you and i should light the world on fire
im so sick of waiting for the perfect time woah
i can tell that ur uninspired
i can feel all the discontent
lets commit like the perfect crime 
if we get caught we can say we tried
i think u should hit my line again
im so joyous im so fly
smoke my spliff if u wanna get high
supermodel you n i lets make it our year


gave myself the green light
gave myself the green light
go n say what u wanna
came to myself gonna be fine
got a pistol on my body 
fourty four its easy to die
i watch ya cinema proudly
stand on the bed turn off the tv its bright
i would felt embarrassed but that before
n i wanna see ya tn
i wanna tell u stories im pretty bored 
n thats wut im feelin tn
n thats wut im feelin tn



NOW IM CAUSING SOME MOTHERFUCKING TROUBLE
I WANNA BE IN A STRUGGLE
U GOT ME SEEIN DOUBLE 

i cant stand the microagression
im wanna call u out
im gonna skip my shit when im pensive
sorry i dont mean to be so offensive
i rarely see my clique
i barely know ur name but
ill stick my tongue out
if u ever really want the fame
i dont really need more friends on the internet
girl know my place
i dont really care that im sound of the future 
i wanna see your face
i know u think it hurts
ill leave if thats the case
and when we're done with earth
we'll go outer space 


take some molly and we savin the vibe
its not my fault that i fall for ur stupid advice
i hate this feeling in my body and im fiending to die
man i woke up at seven fourty and im screaming for life
i know theres pain in ur statement and i dont mean to cry
i understand the way u frame it and i dont even try 
cause i know ur faking feelings and i dont mean to lie
and i dont mean to lie

Trouble

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkyWL0EXOp8

fucking my brain up beyond imagination
and i just wanted to tell you this
im kinda in a fucked up situation
and the thought of it has me screaming for my life

spoil me i'm so precious you're
all i see like oh my god my eyes
lets party until we die i cry, i cry

close your eyes and with me run away
left me alone to figure out x2

so dont talk x4

and i act like i hate it but i love when you pull me out 
pretend you're in my bed i know youll see me around

and now i find myself here and im singing to you
cause i spent all my time in hell just reading the room
i wanna tell on myself over something we had
man i need it bad, cause i caught myself looking at
you with nothing to prove, ah so
don't confuse me with all your weird ass friends
who could use me the way you do? please
just don't pollute me, go and place your bet

gimme some respect
ill never give a fuck about a label or a check
i only give a fuck about myself and all my friends
cause im the greatest, im the best
im a bit jaded i confess cause
everything i say sounds like a cop out
i swear it's not, im just busy
man all i wanna do is rock out 
cause all you ever do is miss me fuck off 

me and you got alot of crazy shit to go and do
but my brain's so amazing when im in solitude
so if you make advances i might take em for ya wanting to fight
i started music off an ego trip i wanna start this too
i parted ways with satan to give my heart to you
so if i take these chances man im hoping for a wild night am i right?

party anthem

lyrics are prob wrong ill update l8r

Pull me softly to your chest, 
I already know that I don't wanna go back to how it was,
So put your hand in my hair, caress,
I already know that I don't wanna go back to how it was cause,

You're my favorite time of the year;
I know you'll dismiss me, shit
I'm still looking forward to you!
I love your stupid fucking body and I know ya don't wanna fight me
So if you ask me nicely, I'll say: 
Yes, yes, yes!
Yes, yes, yes!
I got time for the taking,
If it's alright bae, love is ours for the making tn :P

Ima get lucky aye, 
It's not my fault that all my ex bitches still wanna fuck me
I'm so pretty, I'm sexy
If you want it just text me 
Swear you're all that
Yeah I'm thinking so, 
Thinking so, thinking slow, digging deep in my soul,
If u gotta problem, lmk
Keepin' close, only when u need me most
I think that u gotta let me go

Dammit like what's the big deal?
Why are you tryna show me lovin' if it isn't for real?
You're a freak, and I'm a freak too!
 
