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addiction w/ noahh & bixby (recyclebin)

ily all thank you for listening

PROD. RECYCLEBIN X ENDIE X SLEEPA

(lyrics)
i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u

its like another day in hell
when ur by urself up in ur room
and U CAN TELL
when theres nowhere left 2 move
why do you always try to love
but i dont wanna fall
i wanna scream and yell
but maybe that wont rlly help @ all

take a step back maybe it will all b over soon
maybe it will come to you
stop bringing up these other dudes
maybe i should leave 
maybe i should look 4 sumthing new
wait 4 ur apology 
its so long and overdue

i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u
i dont rlly wanna listen 2 u
break down in 2
fall apart
say i miss u 
is it alright
i dont rlly like this feeling
i want MORE THAN A REASON
4 u

GOODLUCK

more than a reason (recyclebin + endie + sleepa)

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

PROD. @davidhalo + @1endie + @4reii

[lyrics]
Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

When I look you in the eyes
No this isn't a surprise
I don't really understand why
I don't really wanna die
I don't really wanna help you
Learn to take a life
It's too hard to even get through
I don't really care
Cause I'm not the best to do it
I don't need you, stupid
Never letting go cause im helpless
And I've been through it

Tell me what you see
In me
In me
I hardly get to breathe
When you're
With me

I'll open doors for your love
Never thought about it much
It got so rough
Got so tough
I don't know how im keeping up
But now im stuck

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

What I know, you want

I never think of you anymore, I can't
1
2
3
GO

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

surrender

prod. tac4

lyrics:

endie:

Okay, better listen up
What part do you not understand
I have many hoes, I'll probably have to fly to Japan
What are you talkin bout, yeah
I put in work with my hands
Doing all this shit is so extra ya know
Im fucking hoes, yeah
Bagged a little bitch from Monroe
Aye, fuck it had to bag a little bitch from the O
I bet you wonder how I do this
They say that it's confusing
The bitch took one little peep at my ice and froze
Aye, might have to sign a deal for a milli
I signed a deal and everybody starts to walk into the building
That little shawty say that she really like my life cause it's thrilling
I don't give a fuck, what you say
Cause you'll never ever feel this feeling

All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is

david halo:

He a pussy, tell him "kick rocks"
Shots fired way higher than my hitbox
Swap hoes, swap meet, swap guns
That's a hot piece, swap heat, swear she wanna top me
Knocked his dreads back, shit I made him do the running man
Big racks, that shit made me do the money dance
2004 girl, she only like cocaine
She want on the tour bus, I just told her "okay"
Now she need to throw up, tell me when you're okay
Pour one in the Faygo, I been in a slow phase
I feel like Pharrell cause I been happy with these hoes, uh
Jewelry on me, spent a fucking rack up on these clothes, uh
I told her if she got a problem, she could fucking block me
Tired of the fake shit cause she don't got a hobby
Had to break it off through a text and she copy it and send it to her friends
Like I wouldn't find out when her friends are really next
No time to decipher, I won't tell you what I meant
I'm up, they can't even really reach up to my chest
Even if they had a ladder and like forty fucking steps, uh
Break up thru a text, uh

endie:

All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is
All I know
Never ever want to know my flaws at home
Never walking out my life is

2004 G1RL w/ david halo

https://ffm.to/endie
inspired by mr brightside
prod. joshwa, chrmng, pocketnomoney, endie

Lyrics:
I don't wanna be
Someone you don't love
Cause you're always on your own
Something that you'll never know
It's a problem
We can't come back from
And you can't tell me how to feel

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

Tear me to pieces
Don't wanna let down
Any of my friends
They're all I seem to have now
This is all I can take
My mind has been warped
My heart is all you can break right now

Allowed
And it all comes crashing down
So why
Would you turn me into someone you won't like

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

Help me

prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

love like that

Lyrics:
I dream of a life
Where I see things twice
For how they are not
How they seem
I've lost my mind and
I don't know why
I can't think straight
Or believe these little means at a time
I was never one to hide behind
All of the blinking flashing lights
So I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

