"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

Spotify

meadow +web (snorkatje)

1 more b4 the yr is over
@ogpichu love u fam stay safe
@bleachcraft

thought back 2 them old days where I'm still stuck in the doorway
still stuck 2 the same way and im still stuck 2 my same name
try to move except my feet stuck in the same space
try to think except my mind stuck on the same day

we dnt talk about it no we dont let him in
g g guess he not ab it my words under ur skin
i i i forgot about it i knew id never win
w w we can talk about it i knew i never shouldve

thought back 2 them old days where I'm still stuck in the doorway
still stuck 2 the same way and im still stuck 2 my same name
try to move except my feet stuck in the same space
try to think except my mind stuck on the same day

we dnt talk about it no we dont let him in
g g guess he not ab it my words under ur skin
i i i forgot about it i knew id never win

@ogpichu
you hating me it dsnt phase me at all
why cant u see all my exs no loooong
cant be free if you try to hard

am i not enough for u am i not enough for u

am i not enough for u am i not enough for u

never win w/ pichu (bleachcraft + essscudo)

PRESAVE : https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/whyhaze/suicide-pact-love
sum different lmk if u want more like ths :D
prod @beachh @kyur0
mastered @chriad

lyrics :

right here 
promise that im right here
waiting for u for Uuu
holding tears back
r u kidding me?
do u think i’d want that
i just want u

suicide pact love
for u i would give it all up
i just rly need to talk
bb pick the phone up
put the knife down
i still love u i dont wna see us like that
i dont wna see us like this

i got scars on my body 
pressure sits on me
all my wounds keep bleeding
doesnt feel like there stopping 
girl if im dying 
i’d want u right beside me
can’t believe i did it again im so sorry

right here 
promise that im right here
waiting for u for Uuu
holding tears back
r u kidding me?
do u think i’d want that
i just want u

suicide pact love
for u i would give it all up
i just rly need to talk
bb pick the phone up
put the knife down
i still love u i dont wna see us like that
i dont wna see us like this

xx
ill be right here waiting 
if it was up to me i would give u everything 
everything 
you & me.🌹

SPOTIFY

suicide pact love (beachh x kyuro)

@diegointhedark + @whyhaze - together

prod. me + @yashio20k

diegointhedark + whyhaze - together (foxglove yashio)

ft @exp100 @rewind214 @ilymay @venusiann @coldspades
prod @awwy2k

(experiencer)
feel all the love
girl ur safe in my touch
ill be the one u can trust

and this songs bout some shit that i love
my name is ghosthug
yea its harmony division
you cant see the vision
u need a new prescription 
im with may and venusiann
me and rewind made some new shit
spades and kidu they produced it
and patient's in spazzteam 
but shes not exlcusive
we're a group like the blue men
all our flowers are bloomin
i hope that we dont lose it
friendship and music

(rewind)
im with ghosthug, they cant see us
been so alone like im venus
we get our way, yea nothing can defeat us
fall down, gotta keep up
in tokyo for the meet up
dont wanna b me but they wanna b us
hate it when we fight
i just wanna talk
its ok to cry
cant deal with my flaws
i luv all my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
know that ill b fine, im getting good at staying strong

(may)
fly overseas like im coldspades
harmony get our way 
posted up with my gang 
and i cant fall now 
ik youll that catch me ohh 
and i cant fold now 
for the ones i love the most 

yeah i might do some shit and u wouldnt forget ab it 
my whole team we goin up and it got them astounded 
i get the money i count it 
think i need an accountant 
said u going up i doubt it
ohhh

harajuku and im with the gang 
shopping spree got some helmut lang
u cant get in cuz ur a lame 

how u switch up on ur bros 
i cant do that no no no 
posted with team we stick to the code
we doin shit u wouldnt even know
yeahh

(venusiann)
my name is venusiann, music with my friends
was so bored like one night, so i made a collective
and we flexin, new kicks just stepped in
nah boy you cant get in, ill shoot u with my weapon
hope you get the message
there's hidden blessings
take me to heaven
you can't be part of the team
we stay in motion like streams
feels like we're living a dream

(coldspades)
harmony division, but my bands get to adding
keep my circle small, i got to subtracting
they doubted us now we making shit happen

im in HD i got connections
not on the team you not in my section
walk into saks and i made a selection
(when i drop a song they say its perfection)

i got all my friends dont need no one else
yea they always had my back even when i fell
my old friends stabbed me in the back but i still wish them well
now im going up might spend a bag in YSL

Harmony Anthem

Harmony Anthem (prod. kidu)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

tell me why it feels
like they don't know my name
cant put my finger on
the look thats on your face
ill wait until i know
its creeping through my skin again
i wish that i could go

its all that i can think about
its getting harder to breathe
im breaking my heart just to feel
theres nothing u ever could save
i cry and i watch it decay
the colors all fade into gray
i saw something farther away
u brought it all back with your face
ill wait til we're back in our place

i just miss u til i cant breathe
never needed u so badly
im so anxious can you catch me
ill keep acting like i cant see
i dont wanna cry but i did
and i didnt wanna lie but i did
ur the one thing i wont try to forget
i dont ever wanna leave u again
close my eyes i see your face inside my head

tell me why it feels
like everybody hates me
and i cant stop complaining
ill freeze and the winter can break me

finally home

@prodsoma

put all my thoughts in a cauldron
idk whos arm youll be holding now
u said its right
its all been wrong
its been this way
for far too long
all wrapped up in my head
dont think you understand
everything left unsaid
dont think that ill forget
forget me now
yea u wont hear a sound
took everything even though im not allowed
pull all the strings till u see me turn around
only found a fear of u now
only wanna take it back
ik ur used to that
ik i feel so bad
oh
dont think that ill try again to tie these ends anymore
i cant even call u a friend my love has nowhere to pour

forget (soma)

prod @lilsadboiiudig 
Ft @myspacemark  All plats soon

lyrics :
(@whyhaze)
Drop a  deuce in the cup
tonight im getiiin fuckd Up
said she wna make Love ❤️
i think this bitch insane Yah
Long sleeve wrist cut
say she like the belt studs
baby we can hit the mall!
ik u just wna have funn :D

(@myspacemark)
huh.. Yah
it’s always a good time
im Droppin pills inside my cup 
mixed wit tha red Slime 
we can party all night 
til the sunshine’s 
Whoa Ya Yahh 
it’s always a good time

(@whyhaze)
MDMA pills on my tongue lets hav a good time
we can dance like... all night
u & me till twilight
i guess the time's right
if u wna turn it up lets Turn it Up!
faded in the back of the club
feel Ur heartbeat in the drums
woahhhh we dont even have 2 try
if my bros in the cut its always a Good Time
drop a Tesla in the Sprite
got me feelin so right
stay by my side<3 i'll make sure u dont forget Tonight

(@myspacemark)
doesn’t matter where 
if I show up there’s a party there 
rose Gold love cartier 
her pussy taste like creme brûlée 
manifest my universe 
for the galaxy ima guardian 
4 points on my GPA
im the VALEDICTORIAN 
and i don’t gotta try 
Dolce Gabbana 
wit prada im fly
Yah i ball like Lebron
mix up that dirty with cranberry sprite 
my swag disrespectful 
but you knoe im polite
im wit haze countin bandZzz 
it’s a good Time..

All plats!

Good time w/ myspacemark (1sadboii)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

##lovejerk ceo
@wanna-cry-exe

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diegointhedark + whyhaze - together (foxglove yashio)

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