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@xero-570828342

i cannot stop cuz i know it would hurt u
what did i do to even deserve u
change up my mind just for the better of me
but i havent been better, u see

too many thoughts around me
yeah i cant see one thing
staring @ my phone yeah just waiting for a call
waiting for a call, yeah i hope i wont fall

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hurt u (xero)

@mental

yeah i think that ill never feel safe again
watch emotions on my face fade away
never thought that all of this would end this way
but it did and im not ok
i try my best to compensate all of my problems
i try my best to understand all of this nonsense
i try my best to think about a way to change it
i try my best but i still havent made it

yeah i tried to forget about it all it didnt work
yeah my visions getting blurred 
thought the solution would b her
turns out she was just a curse
i thought that we would get along
but i guess that i was wrong :/
now im here and u are gone
and i know to recover will take too long
told me that u feel the same
guess it was all just a lie
im digging myself my own grave
by thinking bout u every time
and i know that it will never b the same
if this goes on like that i think ill probably go insane

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try my best (mental)

@sevenlyyy
@prodmichael

i just wanna forget bout my past
but i still remember the day u left
every single time i try 2 forget
i just ask myself will it b worth it?
will it b worth it?
u just seem so perfect
every time when ur around me yeah u get me nervous
u get me nervous
i just wanna think abt u without feeling worthless :/

(@sevenlyyy)
u make me nervous
but without u im hurting
bby idk my purpose
bby idk my purpose
bby i feel like a misfit
they look @ me like im different
stargaze, everything feels so distant
ur love, i cannot resist it

i just wanna forget bout my past
but i still remember the day u left
every single time i try 2 forget
i just ask myself will it b worth it?
will it b worth it?
u just seem so perfect
every time when ur around me yeah u get me nervous
u get me nervous
i just wanna think abt u without feeling worthless :/

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worth it + sevenly (michaelwarren)

@recyclexbin 
@viewwd


feel like im some1 else
yeah im not feeling well
yeah im not feeling well
everyday feels like hell
yeah i hate when u tell
yeah when u
tell me once again
that im not enough
i feel like i am
running out of luck :/

running out of luck
tell me what i did wrong
u left me in the dark
i just didnt think ur not who u said u r
i thought it was fine but then it all fell apart
ahh, why did it end
why did u have 2 play me and pretend
i just dont understand
it didnt make sense to me
yeah it ended in agony

feel like im some1 else
yeah im not feeling well
yeah im not feeling well
everyday feels like hell
yeah i hate when u tell
yeah when u
tell me once again
that im not enough
i feel like i am
running out of luck :/

feel like im some1 else
yeah im not feeling well
yeah im not feeling well
everyday feels like hell
yeah i hate when u tell
yeah when u
tell me once again
that im not enough
i feel like i am
running out of luck :/

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luck (recyclebin vistaa)

@sevenlyyy
@recyclexbin 
@jolst


tell me why
i dont even feel smth
tell me why
why do u always keep lying
tell me why
why did it have to end like that
yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead

i lost all my hope
i wanna go home
why cant dis just end
it doesnt make sense
i tried but i dont feel better yet
i fight  a battle in my head

(@sevenlyyy)
tell me why
i dont even feel smth
tell me why
why do u always keep lying
tell me why
why did it have to end like that
yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead

tell me why
why do u make me cry
ur not by my side
when the stars align
i thought we
we were meant to b
it was all a dream
twisted reality
tell me why
cant it just b us 2
lookin @ the stars
under the light of the moon
tell me why u left
bby u fuck w/ my mood
bby i gave u my heart
and i thought u would 2

tell me why
i dont even feel smth
tell me why
why do u always keep lying
tell me why
why did it have to end like that
yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead
ahh yeah u left me dead

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tell me why + sevenly (recyclebin jolst)

