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addiction w/ noahh & bixby (recyclebin)

ily all thank you for listening

PROD. RECYCLEBIN X ENDIE X SLEEPA

(lyrics)
i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u

its like another day in hell
when ur by urself up in ur room
and U CAN TELL
when theres nowhere left 2 move
why do you always try to love
but i dont wanna fall
i wanna scream and yell
but maybe that wont rlly help @ all

take a step back maybe it will all b over soon
maybe it will come to you
stop bringing up these other dudes
maybe i should leave 
maybe i should look 4 sumthing new
wait 4 ur apology 
its so long and overdue

i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u
i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u

GOODLUCK

more than a reason (recyclebin + endie + sleepa)

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

Vocalist: @1endie @whoisroan @ihatebixby
Production: @recyclexbin @lewisgoing
Mastered by: @rosesleeves
lyrics//

[endie]
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
Oh I don't know if it's true
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
And I don't know if it's true

[roan]
Its something bout the way that you move
Got me starstruck
I've come to terms with my feelings
And girl I know that I'm in love
I down half a bottle of henny
Girl, I'm tryina get fucked up
Like J.B. said
Baby would you be my one love
My Crush
Girl, I miss your touch
Love is my favorite drug, and I'm fucked up
I just can't get enough
Never gonna have enough
So, girl would you hit me up
Waiting alone here is getting tough

[endie]
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
Oh I don't know if it's true
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
And I don't know if it's true

[bixby]
I know you like
Nobody ever did stop asking where I been
Lost and tongue-tied
Say goodbye, blinded by the bright lights
One step right back into your arms
Tongue-tied, Arms tied
I wanna give you the world
Hold back, I know it won't get better than this
Can you say something
Im not letting go

[endie]
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
Oh I don't know if it's true
Never got over u
Look all around the town dressed up for you
When you walk into the crowd it starts to move
Oh I don't know if it's true
And I don't know if it's true

And I don't know if it's true

Music Video

over u w/ roan + bixby (recycleBin + lewis)

[produced by recycleBin, irby, curtains, and endie]

(lyrics)
I never knew we were 
Friends like this
You still ignore my shit
And I don't understand 
Do you really want this?
I'm not the perfect guy
Thats why there's no need to try
And there's no coming back from this

Time tick, I been
Holding on to nothing more
I wish, watch this
Everything I want and more
I've turn it all back to the way it was
Cause no amount of love
Could help the two of us

Could you just hold my hand
We can watch it fall
Instead you watched me crawl
You didn't care at all
Im so fed up, but caught up
I hate your guts but, its all love
I guess im standing taller
Then I ever was before

I never knew we were 
Friends like this
You still ignore my shit
And I don't understand 
Do you really want this?
I'm not the perfect guy
Thats why there's no need to try
And there's no coming back from this

I never knew we were 
Friends like this
You still ignore my shit
And I don't understand 
Do you really want this?
I'm not the perfect guy
Thats why there's no need to try
And there's no coming back from this

surrender

[prod. 02ashes]

lyrics:
If I tell you that I love you 
I know I'll regret every second cause I know I'm
Not really there
It's all I
And I promise tomorrow I'll probably be over it
My mind is always wandering
My dreams, yeah I'll dispose of them
I can't promise tomorrow 
Before

Cause every second I don't really understand
You ain't ever hold my hand
So I break up in a text
What the fuck you waiting for
Honestly, I couldn't give a shit or give a damn
When I'm watching time fly I don't know what's coming next
Bullets tell me something I don't ever understand
I don't really understand
What the fuck you're waiting for
I'm just trying to figure out what the fuck or who I am
I'm just trying to figure out if I even fucking care

It's all gone by tomorrow
I don't wanna know honestly, I've just been wanting you
Promise by tomorrow everything is fine, I'll be alright
Tell me what the fuck was your motive and why you did that
Sitting in your room and wanting me to watch AristoCats
Ima need a 1 on 1 I don't even know how to act

