ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Sports (Alt Version)

loner

misery, loneliness, and apathy

Holy shit there goes another day
So much debts to pay
I'm still trying to find my way 
And i know that time is flying 
But all that's on my mind is trying to find my next fix 
Still stuck in my chair 
There's too much shit to bear 
I really need to grow a pair
But I'm still throwing fits
I need to grow a bit 
And i know it's not that
Easy no really 
So fucked up
Need to grow up 

I just need you to trust the plan
I'm not the bad man 
I just need you to trust the plan
I wanna go back
Why does no one have my back

Holy fuck I'm such a lazy shit
Never really cared a bit
I'm always called a bitch
While I'm stuck in my pit 
I should really give a fuck
But I'm running like buck
I'm far from being better
I always seem to get stuck 
Never really give a fuck
Always keep that dank on me 
You should never bank on me
Get fucked 
always drinking liquor 
I'm so fucking bitter
I wanna pull the trigger 

I just need you to trust the plan
I'm not the bad man 
I just need you to trust the plan
I wanna go back

TRUST THE PLAN

heelflip - alien (demo)

another moment,
sitting in my room
i'm alone and,
don't know what to do
not cut out to be this way,
guess i'm meant to be in pain
woahh
woahh
woahh
woahhh
another moment,
don't know what to do
it was never easy,
easy to pull thru

broken in my bones,
im out of control
woahh

and all these rich motherfuckers fucking hate me
woahh

this is my final end
plez come to rest
woahh

ill b gone bloody mess
suicide on the floor
body on the floor
gone and dead no more
imgoneanddeadnomore



 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

Need to clear my head, with a bullet instead 
I'll be better off dead I'll be better off dead
Need to clear my head, paint the walls all red
Was it something i said? Was it something i said?

I need a job, i need some friends 
A peace of mind I cannot find
I wanna be rad but I'm too damn sad
That's too damn bad, need to clear my head
With a bullet instead, paint my walls all red 

I feel these walls are closing in
I can't feel fine i can't feel alright 

Just leave me alone
I'm dying at my home
I won't pick up my phone
I cannot stand being a wreck like this

CLEAR_MY_HEAD

pretty shit rip

space demons in nato (fried cover)


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loner

︎heelflip

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