Dream

Irrational At The Time?

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staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

i think i'm nothing, i'm just sad
i rly don't wanna go to bed
i jst wanna go away
rly rly far away

cause i never expected it to be like this
ooo
cause i never expected it to be like this
oh god
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing

sometimes u dont know what to expect
sometimes u dont know what youll get
sometimes u dont know what to expext
woahhh
sometimes u dont dont know what youll get
and if it's a bullet in the head
i just wanna fuckin' die
die
just wanna die

cuz i think i'm nothing
u want me to be something
but i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
but you want me to be something
woahhh

i'm nothing

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

fade away

don't feel shit

im fuckin breakin out of here
i cant find what is near
everythig seems far away
nothings close in sight its far
i might as well just go to sleep at night
idk
what im gonna do
i
idk what im gna do
im fucking running out of luck
everything rly fucking sucks
i hate my fucking life
its unfortunate
the antipathy and life is always confronting me
idk wtf to do
holding on imholding on
losing it all im losing it all
im holding on im holding on
losin it all losin it all losin it all

losin it all

c4u//tc

tech club

the feelings gone
the day feels wide awake
idrc
im feeling so upset
today im rolling in my own grave
inside my own grave
im dying 
feelings go away, im breaking
losing everything antipathy
breaking away, breaking away

ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo

im so messed up
the days feel decadent
idrk
im feeling so destroyed
today wish i could smoke myself
im crying
feelings fading fast catch me screaming
trusting nothing got trust issues
destroying my life, screamin, fuck u
screamin fucku, fuck life
screaming fuck life
screaming fuck life

fuck life fuck life fuck life fuck life fuck life!

wanna commitsuicide
wna fuckin die
i rly would if i could if i could try
but im a pussy
i dont wanna do it idky
im filled with antipathy
i know one day, a noose will be my end
or a razors blade
im so fucked up!


fck_life

tech club
--
goin there not comin back
and ill make u sad when i do tht
goin there not comin back
ill take my life

going there im not comin back
shoulda looked behind yr back
goin far not comin back
shoulda looked behind yr back

before i walked away
before i walked away
away away away
away away away
away, away from life
getting, away from life
taking, my own life
getting away
tonight im taking my own life

today im taking myself out and idrc idrc at all
today im taking myself out and idrc idrc at all
ill jst fuckin die kms
commit suicide

tech club rockstar millionaire

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