Cause every second I don't really understand
You ain't ever hold my hand
So I break up in a text
What the fuck you waiting for
Honestly, I couldn't give a shit or give a damn
When I'm watching time fly I don't know what's coming next
Bullets tell me something I don't ever understand
I don't really understand
What the fuck you're waiting for
I'm just trying to figure out what the fuck or who I am
I'm just trying to figure out if I even fucking care

what are you waiting for

hopefully this project will get me verified

prod. recycleBin

lyrics:

I can tell you're lying
Can you please just tell the truth
I look back into the mirror
And see a reflection of you
I hate being divided
No, we're just like colors
Red and blue
I know you better than he does
How could you say we're through

You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out
Honestly, I've been so fucked up
I watched you betray my trust
I still gave you a seat in my car
Cause there's room for both of us

So I'll be fine
I just can't help it anymore
I know you'll be fine when you're on your own
I hate what I'm like when I'm all alone
But you don't call anymore, you don't pick up the phone

I spent years far from home
When I don't have anywhere else to go
I know it's wrong so Ima take it slow
And maybe get the chance to know her
You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out

So don't just give up what we had
I know you're just a bit lost
Out of control
But no doubt in your mind
I love all of your flaws

If it's for the better then why the fuck does it even start to hurt
Ima bottle my emotions, and I know they gonna burst
And if I die tonight, hope my fucking lesson will be learned
And I know it's for the better but it always ends up worst
I been lying to your face I hope that you could just forgive me
I could never look you eye to eye, that shit would torture me
And I heard bout your new boyfriend, yeah I know he's obsolete
And you say that he's alright, but you're just better off with me

It's fine with me
Fine with me

liar (outro)

prod. tac4

lyrics:

endie:

Okay, better listen up
What part do you not understand
I have many hoes, I'll probably have to fly to Japan
What are you talkin bout, yeah
I put in work with my hands
Doing all this shit is so extra ya know
Im fucking hoes, yeah
Bagged a little bitch from Monroe
Aye, fuck it had to bag a little bitch from the O
I bet you wonder how I do this
They say that it's confusing
The bitch took one little peep at my ice and froze
Aye, might have to sign a deal for a milli
I signed a deal and everybody starts to walk into the building
That little shawty say that she really like my life cause it's thrilling
I don't give a fuck, what you say
Cause you'll never ever feel this feeling

All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is

david halo:

He a pussy, tell him "kick rocks"
Shots fired way higher than my hitbox
Swap hoes, swap meet, swap guns
That's a hot piece, swap heat, swear she wanna top me
Knocked his dreads back, shit I made him do the running man
Big racks, that shit made me do the money dance
2004 girl, she only like cocaine
She want on the tour bus, I just told her "okay"
Now she need to throw up, tell me when you're okay
Pour one in the Faygo, I been in a slow phase
I feel like Pharrell cause I been happy with these hoes, uh
Jewelry on me, spent a fucking rack up on these clothes, uh
I told her if she got a problem, she could fucking block me
Tired of the fake shit cause she don't got a hobby
Had to break it off through a text and she copy it and send it to her friends
Like I wouldn't find out when her friends are really next
No time to decipher, I won't tell you what I meant
I'm up, they can't even really reach up to my chest
Even if they had a ladder and like forty fucking steps, uh
Break up thru a text, uh

endie:

All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is

2004 G1RL w/ david halo

prod. recycleBin

lyrics:

And I said hold on
Don't let it go to waste
Not enough apathy for someone who needed space
And all the times
You walked all over my face
I feel the truth driving me insane

Now you've run off far with someone you don't trust
I feel the tension in the air telling me that I must
Give up
Sympathy from anyone someone that you don't love
All I can be is someone you won't want

This bad luck
Doesn't matter
Walking around in high fashion
Trying to show off to everyone around you
They won't stop asking
About your new fabrics
It doesn't even feel like I know you
We go up down to get around
Can't wait for the day that I can say I told you

I know im hardly ever here
But I really want you to listen
Like friend to friend
You disappeared
And I know that im the problem
But I never wanted this
If you wanted something more
Then you got it

