isolation_consumes_me

 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

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(lifeisspirals)
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you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
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techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town feat heelflip

all my suicidal songs are true
i wanna shoot my shit, thru & thru
nothing matters anyway
if i'm happy, i'll still feel pain
at the end of the day and
i'm so fucked
don't know what to do
i just sit inside
dying in my room
it's been this way for a while
i guess i'm used to it by now
it's getting late, i can't smile
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my bed
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my beddd
woah
woah
woahhh

suicidal songs

so fucked in the head
always to the end
stupid running out of luck
cant see things thru the rest
of these motherfuckers always crowding around me
get away from me x2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

feel so lonely
feel so fucking depressed
cant see thru all this smoke
in my room i'm dead in bliss
these motherfuckers always crowd around me
gtf away from mex2

fuck, i guess it all depends
shit, i'm breaking everything
why, does it have to never end
fuck, i'll never get it in

never get it in

woahhh

woahhh

woahhh

woahhhhhh

woahhh

woahh

woahhh

woahhh

holy shit wanna slit my wrists
holy shit

woah

she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
wake up early in the morning
got a horrible fucking feeling
wake up early in the morning
atleast i have the energy, have the energy
she went to bed
she went to sleep
i wake up early in the morning
well now i'm moving
honda civic 2010
i'll take their lives
and be put to rest
woah

honda civic 2010

ART BY RARECHUD.

alright i'll just admit it
today i feel indifferent
today i feel so distant
today i have a lack of interest
lack of interest
lack of interest
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
alright today's my last
everything left in the past
i will be dead on the floor
i will be gone and dead, no more
i guess i'll just shut the door
i'm dead what do i want?
nothing more
life is just disatisfaction
always some odd antipathy
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
do you?
do you feel okay?
alien
alien
alien
alien

alien

lyrics:

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die


.12 gauge in my brain

dead half the time

lyrics:

heelflip:

i'm round for roundin'
(my stats just came in)
1.5 overall, delta 1.7
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in

the game is fuckin broken
i can never seem to win
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in
i don't really see the point
no point in fuckin livin'
but my stats just came in
my stats just came in
because of that i'm winnin'
yea cause of that i'm winnin'
yea my stats just came in!
my stats just came in!
i'm addicted to playin'
i'm playin' money spendin'
my stats just came in!
my stats just came in!

losergirlfriend:

update on my stats for combat arms 
everyone's so shit oh the kills I farm
the only skill I have is playing these games
gonna kill myself gonna take my aim

everyone knows me
as the shut in loser
the only thing I care about or see 
is the stats on the game and my username

yet I failed again
my stats are taking a hit
and Im so sick of it
gotta keep on practicing this shit

update on my stats for combat arms
its not looking too hot so I burn my arm

heelflip:

the stats keep comin'
i play the game to keep runnin'
cuz i can't lead a normal life
yea i can't be a normal guy
bitch the stats just came in
and i'm round for roundin'
1.5 overall, delta 1.7
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in
because of that i'm winnin
yea cuz of that i'm winnin!
the stats just came in
oh shit the stats just came in!

#techclub

stats w losergirlfriend

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alien

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