TIP OF DA TONGUE PRD VARA

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

so much 2 lose if ur happy (elxnce + sydney)

hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name

hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way
and you lead me on, you led me astray
had to make a song to get out all my pain
Russian roulette got all my range
but i empty out all six inside my brain
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
play with me like a game
but i can do it to you we're the same
and i was always born this way
never made this way
they asked me what i did today
i cut my wrist today
or maybe yesterday
i feel so numb today
ive been on my pills for seven days
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray

hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way
hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way

whatever happens to me, just know I love u all.

Whatever Happens, Happens. (Prod Sydney)

despite all my rage (d0llywood1)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Art by nickmediasm

Prod d0llywood1 #Readytodie #Rtd 

i dont wanna make a song no more 
i think ive had it
i dont give a fuck if niggas think that im dramatic
Im Rtd that mean I could always do something drastic
askin me how I feel
when u kno what I seen traumatic
talkin shit on twitter im liable to get spastic
n i dont care if everyone sees me acting erratic
shit i seen would make a nigga flip like gymnastic
these niggas mad cus they kno kimmy rich is fantastic

i want action
i heard that bitch was talkin down
shit anticlimactic
heard them rumors goin round
now niggas want static
im not on the fuckin ground
im intergalactic
they jus hate me cus im brown
this shit systematic
n i dont want no fuckin spouse
im not charismatic
we b shootin shit like shroud
shootin shit fnatic
imma make a cracker drown for the transatlantic

smokin gas by the pound
this help w the sadness
hit his ass w the deuce
im shootin shit like katniss
if the man make the belt
then I feel like magnus
N i asked u for help
n u didnt grant it
my nigga playin w them keys
like a damn pianist
collectives i had to leave
aint like how i ran it
n when i touch the damn green
im higher than planets
i hop like a fuckin a breakfast
or like a rabbit

im higher than borealis
I feel like alice
if uly the mad hatter
then im the cat bitch
niggas said that I fell off
i jus showed my talent
i had to shut that whole shit up
like im don callis
N i dont talk about my status
cus theyll attack it
im jus addicted to blackin
i dont touch ballots
i got a chemical imbalance
I laugh like fallon
she gon eat it up like salad
straight from the chalice

Trying to forget that today even happened

Spotify

Prod d0llywood1 
(ib: kiryano&lovbug)

i roll up n smoke some gas
got the whole world in my hands
i dont why niggas mad
i think its cus his bitch a fan
i dont kno why this bitch is mad
i told her this is who i am
this shit is goin to my head
ur sayin shit that dont make sense

brand new bitch is superbad
but i cant b her superman
flex like im lex luger man
he get hit w this ruger man
i can b in ur top 10
but i jus cant b 2 thru 10
i was thumbin thru a check
i checked n i seen buku bands

shit that i jus went thru man
ill never go back thru again
im not checkin niggas chin
he checked n seen this new fn
i got scars thats on my wrist
i got some drip to cover it
blowin dope it got me dead
im sayin shit that dont make sense

d0llywood1 - What a coincidence

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

Dont need that bitch
I swear I knew she was lyin abt it
I need a spliff
I swear I feel like Im dyin without it
U said u Rtd
then u have to die if u bout it
She said she fw me
I jus said that I highly doubt it

U signed ur life if u wit me
switchin I wont allow it
Bitches only love me for green
N I love when I count it
I dont do poutin
I gave back when I first had got clouted
U talkin down on BHG
U get thrown off a mountain

My pockets fat as shit
I need an accountant
Need them to route it
Im rockin shit thats hard to pronounce
bitch I cant pronounce it
Cant go out wit my friends
cus everywhere around here crowded
I shout it soon as I found it
Dad find out I might get grounded

Mom found out then its a problem
Im on it I kept it solid
I knew that this bitch aint want it
Gimme head jus like a bonnet
My first day I swear I bombed it
Next day I came back n got it
She mad cus I kept it honest
Honest I thought I would vomit

Im talkin bout my performance
I feel like ur an informant
I jus wanna feel important
Hmu if u need it
This is honestly how Im jus used to getting treated
She said she fw me cus Im cocky n conceited

She dont fw that nigga
I jus wish she would leave it
If u (censored) one more thing
I swear to god I would keep it
I hate that u jus want me to keep that shit a secret
I couldnt say wassup to u
cus I felt defeated

Im Ready to die you're Ready to die we're Ready to die Castle Emoji Sword Emoji :DDD

What would I do without you

prod. @onepttwo @akutonu

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4oj7AXuUjIK0BKUkSgi8jo?si=00e93e51098a45c9
Music Video: 