It's a long road down
From what we used to be and you know
It only comes with time
Without explanation why
And now you waited too long
Just to find out that I don't want you around
Said you hate what I've become
But this is all because of you

Now you've run off far with someone you don't trust
I feel the tension in the air telling me that I must
Give up
Sympathy from anyone someone that you don't love
All I can be is someone you won't want
Now you've run off far with someone you don't trust
I feel the tension in the air telling me that I must
Give up
Sympathy from anyone someone that you don't love
All I can be is someone you won't want

all i can be is someone you won't want

prod. starboyrob, rodmadethis, prodbyace

lyrics:

endie:
promise we gonna make it
i know i can take it
i wanna be famous
i know i can take it

2am gotta tell me what it is
broad kid god damn
momma's boy i talk my shit
La speedin down the highway
thats where it is
claiming that you real
but we know you really a bitch
so i'll tell you how it is
2am gotta tell me what it is
broad kid god damn
momma's boy i talk my shit
La speedin down the highway
thats where it is
claiming that you real
but we know you really a bitch
so i'll tell you how it is

yeah we tell you how it is
yeah we tell you how it is
we gonna tell you how it is

neronoir:
nero in this bitch
they know we don’t give no fucks
yeah, get your bucks up
that bitch got me fucked up
I ain’t callin I got my tough luck
eatin good just like a pot luck
no no
I say we’re dancing look outside yeah
I been in my zone yeah
forget about what you know yeah
yeah, you used to be in love
but look at us now
I been so alone yeah
on the low yeah
I was drowning yeah yeah

noahh:
Im in this bitch With the gang she trynna talk i told her please get off me
If you aint talkin bout bands i dont give a fuck you can just go without me
I been so high
New coupe my ride
Riding round in a catty yuh
Last bitch was a baddie yuh
I cut a bitch right off of the grapevine
Dont ask having a great time
I make a hit and go back to the stu
Yo bitch she mine she not thinking of you
Wow I stack it up my paper Blue
Wo woah feel like midwxst i use cantu
Swear they my clones like what is you bringing
My choppa adele the way that its singing
Say my name and them bells start ringing
We gon catch up by the end of the weekend
New drum
Came with a mac
New hoes
Came wit a map
Noahh how you do it like that?
I got a drum and it fight back

endie:
promise we gonna make it
i know i can take it
i wanna be famous
i know i can take it

2am gotta tell me what it is
broad kid god damn
momma's boy i talk my shit
La speedin down the highway
thats where it is
claiming that you real
but we know you really a bitch
so i'll tell you how it is
2am gotta tell me what it is
broad kid god damn
momma's boy i talk my shit
La speedin down the highway
thats where it is
claiming that you real
but we know you really a bitch
so i'll tell you how it is

how it is! w/ noahh & neronoir

prod. recycleBin

lyrics:

truth
you always put it in the worst way
knowing if we talk you'll never say it to my face
that's okay
baby it was meant to be that way
but honestly maybe we'll just wait for another day
and it on my mind
but i dont know why
i guess thats how the story goes
and you take my time 
empty space filled with lies
i guess thats how all of our problems arose

go 
you dont see me
if i was a ghost
i'd believe me
when no one knows
if you're breathing
please believe me
please believe me
go 
you dont see me
if i was a ghost
i'd believe me
when no one knows
if you're breathing
please believe me
please believe me

if i was a ghost

https://open.spotify.com/track/1yhdlroSvk04vrOilDdaj7?si=89fbb1db4b324c55
Written & Performed by endie
Produced by Joshwa ( @prodbyjoshwa )
Mixed & Mastered by endie & joshwa
lyrics:
Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

Just booked a flight but can't wait till I touch the ground
Not saying I'd want it but you never come around
So many signs but I never could make them out
Finally learning to love myself now
Don't give up on what we had
Praying this isn't how it ends
I'm always burning the guilt of living a lie

And now
You know
What I must
Give up to be with you
My lovestruck lover
No one cares for us like we do

Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

what i did to you (p. joshwa)

https://ffm.to/endie
inspired by mr brightside
prod. joshwa, chrmng, pocketnomoney, endie

