dont cry bot dont cry....yep here it comes 😭🔥

Shoutout to nick for hopping on this, hope you guys like it :)

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Lyrics: 
[B Murph]:
I’m so sick of thinking what we could’ve been, 
Cause you were my everything,
You were a devil in disguise, 
You ripped my heart out with your lies,
Why’d you have to lie to me, all you caused was misery,
After all the nights I cried,
You were never by my side,

Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise,

The most, the most,
Ain’t no phantom but I’m gonna go ghost,
Try to keep going I’m losing my hope,
All this fake love only reason I cope,
When I fall down, no one picks me up,
I’m so fucking tired of being left in the dark,
Your the only one around, but you said that we’re done,
I’ve been ripped to shreds I got scars on my heart,

Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise,
[Nick szpara]:
Oooh woah yea oooh woah,
If i could change the past baby you know i would yea,
You know yea you know,
All i ever wanted was to fuckin make you the one - nah,
(oh yea oh yea)
I miss when love was something more than thoughts inside my head,
I get too caught up in the moment thinking what we could of been,
And i don't think i'll ever find another one like you again,
Yea i'd do anything i could to try to make you understand,
I just don't wanna hurt you,
(i just don't wanna hurt you)
I just don't wanna hurt you,
I just don't wanna hurt you,
[B Murph]:
Alcohol and love it don’t mix well,
And I’m so done with drugs they’re fucking up my health,
Angel from above nah you’re from hell,
I ain’t got no one to trust I’m by myself,
Oooh it’s so hard to get you off my mind,
After all the time that you’ve been in my life,
All the mistakes and lies I still wanna rewind,
Even though you're the one that I despise

Misery

ALL PLATS

misery w/ nick ryt

Goin' Somewhere

~2300~

Lyrics: 

[verse1]
Watch me fall apart now
Flaws of my own design
I was unsure now
How I could make it right
Saw the gaps in my past
That’s when I found out 
Nothings ever built to last
Fall short or fall flat
I’m not gonna be like them

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[SageFNTM]
Watch it fall
It’s crumbling 
It’s all my fault
I can’t be saved
Maybe in another life
I could get a chance 
Or I could rewrite
Pull myself back in this every time
I wanna make it stay

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[Bridge]
Distance, you call to me
Unsure of what I’ll be
Gunned down
A pretty corpse
Lust bound
Always wanting more

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

peace of mind w/ SageFNTM (prod. bunny)

loewe (prod. jœ)

margiela hoe

Proxy (Medley x Cr6wns) prod.snorkatje

spotify page: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5QbMIPuSuiDfhtSTN3MUb4

mixed and mastered by 
post car crash scene

broken hearts, deluded lovers and beat up cars.

i trace it all back to the moment you said you can't do this anymore
i reflect on those days where you said that you tried but there's nothing i can recall
so take all the space that you need to decide who and where you wanna be
and in the meantime i'll be sitting here waiting for you to come back when you see that i'm all you need
so won't you come back to me?
cause you're all that i need
and i can't breathe without you here

another broken heart
driving way too fast in a beat up car
crash into the reservoir
another mourning lover shocked to the core

@kaiyko
so here we go again
i'm fading out while you're crashing in again
i swear i locked every single door but here you are again
here you are again
i'm sorry for the distance but i think it's for the best
i hate myself for thinking you were different from the rest
i know i'm a fool
i'm a fool for you
but why do you hurt me when i tell the truth?
i know that it's too much
i know that you can't take this
so let me go
yeah let me go...
i know that it's too much
i know that you can't shake this
so let me go
yeah let me go...

I'll leave you standing at my post car crash scene

spotify link

heart of darkness (feat. kaiyko)

Thanks to @lilduckk and @remghost for the outstanding beat and @yungaxstn for featuring on this track

I found a piece of my heart deep inside myself that still loved you good and then I stomped it out. Then I felt myself and I was overrun with all of this.

all lames go to heaven

hawkie @1hawkiee

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