Rick Reese - Theres Two Holes In My Neck

Trash 2

summertime (stay inside)

silence in my room
the night sky shines thru
it's way too bright
curl up in a ball, ill b alrite

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

lonely retreat
so cold, my hands bleedin'
on my guitar
i feel the strings, i feel between the bars

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna be dead

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
watching these people get death



red room

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

ROTTING (STARVING IN MY ROOM)

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i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder all the time i wonder everyday
i see you when im dreaming when im wide awake
i wonder where i'll go, i wonder where i'll go
x2
i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder everyday, i wonder everday
i see you when im deaming when im wide awake
i wonder what happened? i wonder what happened to you?
you were so great back then now nobody likes you
so i wonder where i'll go i wonder where i'll go
x2

wonder

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heelflip-love hurts(v2)

lyrics:
it's the end and it's all your fault
i don't care what happens today
cause i'm not scared and i would die today
someone take me out i'm feeling wide awake
feeling wide awake so someone take me out
i'm feeling disillusioned i wanna die right now
i'm spitting on the mirror cuz im ugly
fuck stupid world so ugly

it's the end and it's all your fault
it's the end and it's all your fault
it's the end and it's all your fault
it's the end and it's all your fault

wide awake

tired_now

cover of pb's washed out demo

D standard
86 BPM
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i dont believe theres any hope
cause im deformed and fucking dumb
dropped out of school im just a dope
not gonna talk you wont listen

dont care
nothing matters to me
its all pointless
id rather just give up cause

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep

my face is gaunt from apathy
i been shut in since '21
cooped up rot in anxiety
im spiralling like a pigeon

this shit
starting to make me bored
im so done
now im going my own way

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep

Washed Out (Penguinband Cover)

This is an album about black stars casting shadows on the present. Just like we can’t see if a dead star a million lightyears away is already dead, we can’t see if the future we have set our sights on actually exists. Becoming an artist and taking the risk associated with such a ludicrous, inadvisable and uneconomic „Lebensentwurf“ makes you constantly question your life’s choices and consider other paths you could have gone. But therein also lies the beauty and the greatest power of the artist. The pondering of eventualities is as important to successful art as any muse or idol. At least for me. The never-ending melancholy, the fear of failure and the boundless joy experienced during the creative process provide the artist with a new color for every day and a new melody for every night. Most of the time it is hard to separate the joy from sadness and the hope from despair. 

I worked on this album for the past 18 months and I have never made something that is such a concrete manifestation of my state of mind and a portrayal of my way of life. And while this is my darkest album since ‚Sondersensor‘, I also wanted it to be accessible and easy to dance to. This is a portrait of the artist as a young man and the backdrop is the urban dreamscape of a city that is eerily similar to the one I live in. The sound is dirty, urban and melancholic – the beats are simple and the textures are rich. In a way, this is the album I have always wanted to make. A culmination of the intensities and moods of the past two years. These moods will never disappear from my music but here they distilled to their clearest expression yet.


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︎heelflip

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