Lyrics:
I don't wanna be
Someone you don't love
Cause you're always on your own
Something that you'll never know
It's a problem
We can't come back from
And you can't tell me how to feel

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

Tear me to pieces
Don't wanna let down
Any of my friends
They're all I seem to have now
This is all I can take
My mind has been warped
My heart is all you can break right now

Allowed
And it all comes crashing down
So why
Would you turn me into someone you won't like

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

Help me

(p. rodmadeit & endie )

lyrics:
tell me what you waiting for
only time can tell
so you don't have to say no more
baby watch your step
do not want to fall again
down to the floor
the stars turned dull
but I just can't let them go away
I know why
and im sorry I just couldn't
end it off this way
you don't know me
not the old me anymore
you don't know me
you don't know me at all
I know why
and now you're waiting for the day
you can tell me im wrong
I KNOW WHY

criticized by the internet
and ill take it
cause their numbers are worth
way more than they should be
and honestly
I cannot breathe right now
tell me what the fuck you want me to be
why you coming at my throat
like you wanting me dead, why now
I'll burn out
I'll come back just to take you down
fess up
told me that you knew what you were doing
but im head up
wish I fucking knew what I was doing
but I've held up
out of damn luck
with this re: love
came back in my life
but I didn't know this was set up

know us
just don't let me grow up
I'll watch the leaves as they fall
know you'll just oppose
hold up

promise you'll forget who you were before

prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

love like that

Lyrics:
I dream of a life
Where I see things twice
For how they are not
How they seem
I've lost my mind and
I don't know why
I can't think straight
Or believe these little means at a time
I was never one to hide behind
All of the blinking flashing lights
So I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

As the weather gets colder
It's harder to breathe in the air
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
We live like we're older but
Never take risk
That could ruin our life
We're still smarter than them
By a mile
Talk bout' it
For a while
We won't break off
Just take breaks here and there
But I'll wait up for you
Let you catch up and
Hope you still need me
And that you'd never see
I live in fear
I believe you'll let me down
I barely believe in the signs I see
But I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

And it's hard to believe
That you might never see
Where you went wrong
90 miles an hour
I've lost all my power
I sit on the sideline
I finally realized
Cause I think I know

Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind

all platforms

cross my mind

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

prod. deadyami + endie
mixed by endie + chrmng,

lyrics:

With your beautiful smile
I'll see you in a while
I can't wait to come home
You're so impatient this time
It's been breaking your mind
I wanna let you know that you're perfect
Am I finally worth your attention
Taking a leap before you made the decision
To stay or leave through my intermissions
I guess you learned from your dad
You'll be dead or in prison

Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

With your beautiful smile
I'll hate you till I die
I think you knew that this would happen
I can't say I'm surprised
Because I'm still alive
And you're already dead to me
It's been so long since I've felt
This sense of security from anyone
You can't wait to see what

Tonight could be
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had
Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

We knew what we could've had
I can't wait to come home

as long as i'm by your side

as long as im by your side

produced: dexter yu & endie

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

keep moving motion

produced by dexter yu
added production by endie

what’s feeling important?

strangers to change

your problem dog

produced by lazylabor, endie, cain, chrmng,

if i tried

4szns
:D ily guys. Hope u like it.
shoutout @sshinju

Confession (+shinju)

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

prod. FORTUNESWAN
I hope u like it :D s/o fortuneswan

u can tell (fortuneswan)

prod RECYCLEBIN x RIACHUELO
cool swag song means a lot to me
lyrics:
dont feel like its worth it
im fully imperfect
im learning new ways
behind closed curtains
im putting the work in
no recognition
nothing im earning
an angel a serpent
im falling to pieces 
im truthfully hurtin
these bridges im burning
the tables are turnin
i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

know its better unsaid
i just hope that it ends
working all night
to make this shit
i feel so empty
like i should
i hope it comes out good
cause

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile n shit
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

(endie moans off beat 4 some time)

i think that im worth it
i might not be perfect
but thats okay
everything gets better 
i been under the weather
i know its whatever

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

bliss (recyclebin + ria)

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

Endie

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