edgelord

always mad (so fucked up) (in the back of the class)

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4eCm2pF8J8J2oU3gxHJAKH?si=2oRDTp0wR7yl4qMkkUHRbw shoutout RARECHUD for the cover
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ya went rite thru my fucking heart
likea bullet from the start
yea u went rite thru my halls
sprayed bullets on my walls
i was sprinkling 
from the ceiling
you were burning
burnin me down

blowin me up
like a pipe bomb
i and i dont know why
and dont know when to go
blowin me up
like a pipe bomb
blowin me up
likeapipebomb

oooooo

pipe_bomb

lyrics: 

one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, everybody mad at me
everybody mad at me
why is everybody mad at me? (fuckkk)
guess i'm bad at me
i guess i'm bad at me

i'm bad at me
i'm bad at me
one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, guess i'm bad at me

one more day

invisible girl

LoserGirlfriend - Just Like Lanza

I go where my dreams come true
Dissociate kill my heart, its broken
Running away because I'm fond of blue
Cinema and stars fade away the horizon
Would you rate me?
In a day dream
Not worth saving
We're sedated
Getting wasted is my favorite
In this day dream
In a day dream

If she doesn't love you ima kill myself
Got a bottle to my head red lights at Twelve
All the lies I fed and the tears I felt Red letters in the Bible condemn me to hell

Down round
Franchise loins
Accelerate the apartment
Walking Elmer's street
Right down the garden
Secret's that I'm guarding
Secret's that I'm guarding
Xanax in my body
Xanax in my body
Secret's that I'm guarding
Secret's that I'm guarding
Xanax in my body
Xanax in my body

Everybody knows that
I'm a fucking nobody
Everybody knows that
I'm a fucking nobody
Ima slice his throat and lay him on the pentagram
Nobody nobody nobody knows man
I don't talk to anybody
I don't talk to anybody
I don't talk to anybody
Lay him on the pentagram
I don't talk to anybody
I don't talk to anybody
I don't talk to anybody
Lay him on the pentagram

Saw your face
In empty halls
Its not my fault that she left me broken
Stare in space in the night I fall
I'll die alone where you left me broken
Saw your face
In empty halls
Its not my fault that she left me broken
Stare in space in the night I fall
I'll cry alone where you left me broken

HOLYVEXY - Left Me Broken (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

(Prod - saint mike)

lyrics for filthy skin

Verse - 1

Your lights on still, and I feel so down
Oh these cuts on me make me feel dumb,
I'm such a clown
Oh, what Chu you said to me?
You called my name, and I'm frowning now.

Chorus -

You call?
Oh, wanna hear you call
Oh, wanna hear you call
Oh wanna hear you call
Oh, I miss the way you touch me
Oh, I see in your eyes
Falling tonight
And you left so were falling down

Bridge -

Ooooa
No more,
The death of light
Hmm
Ooooh i

Verse - 2

Your lights on still, and I feel so down
Oh these cuts on me make me feel dumb
I'm such a clown
Oh, what Chu you said to me?
You called my name I'm frowning now.

Chorus -

You call?
Oh, wanna hear you call
Oh, wanna hear you call
Oh wanna hear you call
Oh, I miss the way you touch me
Oh, I see in your eyes
Aaaaah aaahh
Noooaa nooo
No more.

express it all for you

︎heelflip