https://youtu.be/bkIMBoP70iY?si=HZJYJ-_D0aGYqyWY

Ch:1 2023
prod @neohnq @junshi163
mastered by @chriad

lyrics 

i got different types of crystals on my body btch im up
i got different types of issues calling but i wont pick up
sorry i dont wna talk ive been steady chasing bucks
its like ever since i popped a pill i fell in luv

iv been off the x so i keep it on the nightstand
fighting w myself i keep a cutter in my right hand
she said tht im nice man
ik she'll get frightened when she see me off th 40 
i swear its getting tiring

got a call frm above
see my heart pick it up
said i cant find the one
why dont we prove them all wrong tonight?
ive been drowning in pain u see it inside my eyes
red diamonds on my face its bloody gems when i cry

& i think u love it.. thts another discussion 
(we can forget it tonight but i wont leave it behind)
i cant be stuck in the past so ill just act like its alright

i aint lookin back i promise ill b moving forward
i wish tht i told her (how much she means 2 mee)
ik ill; b thinking of these days when im older
thinking of the pillies on the shelf i swear they fuck me over

spotify

my blood & your gems (neohn x junshi) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

@jkjmetasco
@violetxx9

My confessions ,

feel my sorrow 
can u feel my heartbeat 
teenage poetry
u deserve it all from me
cuz girl u feel so worth it
n tonight feels so perfect
ur kiss just like the gems on my skin
lifts my curses

for her im bulletproof 
ill do anything if it’s for u (only if its for u)
i’ll be right there
hope it’s not in my head
i hope it’s not in my head

i think my heart belongs in the palm of ur hand
tonight is the night
girl it just feels so right
staring at ur green eyes
ur my drug im so high
love when ur kisses Burn my skin off
ur my sunlight 
girl idk where to begin 
i just want to hold on so tight to u
(feel ur heart)

qu’est-ce que tu penses de moi quand tu me regarde ? 
goûtes de sang sur mes bras
toute les nuits ouais je me sens mal
j’espère que tu saches que je t’es besoin
tout ton cœur pour moi 
j’espère ne jamais dire au revoir

feel my heartbeat (jkj & violet)

@lilsadboiiudig @whyhaze @neohnq
heavenBound lovestory

1sadboii & whyhaze - monster (neohn)

@dimpleb @pettyheaven

are you going to heaven or am I ?
cuz one of us is wrong and one is right ..
I start to wait but pls don't take too long ..
I start to float I start to go divine .

are you going to heaven or am I ?
I started out in hell start to go up
Asked me to come over to drink wine 
Asked me to come over js to fuck

are you going to heaven or am I ?
cuz one of us has to pay for this crime
I sink my teeth into your skin my love
I poured it in my muddy bloody cup

are you going to heaven or am I ?
I assume, all the angels have your eyes
use your nails, use my blood, finger art <3
lose myself, in your warmth, in your arms

If u came from up above then why would u ever go deeper
If u think I'm not enough than why did someone buy a feature
Different people they want different things to come out of their tweeter
If I really wanted I think I could go a little deeper
If I unblocked u from my phone I think that I would have a seizure
can't condone my own behavior a disservice to my future
I kicked a soccer ball to score of course you saved it you're a keeper
I guess for now I'll stay in limbo I'll js follow you to either
but it's wrong

divine (dimple + pettyheaven)

<3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5gX74DOUzpnZp8vAehZL5r?si=60c1e96b79574d66

what you did for me 
put me back together, half my parts; machined
touching on my arm but I can't feel a thing

I remember you
the one I've always wanted & an angel too
last face that I saw inside the ICU
I wish I had my old heart I would feel so good

I don't feel no more
lungs replaced with iron & my heart with gold
artficial organs running through my bones
I will always love you coded in my soul

tell me that you love me
girl I can't reciprocate, I can lie through my teeth
we both took a pill, girl you start to grind up on me
I js grind my teeth, I've been geeking off this molly
sorry I'm not sorry
I wish I could care, no I haven't lost the irony
lean back in my chair, If I fall, it was meant to be
came back from beyond, look how far. look how far I've come .
if it hurts I'm sorry .
you're the one who brought me back, you're the one who found me .
I didn't used to go to sleep, you programmed that in me
I won't hold a grudge, if you'd like to you can change me

SPOTIFY

machined (1sadboii)

@frendishawty408 @ilyajay @symelz

song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/39lNHOGGJuk1uHxpK3jv8s?si=4ad5f6e985c24674

@itsevvie
so baby calm down
everything i ever do is for u, i know
that you’re the only one that’s in my heart, yea i don’t
need anybody oh
like i need u the most
like i might comatose
like might overdose

it fucks up my system
when i hold u close
i talk u don’t listen
i need u by my side
like baby be my bride
without u i might die

@frendishawty408
without you, i might x_x
i know you don't listen, i know you don't get it
tell me baby, are you pissed off? drugs got me right on withdrawals
she miss independent, hearts all on my pendant
i'm loving on you, you loving on me
made all this money, without a degree
i'm with lil evan, we counting that green
tell me baby is you fwm?
tell me baby is it worth it for me?
late nights, and i can't even sleep
no us, without we, all i wanted was you & me

divine (dimple + pettyheaven)

fangs