https://youtu.be/bkIMBoP70iY?si=HZJYJ-_D0aGYqyWY

Ch:1 2023
prod @neohnq @junshi163
mastered by @chriad

lyrics 

i got different types of crystals on my body btch im up
i got different types of issues calling but i wont pick up
sorry i dont wna talk ive been steady chasing bucks
its like ever since i popped a pill i fell in luv

iv been off the x so i keep it on the nightstand
fighting w myself i keep a cutter in my right hand
she said tht im nice man
ik she'll get frightened when she see me off th 40 
i swear its getting tiring

got a call frm above
see my heart pick it up
said i cant find the one
why dont we prove them all wrong tonight?
ive been drowning in pain u see it inside my eyes
red diamonds on my face its bloody gems when i cry

& i think u love it.. thts another discussion 
(we can forget it tonight but i wont leave it behind)
i cant be stuck in the past so ill just act like its alright

i aint lookin back i promise ill b moving forward
i wish tht i told her (how much she means 2 mee)
ik ill; b thinking of these days when im older
thinking of the pillies on the shelf i swear they fuck me over

spotify

my blood & your gems (neohn x junshi) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

(prod. erdo + fumiko) @erdo @fum1ko

https://open.spotify.com/album/7hmT4OJvQmYMC42ryAAPjY?si=U1Uy-fGSRHWw8EEGcH__Ow
lyrics
me (@omgisai)
its not what it seems
its not what it means
she say she want 2 talk 2 me,
but im not listening 

its not what it seems
its not what it means
she say she want 2 talk 2 me,
but im not trying 2 speak

if u talk down, im gon make u bleed
got some bullets gonna free
i got zero empathy 
he think that he run from me
i guess we'll better see
i got a hitlist in the back
it got some lettering

heard he was a clown
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his dome
she wan fuck but i told her 2 leave me lone
i get money bymself im never asking for a loan

heard he was a clown
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his dome
she wan fuck but i told her 2 leave me lone
they keep on copying my style istg they r my clones

(@c4v)
blat
its not what it seems
nah you not with the team
bullet to his head 
ima make that fucker scream
n they all tryna clone
like why they wnna b me
n they ask me where im going
wherever the light takes me
keep a pole, btch i tote
bitch im #1
tryna be me, take notes
yo bitch fw me
she tryna get close
and they fallin down
cant b me cuz im the fking goat
go, up
they cant stop us (no they cant)
big poles if he wanna talk tough
im w/ isai
yea we countin these bucks
u lost all yo shit
goddamn that sucks 
we gon go, up
they cant stop us
big poles if he wanna talk tough
im w/ isai
yea we countin these bucks
u ask me how i got up?
prolly cause idgaf, no no

me (@omgisai)
yea they moving fake :(
i asked him if he wanna fight
he told me "not today" (lol pussy)

its not what it seems
she say she want2 get a little closer
wym?
i told her not today..

its not what it seems w/ c4pri

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

Listen on spotify :D

what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7drGWrLjttSLyvM0h28De4 😗😗😗😗
@darkestnet 
@1ello5k
@myspacemark

lyrics;
@darkestnet
00 we famous
gas got me sedated
ik that u hate it
lil mama, i told her i made it :')
u had me fucking bleeeding
u said that u dont need him
u went behind my back now (｡>﹏<)
dnt even got a reason

everydays a cycle
tell me whyd u lie tho
got me down badd
on my ass
yk that im righth thooo
got me going psycho
telling me to go home
taking multicolored drugs
my life likee a lightshow :o

my body still decayinggg
i gave it all awayyy
u said ud stay the samee
but i knew youd change up :(
i wrote this part about us
remember i got u flowerrs
otp 4 hours
but that love wasnt ourrrssss

@myspacemark
she mad that i glow'd Up
you sip green like yoda 
pakks inside the 4runner
juggin out toyota
my shawty got ass 
she from barcelona
u can smell the gas
blowin on this doja

hello kitty earmuffs
you shop in the clearance
im so incoherant
they didnt wanna hear us 
gifted like its christmas
mind ur fuckin business
my pockets on fitness
bussdown on my fitbit