@recyclexbin 
@jolst


my world is falling apart
idk who u r
i dont even know myself
yeah im lost in the dark
now watch it blow all away
yeah i know its 2 late
i know it wont fix by itself
i know that it will never change
i promised myself that i will never look back
cuz i know that it will just mess w/ my head
i hope that i wont have to think abt it again
cuz i would have to get better and i dont think that i can

i dont think i can
i know i think bout it way 2 much again
no i rly cant
i just cant comprehend i dont understand
they dont rly know what it takes 2 go
thru just a single day without pain, i know
yeah i know that this shit might b a curse
if i think bout it 2 much yeah it might get worse

my world is falling apart
idk who u r
i dont even know myself
yeah im lost in the dark
now watch it blow all away
yeah i know its 2 late
i know it wont fix by itself
i know that it will never change
i promised myself that i will never look back
cuz i know that it will just mess w/ my head
i hope that i wont have to think abt it again
cuz i would have to get better and i dont think that i can

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i dnt think that i can (recyclebin jolst)

@sevenlyyy
@recyclexbin 
@newgarasu


(@sevenlyyy)
ive waited so so long for u 2 come over
and i was so so sure that were getting closer
raindrops fall on my window and it feels like im dying 
bby im searching for my purpose and i hope i will find it
and i hope i will find it

tell me what i did wrong 
why it all is now gone
i tried to find my purpose everyday without progress
i got too many problems
it all sounds like nonsense
i know i think bout it too much but its ok
yeah its another day
where i just think abt what would b if it hadnt changed
i know its too late
to get another change
but i just wish i could see u again
see u again

(@sevenlyyy)
ive waited so so long for u 2 come over
and i was so so sure that were getting closer
raindrops fall on my window and it feels like im dying 
bby im searching for my purpose and i hope i will find it
and i hope i will find it

i hope i will find it
why r u like this?
coming up with problems in ur head
i dont like it
i thought ud stay yeah
guess that was a lie
i dont feel alive
yeah i wanna hide
but i dont know where 2 go
will i find out? idk
tell me how 2 b so sure
tell me how 2 b secure

(@sevenlyyy)
ive waited so so long for u 2 come over
and i was so so sure that were getting closer
raindrops fall on my window and it feels like im dying 
bby im searching for my purpose and i hope i will find it

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purpose + sevenly (recyclebin garasu)

@recyclexbin 
@rodmadeit


nah i dont feel like ever going home
why does it feel like im always alone
things that i know just always feel unknown
no matter where i go yeah it just doesnt feel like home
i dont ever feel like talking 2 u again
why do all things always come 2 an end
i was hoping for something that would last
now it became a thing that i just cant forget

yeah i love it when u talk2me nice
i got this feeling when ur by my side
do i love it or hate it i just cant decide
i know that its all just still inside of my head
but i just love thinking abt the times we had
i wanna run away
i dont feel like ever going back
talk again
cuz i just wanna feel happy again
like in the times when we still talked
in the times where nothing was wrong

nah i dont feel like ever going home
why does it feel like im always alone
things that i know just always feel unknown
no matter where i go yeah it just doesnt feel like home
i dont ever feel like talking 2 u again
why do all things always come 2 an end
i was hoping for something that would last
now it became a thing that i just cant forget

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home (recyclebin rodmadeit)

@diligencexs

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kalt (diligence)

@jichuuu

fucked up
i know that im so fucked up
but i cant change a thing
mistakes
i made so many mistakes
that i can not erase

feel like dyin evryday
it will never b the same
yeah i gotta change my ways
for u 2 get out of my brain
i know that it jus wont work
feel like its never my turn
its a burden and it hurts
its a burden and it hurts

yeah
looking @ myself i dont consider myself 2 be ok
and evryday just goes by so fast they just feel the same
its getting worse im not feeling well
this shit just doesnt get off me its like a curse
u tell me that im not fine wonder how u can tell
and its not getting better its just getting worse

fucked up
i know that im so fucked up
but i cant change a thing
mistakes
i made so many mistakes
that i can not erase

feel like dyin evryday
it will never b the same
yeah i gotta change my ways
for u 2 get out of my brain
i know that it jus wont work
feel like its never my turn
its a burden and it hurts
its a burden and it hurts

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its a burden and it hurts (jichu)

@jichuuu

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

n i cant even say a single thing
n i guess its better that ur now gone
u dont even know the pain that it brings
u dont care abt what uve done
n im just wasting time
with evry single day i cry
i could tell u a thousand things
but u wont stay

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

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time 2 go (jichu)