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes 

all know thts not how it went
or how it should
nd no i dont keep 2 many friends
prolly good
i told bro i nvr stress
but im stressed out
im not one to be impressed
keep ya head down 

theres ts i wouldnt wanna miss out on
omg i aint seen u in so long
hesistant thats some shit i cant count on 
ima keep on singing till the crowd gone 

(yea but u chillin w/ ++ bitch) 

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes 

stand up my bros they right next 2 me
bad luck nd my blood full of thc
hope alotta ppl dont remember me 
roll it light it up its like a effigy
keep telling myself tht it was meant to be 

like aah 
lost it all b4 im not scared to give it up 
if ur life is boring go ahead and switch it up
or give it up
ket nd molly got me walking like im drunk 
in it prolly im not gonna give it up 
winnin prolly im not good @ giving up  
in the party i cant give a single fuck
have i evr been enough? 

(yk what i think i am? i think im just a rock chick)

like aah 
had it cross my mind 
but i swear id give it all up 
i swear id be fine 
do u have the time to call us? 

well 
i dropped outa college
ill get it up tho
lived till 21 bitch
i miss my damn bro
fucked over tht one shit
cant understand hoes
leave with what im done with
thats how the plan goes

effigy

effigy (1.2 Akutonu)

IM IN A DARK PLACE WRITING UP A PAGE
I COULD SHOW U HOW TO LIVE UR LIFE IN THIRTY WAYS
PRESSING ON ME BRO I PEN U WRITHE IN PAIN
PIN IT TO UR PAGE I BROADCAST A LAME

HOW U SAVE FACE
U PAID A LEGAL TEAM TO BEAT UR CASE
THAT SHIT NEVER WHAT ID THINK YOU DO
BUT I GUESS I NEVER KNEW THE REAL U

SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY THE WORLD FAILED U
AND THE DUDES U HANGIN WITH YEA THEY FAILED TOO
THATS THE REAL SPILL
I TURNED DOWN A COUPLE DEELS BECAME A HEEL BRAH
I WAS VALIDATED SHITTIN ON MY REAL ONES

THEN I SNAPPED OUT OF THE EGO YEA THE THRILL DONE
HAD 2 QUIT THE WEED
ITS NOT WHAT I NEEDED
TRIED TO STICK 2 DRINKS
TOOK A SHOT OF ABSINTHE LET IT GET 2 ME
THROWING UP BLOOD
BLUE BLOOD

IM A REAL X MAN IM NOT OPIUM
30 DOLLAR VITAMINWATER THEM BOYS SOME CUCKS
FEEL LIKE QUINN ON TWITTER U PEEP THAT IMINTHECUT

WHEN I SAY SLUTS ITS AN ACRONYM FOR WHAT
SOME LOSERS UNDERESTIMATING THEY SUPERFICIOUS
IF I PUT A TAG IN THE SONG THEY KNOW ITS US
IF I PULL A STRING AND HE TALKING HE A PLUSH

SOFT AS HELL WE KNOW U JUST TRYNA CATCH UP
WE ALL GON GET SHIT ON WHAT DIFFERS IS UR REACTION

Bright prod Feardorian

bentheaven

@sanriorose
p. me + @xandror2 + @histarkey

it being both me and kara's bday im so happy to drop this. i never imaged myself being 21 in the first place, i've always thought id die somewhere along the way. working with one of my biggest inspirations has been a key highlight of my entire life. i love you kara, i love you xandro, i love you starkey, i love everyone who has shown me love and those who havent. you all make me who i am. (also happy bday to all the other dec 2 ppls)

i walked out the house
i told my bitch ill b back in a minute
me n my lil white boy straighten u up
i feel like ron simmons
dog niggas
LV bag wit a bomb in it
harmless
me n my league niggas start farmin it
seeds that we planted for more money n more women
that bitch loose as fuck i put a arm in it
that flow was good as fuck so i borrowed it
her head was fye as fuck think she a arsonist

n im still out in gotham im a anarchist
i dont go out too often im too standoffish
walk inside mcmahons office do a dance on it
walk outside his mans office and advance forces
he knew what my plan wasnt but his man bought it
i looked at his man once n put my hand on em
wanna throw his mans off into a damn coffin
ripped out all his glands honest im too damn heartless
if u wanna fuck me baby put the cam on it
if u dont fw the gang then u gon stand on it
wtf is u gon do if the feds on it
if i catch the red n blue lil bitch i ran from it

effigy (1.2 Akutonu)

1N3K0

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