As the weather gets colder
It's harder to breathe in the air
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
We live like we're older but
Never take risk
That could ruin our life
We're still smarter than them
By a mile
Talk bout' it
For a while
We won't break off
Just take breaks here and there
But I'll wait up for you
Let you catch up and
Hope you still need me
And that you'd never see
I live in fear
I believe you'll let me down
I barely believe in the signs I see
But I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

And it's hard to believe
That you might never see
Where you went wrong
90 miles an hour
I've lost all my power
I sit on the sideline
I finally realized
Cause I think I know

Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind

all platforms

cross my mind

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

prod. deadyami + endie
mixed by endie + chrmng,

lyrics:

With your beautiful smile
I'll see you in a while
I can't wait to come home
You're so impatient this time
It's been breaking your mind
I wanna let you know that you're perfect
Am I finally worth your attention
Taking a leap before you made the decision
To stay or leave through my intermissions
I guess you learned from your dad
You'll be dead or in prison

Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

With your beautiful smile
I'll hate you till I die
I think you knew that this would happen
I can't say I'm surprised
Because I'm still alive
And you're already dead to me
It's been so long since I've felt
This sense of security from anyone
You can't wait to see what

Tonight could be
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had
Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

We knew what we could've had
I can't wait to come home

as long as i'm by your side

as long as im by your side

produced by dexter yu
added production by endie

what’s feeling important?

your problem dog

buy back time w/ gunnr

prod. tiresss + endie

lyrics:

Would you see me
Would you see me
Cause I just wanna see you
Cause

Cause I just wanna see you tonight
Be with you tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Please don't
Prove me right
Prove me right
Prove me right
Please don't
Prove me right
Prove me right
Prove me right

I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it

Spent too much time, trippin' on the phone
I would never need to call you back
Been a long time since I saw or told you
That I feel that
I wanna go back
I don't wanna go back

When I sleep I see a glimpse of heaven
When I sleep I see a glimpse of heaven

How do you feel
How do you feel
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it
I know you want it

glimpse of heaven

prod. lazylabor + endie

lyrics:

Say you wanna talk to me, I'm out of town for a while
It must be hard, when you're not feeling yourself
You wanna know, if I told my friends, that we're in love
Who said that we're in love

If I could buy back time
Only for one more night
I could make you mine
If I could see you again
Say one more line
Touch you one more time
I would've made you mine
Hope I don't see you again

Again
If I could see you again
Again

I could've made you mine
Thought I should take my time
I tried to vouch for you
But you're just out line
Don't hit my phone
I'm not calling back
You and me alone

Don't deserve this treatment
Don't deserve this feeling
I miss you when you're gone
Thought I wouldn't feel it
Reaching for the stars
Pinch me if I'm dreaming
Kiss me when you're back
Kiss me fore' you leave and
Would you hit me where you're at

If I could buy back time
I can make you mine
If I could buy back time
If I could see you

If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could see you again

If I could buy back time
Only for one more night
I could make you mine
If I could see you again
Just hit one more line
Touch you one more time
You could save my life
If I could see you again

Again
If I could see you again
Again
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time

If I could buy back time
I would've made you mine
If I could buy back time
If I could buy back time
If I could buy back time

buy back time (feat. gunnr)

prod. endie

lyrics:

You want to feel it all the time
You want to go and take it serious
I've never felt so alive
I just don't get why you're so furious with me

And if you want to spend time
You got to learn to be less serious
You've never felt this alive
I just don't get why you're so furious with me

Furious with me
Furious with me

I miss the way you would come around me
Take it all off when you come around
I get why you won't see me but
I love who I love ain't no work around that

I miss you so much
Ain't no work around that
I miss you so much

You want to feel it all the time
You want to go and take it serious
I've never felt so alive
I just don't get why you're so furious with me

Furious with me
Furious with me
You want to feel it all the time
You want to go and take it serious
I've never felt so alive
I just don't get why you're so furious with me
Furious with me
Furious with me

you want to feel it all the time

prod. arcane + endie

lyrics:

