dis a TRUE bop but “idc wut the cost” is the most ai-capitalism ahh line

im glad this is on my num #1 for soundcloud rewind

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

written by david halo, 1Booth & hyland park
mixed & mastered by david halo
produced by klimlords
@davidhalo @1Booth @nxrthstarr
* https://DAMAGECLUB.ORG

don't be a stranger w/ 1Booth & hyland park

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

I knew it (johnny friend)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

Premonitions

left me (drmabeats)

@Corefish
I'm sick of providing
all of the things that you want when you like them
bro set the scene since the week from the flight
and I wont repeat till I'm reeving the time back

and you cant retrieve me anyway
I'm lost in outer space
you're not following behind me
i never wanna be this way
i found my only face
i found myself another side piece 
its like

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@Corefish
all the molly and partys I steady ran from
bullet to my body ain't tell me that we had glass walls
standing through the lobby I think I'm seeing in pastel
damn they're right behind me
I don't wanna be a bastard anymore
I'll take the mask off
I'm plastered on the floor
I'll cut the mast off
I'm sinking through the void
I'm trying to avoid
the fame but I can't anymore
AH

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@ilyMeezy
And I been trying,
Something you don’t notice…
I’m working till I’m dying (dying!)
And I can’t come back to you
I act like a fool with you

I haven’t felt this bad I know you switching the blame
Blood down my back I feel you turning the blade
Gotta escape this hell I gotta run away
Try to forget the past but cant forget your name

Oh there’s no denying
That you can’t walk on with the thought of me dying (dying)
Oh sit in our silence
We can’t go back and I promise no lying (lying)

(No lying)
@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

MO$H

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Chris Reaper

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