I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

B MY VLNTINE

die alone

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

Lyrics
heelflip:

idk and idc
it rly doesn't matter anyways
tonight i'm takin myself out
takin myself out

i wrote my name twice
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my killlist
killlist
ur on my kill list
killlist
ur on my kill list

404me:

Stalker prone, I'm gonna blow
This isolation rots the bone
I can't resist 
My mind is sick
Did u know you're on my killlist 

Redroom
Sadroom
Burry me
Out in back 

Save me 
Carry me 
Kill me 
You're on my list 

I can use what i can get
It's useless, and it is set
Your on ur phone sitting all alone
Ur on my killlist 

Ur on my kill list
Ur on my kill list 

You fucked me up
Now ur gonna get struck
I found your place 
Two holes in your face 

Ur on my list 

Redroom
Sadroom
Burry me
Out in back 

Save me 
Carry me 
Kill me 
You're on my list 

Grabbing my sawed off
Ur messing w a fuck up
You never knew to shut up
Never been a smart fuck?
Yea yea
Ur never gonna get up
Yea
Ur never gonna wake up

heelflip:

idk and idc
it rly doesn't matter anyways
tonight i'm takin myself out
takin myself out

i wrote my name twice
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my own kill list
on my killlist
killlist
ur on my kill list
killlist
ur on my kill list

killlist ft. 404me

i think i'm nothing, i'm just sad
i rly don't wanna go to bed
i jst wanna go away
rly rly far away

cause i never expected it to be like this
ooo
cause i never expected it to be like this
oh god
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing

sometimes u dont know what to expect
sometimes u dont know what youll get
sometimes u dont know what to expext
woahhh
sometimes u dont dont know what youll get
and if it's a bullet in the head
i just wanna fuckin' die
die
just wanna die

cuz i think i'm nothing
u want me to be something
but i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
but you want me to be something
woahhh

i'm nothing

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I can see you got a lot on your mind
But you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
To be going on this way
When I taped my windows shut
I knew I'd gone insane
But I let things get so bad
It all made so much sense to me
You made things so bad too
Should I express it all for you?


19 years passed by quick
There's alot inside my brain
This might've been long enough
It hurts to go on this way
When I taped my windows shut
could you tell I was insane?
You let things get so bad
That makes so much sense to me
Cuz you made it so easy to
Express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
Do you even remember?
The little boy I used to be
Mom do you remember me?
When I taped my windows shut
It wasn't much to me
Things hurt so bad all the time
And that makes so much sense to me
It's gonna be so easy to
Express it all for you

express it all for you - acoustic version

ur in my space
please go away
i'll chase u down
with a gun in my hand

it's not the first time 
you've pushed my line
lucky for you it's not much time
'til we die

'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die

i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die
i said i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die

'til we die

waiting on this life to pass me by
without you here id rather die
im not having fun
but im not mad
i just fucked up all i could ever have

so ill write songs about how drinkings
the only thing that’ll stop me from thinking
how I need you, I need you bad
then i wouldnt be so fucking sad

i know im a loser, but could you still love me?
i know im an asshole i hope that you’ll still like me
i know im a faggot but please dont leave me baby
i know im a loser, but could you still love me 

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i lay awake with you next to me
got nothing to say 
nothing i wanna do 
nothing left for me to impress you

everyones the same
everythings a blur
i try to break out but i just get fucking hurt
i dont wanna live
i dont wanna work
just wanna be with you under the dirt

loser

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

one of my favorate ansserters in the bible that why hellas immitaiting my nation israel cause we are the chosens butt nott our dahlans or nott even close how he attacked tzemmaraim (a jerovam) cause that was the original troia (its a sabastina bach) who here is starford (yossef fridrich bach)he is a jerovam so me and attack him and the wrest of the felooes even there thats the way it was he brought the other people like king ela and king omri to clean the hills of jossef (one of them was from johns clann issahar butt he was nott a john he was a hitchfield king it means a gerrard crossley or a steve strong the other king was a john so he joined with mine

killlist ft. 404me

︎heelflip

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