You don't want to spend time with me
I can't even say that I blame you
Running scenarios in my mind
My good god, they've been playful
And I could've been faithful
Could've been a good time
Know you hate a player
I can see it in your face
The way you distort all the memories
Watch them go by as they fade
Strangers to change
God you're out your mind
But in my mind, I swear I made you
Strangers to change
It's the only game we played
God you're out your mind
But in my mind, I swear I made you

What the fuck you been on
Been tryina hit your phone
If I got you on the phone
Tryina put us in a home
Tryina get you in a mansion
Tryina get you in the zone
Wish you were one of the fans
I wish you didn't feel so alone
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
Tryina get us in a mansion
What the fuck you been on
Tryina put us in a mansion
What the fuck you been on

And it's really my time, huh
And I tried to be better
And I tried to be proud
And I try to get by, huh
How I'm only a teen
Feeling like I peaked up in my prime, huh
Everyone around me make me stress about my time, huh
Make me wanna die, huh
I don't hope I die now
But I hope I die soon
Every time you touched me
Feel bad for lying to you
And only a memory could make me miss the thought of you
Or make me hate you
It doesn't phase me
But would it phase you out

Strangers to change it's the only game we play
God you're out your mind
But in my mind, I swear I made you
Strangers to change it's the only game we play
God you're out your mind
But in my mind, I swear I made you
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
What the fuck you been on
Every time you touched me
Felt bad for lying to you
Every time you touched me
Felt bad for lying to you
Every time you touched me
Every time you touched me

When you killed him
I was so convinced that you'd remember
But It didn't stick
Like nothing ever sticks
Like this won't stick

strangers to change

prod. 555kenichi

lyrics:

And memories can be distorted
They're just an interpretation they're not a record
And they're irrelevant if you have the facts
You really want to get this guy don't you
Why would I go back
Why would I go back

I can feel it on your tongue
I wouldn't give you up
I wanna live your life
I wanna feel your love
I'll be your body guard
I'll be the one who stuck
I'll be right on your side
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog

There's a way when you throw it
It'll come right back
There's no love in my city
Why would I go back?

I don't wanna talk
Bout the way we were
You didn't miss me or my love
But I wish you would
And I know you'll never really try
'Cause you're all you'll ever want
And you're all you ever got

I miss the way it was
I miss the time that we had
I miss the time I let pass me by
Let it drive me wild

I can feel it on your tongue
I wouldn't give you up
I wanna live your life
I wanna feel your love
I'll be your body guard
I'll be the one who stuck
I'll be right on your side
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
I'll be your problem dog
It'll come right back
Falling apart oh yeah
Why would I go back?
Why would I go back?
Why would I go back?

prod. lazylabor + endie + chrmng,

lyrics:

You wipe that smile right off my face, I couldn't even fake it if I tried
Just like the good old days, I couldn't even fake it if I tried
Oh, you understand now, keep it to yourself now, stop all of the lies
Oh, you got a man now, say you gotta plan well, stop all of that lying

So fuck you and your boyfriend
I'ma go live my life, god I feel so alive, man this shit still don't feel right
With your hand out, with your finger on that trigger, what's your plan now, what's your plans now
Your love, your touch, your skin, you never going back to him, come back to me

Come back to me

You wipe that smile right off my face, I couldn't even fake it if I tried
Just like the good old days, I couldn't even fake it if I tried
Oh, you understand now, keep it to yourself now, stop all of the lies

Oh, you got a man now, so you gotta plan well, stop all of that lying
Stop all of the lies
Stop all of the lies
Stop all of the lies

if i tried

prod. dexter yu + endie

lyrics:

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How I'm feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How I'm feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

keep moving motion

prod. sapjer

lyrics:

