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5/21/20

rigor mortis (555)

instagram: @cybertrash
twitter: @cybertrashsucks

it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

choking poison down my liver
i try and stop but that shit wont work
i show love niggas put me in the dirt 
im fuckin numb nigga shoot me it wont hurt

i told her try again
it 
wont
happen
this
time
hit after hit 
cough blood till i cry
i never fail to fail everytime and they wonder why
god i feel so fucking shit
i’ll end it all its our last life

lets take a trip through my conscious
before i forget what i wanted
clear headshot, focus
no life, no purpose 
and they all wanna know who i wanna be 
god im only 17 
i cant even pass the time if i aint smokin weed 
i got no future no dreams x2

oh god i wanna go back, where i started 
i had a passion and i lost it
nah i dont make no fuckin profit 
i told that bitch proceed with caution 
i put that last bitch in a coffin
my lil platform imma drop it 

but for now imma run this shit🤭
big glock on my hip wont dip🚫
in the back smokin cookie wit yo-
in the back smokin green wit yo bitch this pack gon flip🫶🏾
told a pussy nigga suck my-
told a pussy nigga suck my dick
told that boy this glock gon hit 

had to tell that boy i dont fuck around 
tryna steal my flow tryna steal my sound 
and that bitch still sleep wit my sweater 😹
tryna find a new man but u cant do better😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹

lets take a trip through my conscious
before i forget what i wanted
a clear headshot, focus
got no life, no purpose 
and they all wanna know who i wanna be 
im only fucking 17 
and they all wanna know who i wanna be 
god ive been dead since i was 16

lets take a trip through my conscious
before i forget what i wanted
clear headshot, focus
no life, no purpose 
and they all wanna know who i wanna be 
god im only 17 
i cant even pass the time if i aint smokin weed 
i got no future no dreams

17 🎂 (tonycomputerlove)

my anv7 submission w @swazyhq 
and im almost outta time
future isnt looking very bright
it seems like lately
people switch up on a dime
fuck em thats alright by me
let em live their fantasy

i keep running 
i feel like id do better on my own
let me hold on to something
the sun goes down by the time i get home
was it all for nothing 
cuz lately i been feeling nothing at all
no i keep running 
aw forrest gump dont have shit on me at all
look at my fingertips 
they bruised and burned from the cigarettes 
running through my thoughts just dont put them on the internet
i been up all night thinking about us getting intimate 
no i dont wanna die before i see your face again 
demons monsters hating them 
im on fire blaziken 
im not high as i can be i think its time to blaze again
i told you im caged in my mind 
put a date on the line 
i wont make it there in time

fantasy (ft. swazy)

produced by kenkamon (me)

enjoy, and thank you ♡

lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

I LOVE YOU GUYS
@caponeti @admiinn @mimofrl @user-482553841

best dressed w/caponeti (prod.mimo admiinn lodoni)

lyrics: 

she said I’m a hero it was not meant to be cuz I know I’m a villian
I feel like the ghost face killer why don’t you say I’m the realest 
I walk with the chrome hearts on me lil bro we gon get it
and I stay with the dark heart hitters now I’m countin em digits
oh shit, lost motor function
air out the choppa and now they all jumpin
I’m talkin anarchy got em all runnin 
hand on the trigger and my heart it pumpin
mdma would you look at this guy 
3 6 on my back like I’m marty mcfly
take a line for me and we gettin too high
shits black and white like spy vs spy
hit my line when we runnin it back (ring)
now we runnin it back
yellow diamonds on my pack
feel like @tera I’m all on the track
this pain got me tossin a rack 
all you could do was just sit there and laugh
all that happened it was just for the best ya know
lil clip and he turn to a vegetable

@dooozii

dark heart hitter w/dooozii (yaego)

you say you love me
i think you hate me
and then you hit me
it doesn’t matter to you
you say you love me
i know you hate me
cause when you hit me
it doesn’t matter to you
i see you like his pics on insta that’s a no no
and then you act like you didn’t even know tho
i’m giving up yeah i think it’s time to go go
you’ll never listen to this, i’ll never know oh

i see you like his pics on insta that’s a no no
i’m your first kiss and i wish i didn’t know oh
i’m takin pics and we laughin at the photos
when you go home i wanna cry i wanna go bro

yeah i’m insecure that’s what i’m good at
i don’t even care if you knew that
“are you okay?” you never ask how could you do that
i start to question what you say, i’ll never most past

you say you love me
i think you hate me
and then you hit me
it doesn’t matter to you
you say you love me
i know you hate me
cause when you hit me
it doesn’t matter to you
i see you like his pics on insta that’s a no no
then you act like you didn’t even know tho
i’m giving up yeah i think it’s time to go go
you’ll never listen to this, i’ll never know oh

stockholm syndrome (bleachcraft + yuri)

Anxiety

Anxiety (Christa&Arrant)

prod. @kamidere x @soupxo

i've been looking for a reason to find my way out of this hell
(can't get out, no i can't get out, please take me away from here)
yeah, you had me for a second then you lost me
yeah ya lost me
dont know where to go from here, yeah, you took my heart and you ripped it outtt
(im so lost now i cant figure it out i told that i was getting better then you put me down and you thought you were better)
you took my soul
how could you be so cold?
yeah this is the part of the song where i cry my eyes out ahhh

ive never felt so lost in this world before
you took my heart and you ripped it out
i dont know where else to go
(moans)

(let's go)

it felt so good when you took my hand
i knew it wouldnt last but i tried to make us mend
we started out as friends and then we came lovers
and we had so much fun until that summer
then you left and it was such a bummer
if only i knew how to treat you right

i'm sorry x4

(i feel like ill never be better without you)

im sorry x6

(im sorry i let you down)

lavender translucence ঌ 👁 ໒『yandere x soup』

repeat w/ riv @junglegud

#linkup

when ima see you?

CRAZY (feat.warinlondon)

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

17 🎂 (tonycomputerlove)

kuriosity ۶ৎ

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