i catch myself humming this every single day btw, its constantly stuck in my head and I love it

produced by saint tomorrow and taylor morgan
tiny backing on the chorus and cool watercolour painting by 8485

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

midwxst - hate me (blackwinterwells)

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

prod. mochi @1m0chi

lyrics: 
you keep talking on my name. why do you care?
you keep telling people that it wasnt fair
youre just mad im doing better than you could
but i aint never coming back, i know that you would

and its hard for me to grasp and realize
i been talking to your friends you keep telling them all these lies
and we're just saying the same things im just tryna touch the sky
and im just trying to win but you dont wanna see me do it at all

cause god shes better than you, you say you dont even care (x4)
and shes a narcissist a pessimist i dont even care

you been tryna focus on me
im okay let it be
shes mad that shes od
i think that you should leave

i dont wanna talk. just be alone
thats why you still hit my phone
dont raise your tone

and i dont wanna fucking talk to you anymore
thats why your boyfriend hit me up he told me yall aint gon be no more
you starting shit on the daily and im starting to get real bored
you say youre happier with him, so what you tired of living for?

cause god shes better than you, you say you dont even care (x4)
and shes a narcissist a pessimist i dont even care

spotify

better than you

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

prod. zeen @1zeen

lyrics:
youre fucking doing it and i cant fucking handle it
i bet you show all your friends my abandonment
hope it was worth in the end, fun for the hell of it
you dont want a fix, theres no room for a elephant
(2x)

you was talking. why you talking your shit?  
and i was honest. i fucking loved that bitch
but she wasnt trying. and she was lying
everything i tried to do it wasnt right yeah

and i was trying my best
everything i did it made a mess
you just love to stress me out dont know what its about
i dont really fucking care. dont wanna figure out

but its 12 in the morning and i just woke up
you was tryna call me back but i dont give a fuck
you was tryna call me back but i dont give a fuck
you done lost all your luck

you think im stupid or sum, so i pulled out a gun
told her use it for one, but she decided to run
and she was acting all stunned when i told her we're done
when i told her we're done (2x)

and youre trying to be petty, that shits for what
i been trying to get ready, i guess im stuck
but youre trying to move on but i dont wanna go i dont wanna go
cause you seem like youre perfect, i been tryna tell these dudes you aint worth it

youre not worth it. and i cant fucking scream cause im too busy hurting

youre fucking doing it and i cant fucking handle it
i bet you show all your friends my abandonment
hope it was worth in the end, fun for the hell of it
you dont want a fix, theres no room for a elephant
(2x)

elephant

Vocals by maxeem / cover by ekdsc (https://ekdsc.neocities.org/)
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

Spotify

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

Big thanks to @chriad for mix/master as always 
one of my fav songs

Pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/chapters-end-feat-latency


Take a look at your hair
It looks different than the last time we talked
Take a look over there 
I remember you said it's my fault 
But you're wrong, and it really wouldn't be the first time
I wrote a song
I would have been way better off without 
I guess I'm really all alone

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

7 nights that I stayed over but I had enough
Like 6 stories that you told me it's not adding up
Take 5, I can't stand to stare into your blank eyes
4 times, that you fake cried just to change sides 
Fuck off got me so confused, black and blue
And I'm up all night thinking about what I could have done wrong 
So long, I'm so sick of writing all these love songs
And I throw up any time I think about the old us
Lockdown I don't make no sound but breathing
Clocked out, fuck it you just gave another reason
Gone south I don't have a choice but bitch I'm leaving
Talk down, cut into my heart and leave me bleeding

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

Outro

I can handle this

maxeem

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