really good cover, id love to see you do a cover of handguns are beautiful or my shadow

stop deleting your best tracks (but i'll take this down if you want)
@1heelflip

heelflip - its so hard to do the things i want sometimes

its all i ever wanted
now i dont care
it feels like im haunted
shes my one prayer
i love you

jesus take away my sin
only you could take me here
more high than ive ever been
ill wait another year
i dont love you anymore she said

i want to breath your breath
even if youre not mine
i dont wanna wait for death
we’re running outta time
one day then ill wake up full of lead

baby wake me up
cause i dont wanna know
dont let me go
ive lost my glow
and i dont fucking know whats in my head

im stuck in my sin
save me your cherabim 
leave a few cuts 
in my pale skin
ill wake or put a bullet in my head
take my love and keep when im dead

pumpkin

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

Microsoft Office XP Suicide Note

Cultist Girlfriend

die alone

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

NotOkGhost Cover - https://soundcloud.com/notokghost

she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will be alright

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

Girl In My Dreams -(NotOkGhost Cover)

feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
---------------------
Now I feel pain,
now I feel hate, 
I think I'm slowly 
losing myself.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends
---------------------
feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
------------------------
another shot
and one less soul
need to reload
and go all out.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends
-----------------------------
feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
--------------------------
Now I feel pain,
now I feel hate, 
I think I'm slowly 
losing myself.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends

another shot
and one less soul
need to reload
and go all out.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends

My Gun My Friend

@wrathelection made the art


sick of all of it
humanity is overrated
makes me wanna slit
I grab the gun when I'm agitated

i'm a misanthrope 
and I'm reaching for the rope
this bitch is gonna make me pull the trigger
yeah she's such a stupid fucking ni- COUGH COUGH

everyone knows
they know my stance on things
Look at the world below
it appears to be set aflame

and there's nothing left
nothing but absolute regret
I think I rather do something
rather than living doing nothing

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

I'm gonna make it so
I'll leave their bodies red and cold
just watch as this unfolds
another Russian school is trolled

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

my motivation's 
too convoluted 
people will make up
bullshit that sounds diluted

nobody knows why
so they just say I wanted to die
but I wont even say goodbye
aiming my gun in between my eyes

everyone knows
they know what I am capable of
they read through my notes
and I stare at them above

now I'm finally dead
I left people filled with dread
and now I'm stuck in their heads
hoping that my message spreads

Humanity Is ovERrated

tech club rockstar millionaire

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die alone

︎heelflip

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