BUT YOU RIGHT IN MY WAY, MAN FUCK Y’ALL
TAKING SOMETHING THAT I NEVER GIVE AND THROW IT OUT MAN FUCK Y’ALL
I DON’T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT

IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT
AIN’T NO POINT TO THINK ABOUT IT

i don't wanna think about it (prod. JAMES GORCZYCA)

Track 3 off of my upcoming tape “Trickery for the Ears”

Pre-Save here: https://vyd.co/TrickeryForTheEars

www.jamesgorczyca.net

Buy on Bandcamp!

Knight's Tour

Track 4 off of my upcoming tape “Trickery for the Ears”

Pre-Save here: https://vyd.co/TrickeryForTheEars

www.jamesgorczyca.net

My House

blurred the image bc its two gross open wounds
__________________________________________________
i got these sutures
i wanna lose em
i cant take em out on my own
everythings awful
until your arrival
until you arrive...

i got these sutures
i wanna lose em
now enter my skin, get in (no no)
everythings hopeless
im feelin hopeless
nobody helps me when i fall.

**this is an outtake of another song i'm dropping soon, called "what's up"**

sutures

lil flip of "take a picture" by filter
s/o to the folks that pushed me to drop this :)
we are so back it's unreal

picture

music vid https://youtu.be/Le1ZD3bppWU

i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i keep repeating the same 
you knew that too
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i don’t feel
what is my elephant in the room 
i don’t feel no more i told you
i don’t see
keep repeating
the -u- same too
you knew that too
psychic oo o oo (loops)

need to focus
imma run
faster than the dead internet
need to focus or i will malfunction
breaking the algorithmic code
nowhere to run from myself
breaking	the artificial code
nowhere to hide from myself
i am not johnnascus
i am a ghost
my entity
shattered
shattered
shattered

i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i keep repeating the same 
you knew that too
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i don’t feel
what is my elephant in the room 
i don’t feel no more i told you
i don’t see
keep repeating
the -u- same too
you knew that too
psychic oo (loops)
need to focus
need to focus

separate, deconstruct
every single day
separate, deconstruct
every single day
separate, deconstruct
the sapien that i’ve become
i still feel cold
still dematerialize the universe
my unholy eyes i see
visions of the a.i.
nuclear bombs burn the sky
everything is a lie
i am not johnnascus
i’m the ghost of my memories

open wide
open wide
open, open
what have you done to me
what have you done to my skin
my skin. my skin, my skin
my skin. my skin
what have you done to me
what have you done to my skin
my skin. my skin, my skin
my skin. my skin

right now, right now, right
i escape my extreme inertia
my brain cognisant
n-n-no motion no motion
brain cognisant
everyday i fade away
g-g-ghost of my memories
in my human body
all my songs are empty
empty art, empty art
burn it all (x5)

i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i keep repeating the same 
you knew that too
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i (me/free)
i don’t feel no more
i don’t feel
what is my elephant in the room 
i don’t feel no more i told you
i don’t see
keep repeating
the -u- same too
you knew that too
psychic oo o oo (loops)

everything that i have said
everything that i will do
everything that has been done
has been done before
everything that i have said
everything that i have done
everything that i will do
has been- ,    has been-
has been done before

nohj.scus.na

https://pastelghost.bandcamp.com
http://pastelghost.com

paradise

Elfin

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