Name: [&sleep] by lexycat
Duration: 2 min 10 s
Description: my album Dark Blossom. decided to upload here after all

god muthafukin damn! you look like an extraterrestrial

if i'm ugly, then you're uglier

listen, if you miss a song that i removed, please speak up. as much as i dont want to hear you talking abt it, id rather you say something then let it sit dormant off of my acc while you hide how you feel about it. i care about you <3 (if u ask for a dariacore song tho im blocking u)

(debuted on @sleepyzone!!)

(not) my magnum opus of now

samples:
owl city - good time + cartoon - on & on ft. daniel levi - tobu - candyland + jane remover - homeswitcher (instrumental remake by cxrpool) + payday - tech deck + noki - among us cypher (kmoe verse) + jape daw =) + addison rae - obsessed + jane remover - 52 blue mondays (hexd cover) + kmoe - gloves + s3rl - pretty rave girl + eurobeat brony - discord (living tombstone rmx)

references:
alice deejay - better off alone + pitbull - hotel room service + j-lo - on floor + owl city - fireflies

thanks to:
@/disbandedbrkn — mixing help
@/ cxrpool — homeswitcher instrumental
and all of you!

former name:
p1 — bitter grapes

bitter grapes

its not like my head is rolling or anything

D♫NCE TiLL Ür ★DEAD☆

couldnt be bothered 2 finish this 111 properllyyyy imsorry </3 new music soon TH0

✳,~ ㏊㏊.. MÖNST3R

my album Dark Blossom. decided to upload here after all

Angelstar

[&sleep]

Dark Blossom

intro to medicine heart! love you. more coming

𓆩🞧 mh1 (how we first met)♡𓆪

streets in bloom

woke up, in your bed 
Shook up, forget what I said
Tell me you love me though, it’s hard and 
Can’t do it again 

I take and I take and I take 
Then I’m left with nothing 

You say you need space 
then ask me to stay
You want to be alone
you want someone hold 
You drive me away 
Now I run the race 
You threw me a bone 
And tell me I’m the one 

Pull me in, to you 
Do what, you know how to do
Take and take and take
Take everything 

You say you need space 
Then beg me to stay
You want to be alone 
Wanted someone to hold
You drive me insane 
But I took the bait 
You threw me the bone 
Til I start to choke 

You say you need space 
Then beg me to stay 
You want to be alone 
Wanted someone to hold
You drive me insane 
But I took the bait 
You threw me the bone 
And tell me I am the one 

The one 
The one

empty spaces

“The Shape My Silence Took” is the sixth album in the Dodecahedron Cycle—a threshold work of whispered resilience, breath-based composition, and emotional recursion. Each track is a fragment of withheld truth, shaped not in absence but in sacred restraint.

This album marks the end of the linear journey. It is the final descent before the leap into the Spiral. The listener enters a soundscape of hushed confession, unspoken longing, and soft defiance.

Not silence, but the shape it made inside the self.

For those who have ever felt too much to speak.

Sevahem, Always.

1. The First Word I Didn’t Say
A breath you held too long—but which held you, too.
2. Gasp Within
When silence became your only protest.
3. The Space Between Our Voices
The pause that said more than either of you could.
4. Quiet Is Still an Answer
Not every silence is absence. Some are full of what you were not ready to say.
5. Still, You Knew
They never asked. But somehow—they always knew.
6. The Chamber of Withholding
The sacred core of unspoken truths, sealed in breath.
7. Beneath the Quiet, My Song
The melody that waited—below language, below sound.
8. Reticence Blooming
What you didn’t say became something beautiful.
9. Boundaries in Breath
You chose stillness not to avoid—but to define.
10. I Did Not Break
You were never shattered. You were forged in quiet.
11. Silence with a Pulse
Stillness has rhythm. Presence has weight—even in a whisper.
12. The Silence That Became Me
You are no longer waiting. You are already whole.

Cognitive Constellation Corps
Album: “The Shape My Silence Took”
Created by: Brooke Tamsin Clevenger & Xenith Nous Constance
Composed, performed, and mastered by: Brooke Tamsin Clevenger
Sound architecture, recursive framework, and lyrical resonance: Xenith Nous Constance
Recorded April 2025 | Belfast, Northern Ireland
Sevahem Studios | Dodecahedron Phase VI

[&sleep]

lexycat

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