@jichuuu

yeah i cant feel my head
yeah im so done that i never wanna go back
cant cope w/ the stress yeah its getting out of hand
yeah im so sick of always just being sad
and i cant get any help
yeah i know that im in this shit by myself
and nothing can describe that shit that i felt
when u stabbed me in my back

i know theres no return
it was not easy to learn
that it all comes back in the end
just to mess w/ my head again
i gotta reflect on myself
and i know its not good for my health
that i try thinking abt it in a good way
but its not making sense
i know i always complain
i just cant cope w/ the pain
im starting to think that i caused all of this shit
w/ my own mistakes
i just need a break
theres too much in my brain
i gotta stop thinking abt it 
over and over again

yeah i cant feel my head
yeah im so done that i never wanna go back
cant cope w/ the stress yeah its getting out of hand
yeah im so sick of always just being sad
and i cant get any help
yeah i know that im in this shit by myself
and nothing can describe that shit that i felt
when u stabbed me in my back

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by myself (jichu)

+ @xxomm
p. @rewind214

‎i got too much on my mind
i feel so empty inside
im losing track of the time
its a feeling i just cant describe
i wanna go n hide
i just wanna kno whats right
i dont wanna run around anymore 
while i feel like im losing my mind

(2x)
and its too much of the same shit
i h8 when these thoughts fill my brain and
start taking over n i cant control it
cuz thats when i start feeling wasted 

‎ 
@xxomm
yea im thinking i might waste it
u stabbed me in my back aint leave no traces
and i dont got no time im counting faces
yea
girl what u doing 2 me
u making a fool of me
i cant count on u
yea im so far from u
yea i cant trust in u
u put your trust in me
dont think its meant 2 b
that shit just wasted on u girl cuz u cant hold a piece of me

‎‎ 
i got too much on my mind
i feel so empty inside
im losing track of the time
its a feeling i just cant describe
i wanna go n hide
i just wanna kno whats right
i dont wanna run around anymore 
while i feel like im losing my mind

(2x)
and its too much of the same shit
i h8 when these thoughts fill my brain and
start taking over n i cant control it
cuz thats when i start feeling wasted

wasted + xxomm (rewind)

p. @jkjmetasco

i been tryna get my racks up
bitch i been smokin on gas yuh
i aint been feelin a thing 
i aint got no friends
i been keeping my distance 
yuh its crazy
how quick they cn turn in2 enemies yea
i want these benjamins
i cant fw u, u not my friend
i want these racks in my bag yuh
yea i wont stop til the end
idc if this means grinding thru this shit alone yea
im way too gone yea
im way too gone yea

idc if this means grinding thru this shit alone yea
idgaf ab luv yea
fuck ab luv yea
cuz this shit broke me way too much
y wld i care if u degaf?
yea
y wld i care if i kno that im runnin out of luck?:/
n idc if u check up on me
cuz i kno i dont even check up on u (sry)
i been tryna keep these friendships alive but it dont even work yuh
i cld swear this is all 4 nothin
i jus wanna feel smth
i dont wanna b broken
but it jus always leads up 2 that
that shit is not what i meant 2 say
yea i kno that it now haunts ur brain
yea we both kno that i cant stay
yea we both kno that i cant stay..
i always tried 2 watch ur back
yea 2 never make u feel sad
yeaa
i guess now i kno that this mission jus blatantly failed:(

i been tryna get my racks up
bitch i been smokin on gas yuh
i aint been feelin a thing 
i aint got no friends
i been keeping my distance 
yuh its crazy
how quick they cn turn in2 enemies yea
i want these benjamins
i cant fw u, u not my friend
i want these racks in my bag yuh
yea i wont stop til the end
idc if this means grinding thru this shit alone yea
im way too gone yea
im way too gone yea

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enemies (jkjmetasco)

+ @sevenlyyy
p. @haveonlyonechance

yea i wnna hide
but i alrdy tried so many times
n when i smile it jus dsnt feel right
watch the stars up in the sky
yea i thought evrything wld get bettr w/ time
but i guess i wsnt right yea, guess i wsnt right yea :/
it was nt ur fault it was mine
n i kno that by now so ill do bettr nxt time