I got the touch like magic!
You're not in love? That's tragic!
I don't give a fuck bout your past shit!
Tryna have fun with a bad bitch
I'm in love with the passion



here we go

say I made it far!
I don't think you know what love is
I took this too far yeah our thing
man you know what fuck this
im gonna tweak out over some dumb shit

week after week 

So, why the fuck did you leave me in the dust?
I know you have nothing to lose, so just give it up!

Freak

SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY.. IRREVERENCE TO CONSISTENCY
THE LONGER I HOLD BACK THE STRONGER THE WAVES CRASH
I WOULD START CARING ABOUT THE FUTURE IF I KNEW
HOW TO LIVE, AND ARRIVING TO TERMS OF REORGANIZING TO IMPROVE

(originally meant to be a birthday [18 may] release, but look where that ended up. i also turned 15 that day)
after about a month or so of anticipating, another interruption of that EP is out!!!
a letter to my friends and inspirations, i lov u <3

SAMPLELIST (no specific order):
Cindy - Destiny
Harvey Rothman - Jolly Good Show!
Sasuke Haraguchi - let me back / 戻りさせて - 原口沙輔
Joker - Mad Night
Jakob - Velvet Light
Bee Oil - Sweet Summer Euphoria
Zapp - Say You Will Say You Won't
Porter Robinson ft. Madeon - Shelter
Self - What A Fool Believes
https://soundcloud.com/0x000002d7/26kd2zqzpzho

desync

the ring (p. fakejoy)

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


@willowindhi
You cry to yourself
In the dark of your room
Nobody can tell
That you long for it too
I’m sick of the faces 
And being your muse 
But I’ll go anywhere 
long as I’m there with you

And I fell from the horizon
And you watched from the ground
And I know that you’re lying 
When you say that you want me around

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


thank u
@phil10music
@ilyness
@flervia
@senca100k
for sum sound design

defectency (ft. willowind)

Telephone (Olswel Mix)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7nCKZpCAegXjjVnUjkhWA8?si=MEAcArv5Ry-LAPxKnO5UeA

prod, mix, master and vox by me

you re tame but ill pick it up a notch
yeah you re doing what you re not supposed to 
i can see that
clearly 
tell me how you re calling that a friend
i know its hurtful and i mean it sincerely 

i can i can watch it for you
tell me tell me if u can handle it now
i dont think so baby
we were outside x2

i can i can watch it for you
tell me tell me if u can handle it now
i dont think so baby
we were outside x2

you think u on top 
you think yo shit tuf but you only hoppin trends
u think you got it all but we all know what u spend
watch me and joey fucking up the scene again

insane, whats it for

still up 
cant see shit i been 
i been lost all year walking to the same stop bitch im

still up 
cant see shit i been 
i been lost all year walking to the same stop bitch im

grave

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

the first time

U can’t handle my swag now u gotta stay u far away >:)

prod @1ginn

i know it’s what i needed
no it’s all i fucking had
i tried to get it back
tried to get it all back
i’ll tell you all about it
when we meet in rehab
started on your painting
and it ended up black
i tried to paint a picture
of the visions i had
it didn’t touch back
bitch it didn’t touch back
pink glitter dresses
i’m feeling fine
you think you’re destined
you’re not inclined to it
i’ve worn the same shirt
days in a row
stuck in panic
let it go

turn it up turn it up turn it up
i want to see you turn it up
turn it up turn it up turn it up
i want to see you turn it up
turn it up turn it up
turn it up never turn it down
turn it up never turn it down
turn it up never turn it-

made in the field so i
walk around gently
you were hunson abadeer
and i was your medley
i tapped your shoulder
like 48 times
there’s a plausible reality
you don’t have eyes
i’m dumb fucking done
with that trying
shove that shit in
and compile it
i got a fan in myself
i dont need anyone else okay
