https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip cover

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you

20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town w/ heelflip

@wrathelection made the art


sick of all of it
humanity is overrated
makes me wanna slit
I grab the gun when I'm agitated

i'm a misanthrope 
and I'm reaching for the rope
this bitch is gonna make me pull the trigger
yeah she's such a stupid fucking ni- COUGH COUGH

everyone knows
they know my stance on things
Look at the world below
it appears to be set aflame

and there's nothing left
nothing but absolute regret
I think I rather do something
rather than living doing nothing

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

I'm gonna make it so
I'll leave their bodies red and cold
just watch as this unfolds
another Russian school is trolled

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

my motivation's 
too convoluted 
people will make up
bullshit that sounds diluted

nobody knows why
so they just say I wanted to die
but I wont even say goodbye
aiming my gun in between my eyes

everyone knows
they know what I am capable of
they read through my notes
and I stare at them above

now I'm finally dead
I left people filled with dread
and now I'm stuck in their heads
hoping that my message spreads

Humanity Is ovERrated

all my suicidal songs are true
i wanna shoot my shit, thru & thru
nothing matters anyway
if i'm happy, i'll still feel pain
at the end of the day and
i'm so fucked
don't know what to do
i just sit inside
dying in my room
it's been this way for a while
i guess i'm used to it by now
it's getting late, i can't smile
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my bed
i guess i'll lay down & die
i guess i'll lay down & cry
i guess i'll lay down just fry
and throw up in my beddd
woah
woah
woahhh

suicidal songs

the life I wanted is gone
now Im stuck with nothing at all
i'm nothing but another pawn
they try to make us all feel small

the american dream is dead
the american dream is dead
infrared rotting our heads
they keep us docile and overfed
the american dream is dead
the american dream is dead
infrared rotting our heads
they keep us docile and overfed

they thought that we couldnt figure it out
so they brainwash us into doubt
they call us conspiracy theorists
in reality we're just realists
they convince the world we're crazy
their pathetic lies so fucking lazy
I know who runs my country
every since them its been corrupting

the american dream is dead
long gone and in the past
the old way of life's been attacked
and everyone seems so unabashed
the american dream is dead
long gone and in the past
the old way of life's been attacked
and everyone seems so unabashed

we know who killed it 
but we're not allowed to say
they'll charge us
for hate speech
these anti freedom laws are so fucking gay

The American Dream is Dead

fuck billie eilish and this retarded blue sc logo
@losergirlfriend @1heelflip @techclub
she's a roastie
2 dozen cats living with her
she's over 30
still waits for chad to do the work
and she's not trying
cuz she thinks that's she's worth much more
alone she's dying
she want half of your shit in court

u don't know me
i don't like u
thx for coming
now it's time to kill u
cuz i'm a psycho
and i'm a loser
u know i'm the type to repeat murder
u know ur a whore
u know ur a bitch
u know i'll leave u rotting here in this ditch
maggots calling this corpse a roastie
well i agree thx for playing

yea yea in the mall
two-dozen cops i kill em all
breaking down at the seams 
big body armor on me
dont know why i feel like this tho
idk, where im gna go!

rip roastie w/ loser girlfriend x heelflip

EVIL ARCADE MIX 2024-05-18

ART BY RARECHUD.

alright i'll just admit it
today i feel indifferent
today i feel so distant
today i have a lack of interest
lack of interest
lack of interest
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
alright today's my last
everything left in the past
i will be dead on the floor
i will be gone and dead, no more
i guess i'll just shut the door
i'm dead what do i want?
nothing more
life is just disatisfaction
always some odd antipathy
alienation
feeling indisposition
do you feel okay? (do you?)
do you feel okay?
do you?
do you feel okay?
alien
alien
alien
alien

alien

when I had a life
I felt like everything was doing fine
but it came crashing by
it left me broken beaten blind
I don't wanna live this way
I don't want to go die in vain
I know I must convey 
the horrible things inside my brain

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

they'll find a reason 
to drug me 
they're just demons

they're sent from hell itself
"medical professionals"

everyday I wait
I wait for traffic on the interstate 
when I fall all my problems go away
in the body bag all of them decay
I don't want to 
live in a world that's like this
so someday what I'll do
Is kill myself in the wilderness

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

iatrophobia

lyrics:

heelflip:

i'm round for roundin'
(my stats just came in)
1.5 overall, delta 1.7
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in

the game is fuckin broken
i can never seem to win
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in
i don't really see the point
no point in fuckin livin'
but my stats just came in
my stats just came in
because of that i'm winnin'
yea cause of that i'm winnin'
yea my stats just came in!
my stats just came in!
i'm addicted to playin'
i'm playin' money spendin'
my stats just came in!
my stats just came in!

losergirlfriend:

update on my stats for combat arms 
everyone's so shit oh the kills I farm
the only skill I have is playing these games
gonna kill myself gonna take my aim

everyone knows me
as the shut in loser
the only thing I care about or see 
is the stats on the game and my username

yet I failed again
my stats are taking a hit
and Im so sick of it
gotta keep on practicing this shit

update on my stats for combat arms
its not looking too hot so I burn my arm

heelflip:

the stats keep comin'
i play the game to keep runnin'
cuz i can't lead a normal life
yea i can't be a normal guy
bitch the stats just came in
and i'm round for roundin'
1.5 overall, delta 1.7
my stats just came in
yea my stats just came in
because of that i'm winnin
yea cuz of that i'm winnin!
the stats just came in
oh shit the stats just came in!

#techclub

suicidal songs

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