Saying I don't understand
Promise I've been there
I was killing
Everything I love, cause I fear I love the feeling
Get the fuck up off me
I was chillin' with no time for chillin
I can't be chillin
Father tryina' to grab the wheel
When will he listen
This the only thing going on in my life man
I guess I don't understand what you feel but
You got it
You don't got no other options
This shit is not a problem, unless you want a problem
Get the fuck up off me

I can't even be myself in front my friends and family
This is such a tragedy
This is how it has to be
How bout' you just try to come and run and fucking catch me
I done already lapped you
Ran 10 circles around you
You couldn't even catch me even if you tried
Spent 46 days worked on 23 lines
Spent many countless nights
Spend money all the time
It ain't nothing to me to go and catch a flight

I can't even be myself in front my friends and family
This is such a tragedy
This is how it has to be
How bout' you just try to come and run and fucking catch me
I done already lapped you
Ran 10 circles around you
You got fake money
If I was in your shoes I'd prolly' hate money
Say money, this don't play money
I go to the bank just to break money

no options

prod. endie

lyrics:

You never thought of me that way
I was just another boy

I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you

Bloodstains on the floor if they wanna talk
My hearing impaired could you turn me up
I'm tryina' go off, would you turn me up
Missed out on some friends
Missed out on some life
Still living better than most
And I don't even try
I wish that you'd stay
I would stay alive
I don't feel at all
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
Bet I'm gon' feel it tonight
You never thought of me that way
I was just another boy
I was just another boy

I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you
I was just another boy to you

just another boy

prod. dexter yu + endie

lyrics:

It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here
Because she's gone to the bathroom or something
I don't even know how long she's been gone

I could be the morning
I could be the bedtime
Everyone's ignoring
Obvious signs
I don't feel important
I needed the alone time
Lately, I've been zoning
Crossing enemy lines
So fuck feeling important
If she thinks that I'm gorgeous
Baby, I'm a troll
But I love being supportive
Darling grab the wheel
I hate being in control when
Everything's falling
Down on fallen forces
So what's feeling gorgeous
When I think I'm important
Times passing by
I'm not sure if I'll endorse it
But baby I'd adore you
You did what you wanted to
And still every time
It would always come back to you
When I fall out of my prime
Tell me how you loved me
Tell me how you needed me
Remind me how we fucked and
And we're you happy
Cause I was happy too
And when we fell out
I couldn't help be mad at you

I know I can't have her back
(I couldn't help be mad at you)
But I don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here
I lie here not knowing how long I've been alone

I could be the morning
I could be the bedtime
Everyone's ignoring
Obvious signs
I don't feel important
I needed the alone time
Lately, I've been zoning
Crossing enemy lines
So fuck feeling important
If she thinks that I'm gorgeous
Baby, I'm a troll
But I love being supportive
Darling grab the wheel
I hate being in control when
Everything's falling
Down on fallen forces
So what's feeling gorgeous
When I think I'm important
Times passing by
I'm not sure if I'll endorse it
But baby I'd adore you
You did what you wanted to
And still every time
It would always come back to you
When I fall out of my prime
Tell me how you loved me
Tell me how you needed me
Remind me how we fucked and
And we're you happy
Cause I was happy too
And when we fell out
I couldn't help be mad at you

How can I heal?
How am I supposed to heal if I can't
Feel time?

what's feeling important

count it

get real

learn from you

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

prod. FORTUNESWAN
I hope u like it :D s/o fortuneswan

u can tell (fortuneswan)

prod RECYCLEBIN x RIACHUELO
cool swag song means a lot to me
lyrics:
dont feel like its worth it
im fully imperfect
im learning new ways
behind closed curtains
im putting the work in
no recognition
nothing im earning
an angel a serpent
im falling to pieces 
im truthfully hurtin
these bridges im burning
the tables are turnin
i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

know its better unsaid
i just hope that it ends
working all night
to make this shit
i feel so empty
like i should
i hope it comes out good
cause

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile n shit
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

(endie moans off beat 4 some time)

i think that im worth it
i might not be perfect
but thats okay
everything gets better 
i been under the weather
i know its whatever

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

bliss (recyclebin + ria)

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

Endie

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