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drama queen

gossip girls

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

@shlaks
[hook]
puffing bandicam 
my head peter pan <3_<3
i dont need no water mark 
u kno who i am 
smoking on dat
pack pack pack 
im da petrolman
i could never
lack lack lack
thats just who i am
all ur music
trash trash trash
dont u understand?
slowsilver da 
gang gang gang
u ain getting in >:)
[2x]
(hi dopa)
cross up on his head like a protestant
talking all dat **** 
i swear da god u needa stop wit it
open door n pull da key ima lob it in
i ain gonna trust u doing nothing 
ur incomptent !!! 
please don open ur eyes 
i think ull be suprised
when u come home to find
ur whole life was a lie
c-c-c-c-c-cross up on your head
like a catholic 
u talking all dat **********
u gon get dealt with
[hook]

petrolman (p. shlaks)

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complicated ft glaive (p. takingnone)

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prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

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boss (ceo)

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@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

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i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

spotify

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

superficial

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

overcast

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

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