trashed in the tech club

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

sick shooter (remake)

edgelord

Not sure how different it is besides the intro but whatever.

school shooter single bad vibes

ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR - bad vibes (soundcloud version)

wanna die so badly
in fifth period
and im so stuck and sadly
dont think ill ever get to see you again

the times we had 
were invaluable
i helt you to my heart

but now im dropping off my bag
now it fucking startsssss

kerch

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4eCm2pF8J8J2oU3gxHJAKH?si=2oRDTp0wR7yl4qMkkUHRbw shoutout RARECHUD for the cover
--
ya went rite thru my fucking heart
likea bullet from the start
yea u went rite thru my halls
sprayed bullets on my walls
i was sprinkling 
from the ceiling
you were burning
burnin me down

blowin me up
like a pipe bomb
i and i dont know why
and dont know when to go
blowin me up
like a pipe bomb
blowin me up
likeapipebomb

oooooo

pipe_bomb

#techclub
lyrics:

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm dropping off
my bag, it will blow you up

i hate my life, fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking runnin' out of luck
fuck this sucks, say it twice
fuck this sucks, i hate my life
really fucking sucks, i wanna fuckin die
suicide on my mind, 2/47, 365
put the bullet thru my brain, idc if i fuckin die

idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
idc if i fuckin die
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry
nobody cares if i fucking cry

i'm dropping out
swear everything's over now
i'm dropping off
my bag, it will blow you up

i hate my life, fuck, this sucks
i'm fucking runnin' out of luck
fuck this sucks, say it twice
fuck this sucks, i hate my life
i'm running out of all my time
this, time, it's for good
it's over
it's over and i know, it's for good
it's over and i know, you better keep your eyes closed

fuck this sucks

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride
https://open.spotify.com/album/07ds3GizG9fhauv0YzPgwo?si=OSgLiL5bQUuj-GVcuU-7zw

Fried By Fluoride- When Pigs Fly

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

pipe_bomb

︎heelflip

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