ch2rms - abluvion (prod. sana & evade)

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

https://soundcloud.com/2xp https://soundcloud.com/s1ninja

I stay with my kin till I feel fine
warfare in my head I’m on the front line 
I’ve been tryna find Zion it’s a state of mind
I’m just tryna do it before the day that a flatline 



life is way too cyclic I feel confined 
I know that I’m flawed I can tell by my own design
praying to the heavens I’ve been hoping that the stars align 
wandering alone I miss all my soul ties 

I’ve been reborn so much think I hate the demiurge
I’ve been tryna wake up I think I’m on the verge 
mask it all like makeup I’ve been trying to fight the urge 
living in the ashes I hope that can emerge 

yuh I know that I’m foolish 
I keep waging war for when I felt useless 
keeping my eyes open it feels grueling 
can’t tell if it’s anger or sadness I’m fuming

i act like a real bitch, i look so unassuming
thrive off all my feelings, the negatives consume me
developing these negatives inevitably ruins me
put masks on all my faces, could make a whole damn movie
sure thing, don’t think happiness should come to those so 
undeserving, fully loaded brain i shoot my words like i was
murking, butterfly jacket, i check the pockets for the 
curses, i aint find shit my soul still out there scraping,
searching, find you, put you in the dirt
lurking, wait for the chance to kill me first
burning myself, fight myself until i’m hurt
urging myself, get some help, before im earth

flatline ft. twoxp (s1ninja)

only way to go (zenshee)

dia snippet

Simon // skyejuul

@akkiro7 @afterstoryx
spotify soonish
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LGB but im straight (T)hough
if its not free, i cant take those
5mg thats a one dose
h h hmu wanna stay close

its a different me with the same phone
tryna handle heat shoulda stayed home
hate the way i speak should i switch tones
dykwim should i break boness

white tee aint nobody like me
sightsee do u see what i see
white g bleeding out my white jeans
height gene money standing 5'3

@akkiro7

she want #chanel i can give it to her
whats that smell its that jimmy choo
take a trip out 2 cancun
when i turn the lights off its ur favorite mood

oooh ooh
pour the bottle && u lick it off my tattoos
ooh ooh
goin coast 2 coast whats the next move

flash camera lights action
p pose for the pic whats the caption
i could buy u what u want why u actin
why dont u get a move on its in the past tense

what u want tell me what u do i
took a few months just to get sum new i
turn it up i could never get enough i
off the drugs paper tab on my tongue i

hmu +akkiro (jasey)

twisted #Eve 4/7
the truth Kills..
featuring @e3q
produced by me
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lyrics
@hiseph
i said what i said
there ain't no discussion
emo shawty in my bed
and u kno she blushin
red apple in her hand
i can never bite it
tryna send me in a shock
like some fucking lightning

chrome heart shades 
with some silver lining
hit a strawberry vape
this that fine dining
she the only one i see
when i close my eyelids
i'm too caught up in a dream
to be still trying

said she like the beat
thats cuz i produced it
i need props where it's due
who said i was lying?
they don't want it like i do
that must be why they crying
whole squad move the same
that shit getting boring

play my shit around the globe
got their heads bopping
so if that ain't how you move
i would stop talking
gotta leave you in the past
fucking up my motion
tryna get it how i got it
they can't even try it

@e3q
i aint flexin shit i js let it show
evry scar on me dats how u kno
they was laughing then now they watching close
fake love feel colder than the winter snow

и ты об этом знаешь
не от кого-то — это личный опыт
да я был прав они все таки уроды
мои shinigami eyes говорят про них все

seen 2 many fakes in designer clothes 
seen 2 many snakes when the garden grows
i aint run from pain i js let it show
turn dat hurt to fire now im on a roll

@hiseph
i said what i said
there ain't no discussion
emo shawty in my bed
and u kno she blushin
red apple in her hand
i can never bite it
tryna send me in a shock
like some fucking lightning

chrome heart shades 
with some silver lining
hit a strawberry vape
this that fine dining
she the only one i see
when i close my eyelids
i'm too caught up in a dream
to be still trying

bad #Apple w/ swaggaholix ⋆｡‧˚ʚ❦ɞ˚‧｡⋆

@phxlxp @afterstoryx

more like this next week

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do you see what i mean
when you fall into me
every bridge that i burn
every call that i see

when you say im the worst 
do you know what it means
can you tell that it hurts 
can you tell that i bleed?

when youre standing around
do you see what i see

push my face in the ground
youre the one that i need

nothing left for me now
as i struggle to breathe

what you give comes around
watch me kick watch me scream

you say im perfect
tell me im worth it
turn me to ashes 
say i deserve it

when im not with you 
swear thats the worst thing
you make me brand new 
know were a sure thing

the only thing i want
did i give you enough
when you see that im  down
will you come pick me up

will you come fill my shoes
and tell me why im stuck
(will u come fill my shoes)

perfect (phxlxp)

Som Da Neblina

Sub-Zero (ORO)

type lumina - aoko
"the sacrifice"
@draxxmoney
@only5ive
@wecontrolthechaos
##draxx5
##CUPIDSOULJA
---
"vinny"
"TMG sora"
"the invincible mikey"
@tomansouljas @glory4tp @reincarnatesociety @wecontrolthechaos
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♡ D(M)V ♡

only way to go (zenshee)

sora

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