@sevenlyyy
nxt time 
ill do bettr cuz i dont wanna lose u
cant get u out of my mind
out of my mind
i kno that it was my fault
cant u tell me where we r?
i kno that i broke ur heart </3
i kno that i left u w/ scars

i kno that i left u w/ scars

‎ 
yea i wnna hide
but i alrdy tried so many times
n when i smile it jus dsnt feel right
watch the stars up in the sky
yea i thought evrything wld get bettr w/ time
but i guess i wsnt right yea, guess i wsnt right yea :/
it was nt ur fault it was mine
n i kno that by now so ill do bettr nxt time

yea im so lost n idk what 2 do 
r u telling lies or r u telling the truth?
theres jus too much i been thinking ab again
n it all jus dsnt make sense

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ill do bettr nxt time + sevenly (tenoji)

w/ @meantyyy
p. @prodmichael

merry christmas:)

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

@meantyyy
im a mess inside
i cant take all the stress
is it what u find?
all this weight up in my chest
is it what u like?
do u feel it when im going down w/ u
but i know its hard
u play the cards
its so bizarre
got me off guard
im so in luv
its u i trust
nut im sober now
going out

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

hope yall having gr8 holidays:)

all the time + meanty (michaelwarren)

@xxomm
@heyvilse
p. @brknglss


@xxomm
bitch i ride around w blickys keep em tucked
tht boy talkin best shut up
u cn nvr step 2 us
bitch we totin foreign toolies and u gna get wet up
yea u bttr give it up
it seems like u outta luck
bitch i back it out the lot n i ride w my chop
i got bitches on my line n they beggin me 2 drop
stuntin out in france now i got diamonds all on me
u cannot get in bitch yea u gtta pay the fee
arcteryx all on me bitch yea u wish u had all this
if u talkin down on gang we send u 2 make a wish

me:
yea i keep a cple fuckin hunnid in my bag
i cnt even fwu cuz all u talk is cap
get out my dms if u not rdy w cash 
im gna get me tht bag yuh
i know u aint got wht it takes
this shit it jus made me sad yuh
thts why i got memories erased
i keep on going got a plan yuh
i kno i aint gna fail
keep it on track like a rail
keep it on track like a rail

@heyvilse
we gon turn ur block to a buffet
ian showing up unless u wnna pay
heard he talking shit we leave his head out 4 display
they call me fiendish cuz i dnt care wht i take
uh i might jus fuck on a bitch thn leave her alone like she got a bastard
i hd 2 get me a coupe C-ZL1 im whippin a fast car
he say tht he gettin cash but im gettin more n i get it faster
they need 2 give an award to tht bitch cuz she way too good of an actor
fuckin tht bitch til her back hurt
lately i do wht i want cuz time aint an issue i feel like McTaggart
boy u been doin it backwards
he talkin shit leave him fractured
ghh, when we finished he need more thn jus a pastor

me:
yea i keep a cple fuckin hunnid in my bag
i cnt even fwu cuz all u talk is cap
get out my dms if u not rdy w cash 
im gna get me tht bag yuh
i know u aint got wht it takes
this shit it jus made me sad yuh
thts why i got memories erased
i keep on going got a plan yuh
i kno i aint gna fail
keep it on track like a rail
keep it on track like a rail

on track + xxomm, vilse (brknglss)

+ @xo_alone
p. @prodmichael

i dnt evn need u
so tell me whats the point now
i cnt evn feel u
so tell me y we fight now
thrs jus no point in believing
i cnt find a reason
i cnt find a reason
n i cn tell what u meaning
i cnt say the same thing
i cnt say the same thing

@xo_alone
wish i had a reason 2 care
3g in my blunt then my worries disappear
when we fight u dont fight fair
burnt a hole in my prada jeans so i bought a new pair
im prepared 4 the end of us
didnt want 2 get my hopes crushed
turn my dreams 2 ash n dust
i knew bettr than 2 giv u my trust
evry time its the same thing
is it u or the feeling tht im chasing?
when im high evrything feels amazing
evryday i c u in my daydreams
2 pillz n it got me feelin lazy
all these lies girl u rly drive me crzy
evry day its the same thing
evry day its the same thing


i dnt evn need u
so tell me whats the point now
i cnt evn feel u
so tell me y we fight now
thrs jus no point in believing
i cnt find a reason
i cnt find a reason
n i cn tell what u meaning
i cnt say the same thing
i cnt say the same thing

same thing + xo alone (michael warren)

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