remember when this was made 14 days ago now its been a year

im normal stop calling me those mean words

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

stop making me feel insane ima normal guy with a normal brain
theyre comin at me with their 5g rays idk why they cause me so much pain
im jst a normal man im a hard working citizen
but when i get on the internet i say some shit that doesnt make sense

well it does to me u guys just need to open up ur eyes
ur not crazy for thinkin theyre watchin u all of the time
theyre always there n if u see them u should run n hide
conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

*alex jones talking about fighting against the evil new world order for our freedom *

instrumental is from watch me bleed by shooter: https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/watch-me-bleed-instrumental?si=42db1388ec94403e9a6f2976ca2eed40&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

wanna die so badly
in fifth period
and im so stuck and sadly
dont think ill ever get to see you again

the times we had 
were invaluable
i helt you to my heart

but now im dropping off my bag
now it fucking startsssss

kerch

I'm not an advertisement I swear
lyrics:

(verse 1 )
Fuck redbull, fuck rockstar, fuck coffee and amp, theres only one drink that makes me happy. Smells so good tastes so sweet its a carbonated dream, sugar sweet dopamine making me feel like me

(chorus)
cause I'm a caffeine head, without it I'd be dead, I've got a deficiency, I need monster energy

(verse 2)
Gives me a grip gives me a kick, fills me with inspiration, I can do anything when I'm on my  caffeine binge. I only feel okay when theres caffeine flowing through my brain. Take a sip, chug it down, It's a one way trip to caffeine town.

Caffeine Head

I Don’t Wanna Die

there is a hole
inside my soul
i dont mind
whether or not im dead or alive

its not fair its not fair
that you're gone and im here
all alone
im all alone

lifes so tough i cant get off the couch
only time i do is when im still in the house
i am wasting my time
i really fucked up my life

havent felt like this in so long
i cant stand it
whats the problem
oh my god im fucking lost
my life is gone

my life is gone

real rockaholism

-- 

lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

anotha gez cover
dont take the song too seriously lolol

go listen to the original: https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably/christ-church-bible-study-club-1

christ church bible study club (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

Lyrics:

I'm so sick of all this shit
took a knife gashed through my wrist
my heart aches
you're such a bitch
don't know why you act like this

why can't you see
the way you left me
why can't you leave 
scars left me empty

these scars I've made
remind me of that day 
when you took my soul
with the tip of your blade

these scars I've made 
remind me of that day 
I was said and done
no hope to escape

you don't know what I've been through
you're a bitch and fuck you too
the choice was yours, now you could choose
you left me hurting and you knew

these scars I've made
remind me of that day 
when you took my soul
with the tip of your blade

these scars I've made 
remind me of that day 
I was said and done
no hope to escape

Scars

i hate school 
i never study
i've got a test
my grades are cruddy
i've got a plan 
for tomorrow
daddy's guns
i will borrow

black trenchcoat
combat boots on
ar15 
sawed-off shotgun
no test for 
me or my classmates
they will all meet their fates

there goes the band kid
headshot the goth girl
360 noscope
i'm not sorry

screams echo
'round the next door
bodies fall
to the bloody floor
sirens wail
'ing in the distance
finally some resistance 

swat hops out
armed to the teeth
machine guns
bullet hell wreath
i know i 
will not survive 
so no one leaves alive

though i see in her eyes
fear and loathing 
i am much too far gone
to say sorry 
in my wrath and dismay
i made them pay 
now i'm gonna go out my way

de_school

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