the beat is real good both sides are very well down

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0fHKRx84UXMBXuflLErfO3?si=e05637bb07714468

give it all up!

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

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im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

I knew it (johnny friend)

first time mixing and mastering :) 

prod. by guda

plz check out my other music too

dontwannachangeatall (guda)

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

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SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

uh oh (bipxlar)

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

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falling apart w/ kurtis

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shoutout that one canadian guy that sounds like he's from minnesota @johnnyfriend
shoutout @meantyyy (so underated)
fun pop song i made about a breakup :(

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up i dont want no fake love, yeah
hate us, girl you really fucked up, yeah
had enough of you bitch and im really above ya
i know, i know i will never trust ya

[meanty]
i feel the hatred
im breaking
what do u want from me?
all u want is honesty
i try to find my inner self
but all these things ain't going well
im feeling messed up
im running out of luck
i gave u my all
but u just made me fall
u treat me like a wannabe
but i know ur not fond of me
i know that ur just sick of me
it hurts inside it makes me weep

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

oooooooooo

wanna make up..

outro.

thanks for listening<3

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

made this today decided to post
thank you to lukas

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

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