@darkestnet 
everydays a cycle
tell me whyd u lie tho
got me down badd
on my ass
yk that im righth thooo
got me going psycho
telling me to go home
taking multicolored drugs
my life likee a lightshow
٩( 'ω' )و

lightshow w/ myspacemark (ello) *OUT ON ALL PLATS*

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HJHg5YjlKnZkOhbKFbTWW?si=yG11cIqVTUi2IbrUaKP4YQ
If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is
@ripwarheart @aidennxo @ogpichu

lyrics;
cut me open
yu say tht im holdin
u say that im holding onn too tight
you say-
girl u got me tossing and turning
u say im nt worth it >_<
u js wanna hurt me
im js tryn be perfecct noww :(
u think im a reject
u think that im leaving
private lobby, priv terminal (shoutout mark)
im leavingg
cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
decided to disappearr
ilook inside the mirror
i look inside myslf
know its been this way 4 years :-/
u make my hrt stop
u mak my body roll
u say im the bad guy
Well baby i already Knooow

u say that im wrong
never said i was right
(right rightt...)
i dont wanna fight :(
holdiong u tight
baby i need u by my sideee

cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
x2

moment (warheart & aidenn.xo & pichu) *check description*

lately I feel like I'm not enough 
I'm trying to run somewhere but I feel like I'm stuck 
I feel like all I ever do is fuck it up
when I look into your eyes I fall in love

lately I've been running out of options
I don't want to focus on emotions
I need you bad please just keep your heart open
I love you bad could you keep your heart open

if I stay this way baby would you love me?
I'm not perfect, baby tell me do you trust me?
if you need to I will let you cut me 
whatever you need baby you know that you got it 

if you need me you know that I'm on it 
please don't deceive me, baby please be honest
and if you cheat me I don't want your sorry's
please just hold me and tell me that I'm alright

enough (prod. malloy)

i <3 my girlfriend

BOSSED UP AND GOT MY FUNDS UP AYYYY WE LIT 😊😊😊😊😊

lyric;
No

chapters (sennai + vrtex + tritri)

@mental
@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@ripwarheart

love it? girl i love you
can't stop it.. that's the issue
and we fall out.. then i miss you
when the stars out.. need a tissue
see our photos i go dolo in
slo-mo watch me break in slow motion
up in soho thinking where it all went dim
2015 still rockin a bogo then

you still rock the same shit that you did since 2012
i still have the same friends that i had since i was 12
you turned 22 and then you turned into the 12
they look at my stats and then my name it rings a bell
i don't go outside yeah i stay in my own shell
we can run away and go find us a little shelter
this is just a sprite nah i aint drinking no seltzers
your arms or the sun? in your arms i would melt first

i still need the answers the answers are coming
im running from nothing and she wont even hug me
i still wake up everyday thinking we are something
but when i check my phone and feel my heart its just crushing
and he probably has you blushing
i can feel myself succumbing
look me in my eyes reduce me into nothing
know i'm nothing... no it's nothing
i shoulda realized i want you
you want me? that's not true
who i knew it's not you
i'm sorry i loveee you
i'll be back like soon 
asleep until noon
i feel stuck to... you...........

yea ima take it all back yeah cause i said im sorry but im not
idk what i did wrong to get switched up on a lot
even if i couldve changed it idk what i wouldve done
sometimes i wanna erase it like forget about what weve done
hold up fuck that i dont really wanna feel
hold up backtrack dont even know if its real
baby idk whats going on in my mind
i dont even wanna sleep cause i feel like dying


🔁

issue ft. mental (solo, ajay, warheart)

featuring @diegointhedark
prod by @makemeapromise & @1naaa

#deposit w/ diegointhedark (surgeon & namaee)

@prodsoma
@makemeapromise

lyrics:
i see u in my dreams but ik that its not real
been hurt too many times now im numb i cant feel
do u luv me do u not? bby tell me whats the deal?
yea all the luv u showed to me js tell me was it real?
i got way too many thoughts in my head
u just left another message on read
it didnt work ill jus try it all again
i got a hole in my heart in my chest

i hide away from u im going far now
wna go outside but i hate it cause its dark out
know u hate my guts i can see it from afar now 
u tryn see my heart but its all up in the dark now (x2)

u rlly think that im okay
u js think that im alright cuz i keep hiding all my pain 
hide awayyy
yea i been knew that u a fake
i was wastin all my time she didnt love me anyway
anywayyyyy
hurt me so bad that i dont wna see ur face
the times we had yea ill js let em go to wastee
yea life goes on yea now we in a different phase
yea i moved on my heart is in a different place

i see u in my dreams but ik that its not real
been hurt too many times now im numb i cant feel
do u luv me do u not? bby tell me whats the deal?
yea all the luv u showed to me js tell me was it real?
i got way too many thoughts in my head
u just left another message on read
it didnt work ill jus try it all again
i got a hole in my heart in my chest

dark out (soma, surgeon & luxio)

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

chapters (sennai + vrtex + tritri)

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