song i was found random are always the best

this was the last song I listened to before moving houses earlier this year. such a bittersweet feeling listening to this

u inspire all my music this song mek mi sad :c

New Wave

i wanna slam my head against the wall

falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

might add lyrics here later probably not love u

bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoGcSe66djY
produced by @1hallow and @ayyitsryo
engineered by slappy

dream log still soon(er) <3
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0zfo78ZDD2iSFw6yczdT93?si=490e39d718724383
lyrics
[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out, running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away
[verse]
i don't remember the past week
it's slipping right past me
i've been running thru backstreets
and making new friends
they tried their best to look past me
stuck me in the backseat
they stared at me laughing
i won in the end
cause I'm the best to ever do it
no cocky shit I'll prove it
they fake but I saw through it
guess it's time to face the music
take a look at what I'm doing
and let me ask you if you're doing it
touched down in LA and then I said "I could get used to this"

[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away

runaway (hallow + ryo)

prick

Justlikeu4theimage

Lap #1

prod
@1hallow
@suyuki
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
im starting realize that its my fault
cause i dont know where i woke up 
or what we did last night
she tell her mama that im awful
heard he was talking, left his body
where it wont see the light
its 2am, i feel my nose sting 
fuck, i heard my phone ring
i promise ima call you back
too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
please dont say you know me
cause no one ever had my back

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

i know
that even when you're with him 
you feel alone
and i wish i could help you, but it's
too late now, the sun's gone down
and its cold, its so cold
and when the withdrawls kick, and you feel so sick
well just know
you're still home

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

awful (hallow + suyuki)

minnesota is a place that exists

smile! (ft. glaive) (elxnce + thislandis)

Fell In Love

me n skress project v soon!
@skress

Lyrics:

[ay shoutout skress fr haha]

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

When I first saw your face
I swear I fall in love again
I burn inside
Won't tell you why
Until I meet my end
Im crying out
Lend me you hand
Im tired of suspense
I put a wall around my thoughts 
Cause' thats just my defense

You change the way you are
Don't like how I been acting
You argue every night
Say shit for a reaction
She want the glamour
Want the money
and the camera, action
I make the bag do fuckin' flips baby like Riley Lavin

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

I need help 
Baby runnin' outta options
Got some money 
Old friends keep flockin'
Set path and im stuck
Bitch Im locked in
I put posion in my lungs
Smokin' toxins
Bitch I'm posted in the fuction
And I'm nauseous 
They moving weird so I gotta stay cautious
Hit up Chach
When I touch down Austin
Look around and I don't feel concious

Braclet, Cartier
Blank look on my face
I feel outta place 
I don't wanna wait
Try to pave my way
I don't feel safe
Is it all too late?
So much shit I wanna say
I cannot relay
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

ifeeldisoriented (prod. skress)

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

prick

glaive

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