Written, Produced and Recorded by Me

i wanna fix it (i want you right by my side)
don’t you wanna be my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand

everything that’s supposed to be bad makes me feel so good
(i know im bad for you but i need you right now)
everything that’s supposed to be bad makes me feel so good
(i know im bad for you but i need you right now)
you’re so good to me i don’t deserve it
paparazzi caught us again
its a lot on my mind was it worth it?
its so meant to be but you can’t see that no more
you and me just riding in your black corvette your dad loaned you
how can i say i feel bad for you, without saying i feel bad for you? (i feel bad for you)

i wanna fix it (i want you right by my side)
don’t you wnna b my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now 
i aint mean to hurt your feelings
i just wanna make u better
now u got me contemplating
but u said it doesn’t matter
i know u feel the same
at least i hope its that way
i don’t think we’re good for each oth-
-er but we can make it work ugh

fix it (i want you by right my side)
don’t you wanna be my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand

BoysByGirls (demo)

im losing my mind lowkey just a little 
prod. @onepttwo
intro: melmige on youtube

i know tht u worry ab me
bby dont worry ab me
ik that u heard ab me
bae what u heard ab me? 
so high i feel like im dying
but u wont catch me crying
atleast u get claps for trying
aint noone know im trying 

aint noone know im dying
bitch i keep tht close right 2 my chest 
i had 2 up it when i did
cause it mighta been my last 
friends they turn to friends
then my bro he lost his head
lookin in my eyes he said 

remember what i said bitch
noone makes it out fine
even if the plays good 
wont be same as last time
we dont got no lifelines
we dont got no friends here
even if ur lucks good
wont make it till next yr

but he passed nd i didint
think ab a kid tht fucks u up
for like a minute 
offa all these drugs 
i told myself i gotta quit it
and then i didint
nd then i did it

but bitch its fine
still out here doin all this dumb shit
wanna test ur luck? 
then run up nd make assumptions
nvr been in love
but baby thts really nothin
nvr been enough
said otherwise i was bluffin

she said baby i can tell 
tht sumns wrong tho
he said baby i made u another 
song tho 
she said baby come with
its gon be fun tho
 
i dont live my life for fun hoe

but ik she wouldnt get it
old friends tell me tht im lying
nd i get it 
but ur not me 
so u couldnt tell the difference
i wish i was finished but im not 
bitch im gon be at this till i drop

I.L.M.M.L.J.A.L

I.L.M.M.L.J.A.L(1.2)

@sunsculptor 
@dearlyxdeparted
@blxty

(hes the sculptor) 

yuh 
and i push it to the side 
swear tht it would nvr hurt like this
goin up now my bro like
how u work this shit? ? ? 
i got drugs in my body
i cant care ab this
aint got trust for nobody
tht aint goin thru they own shit 
u jus hang around like who u do
so u can post it
i just wave a hand they let us thru
yea they kno its us 
and my bro is crushin up tht blue
had 2 focus up 
if u ask me what my bros do 
i dont kno 2 much 
look @ me bby just get a clue 
i aint givin up 
shoot for his limbs
like ion even kno how 2 use my fists
kno what i did 
now im just wondering why i be like this
hop in the whip nd i light it 
i aint even got a license 
shawty sayin tht he like dis 
smokin on all of the right shit
ya
i dont care if u like ths
when its the wave u gon bite it
dont even try 2 lie bitch 
:D

drugsinmybody

drugsinmybody w/ blxty (sunsculptor ++ dep4rted)

i just hold it all together
it wont last forever bby it wont go on
i just hold it all together
it wont last forever bby it wont go on
like this, like that
and I'm running from myself 
thts why ion wanna fight back
cat ask for no help
bby I just wouldnt like that
yelling at myself 
like why cant i get tht time back
Im gone

wake up i leave in the morning
don't need someone who adores me
talking 2 me is so boring 
so ill be ending it shortly
prolly wont make it till 40
wonder if all of this for me
(plus)
wondering how i can fix me
i been this way since like 16
left nd they prolly wont miss me
(plus) 
so i just do it all different
thts ur bro? bet u miss him
wake up roll ona mission
tell me bro did u fix it
ya
no i didn't fix a damn thing
ima fall where im standing
did the work did the planning
what am i not understanding?

fight back

fight back(1.2 dep4rted)

whateva (freger & Ierea) 

(wsup neko)

im like yea
In the whip I’m going mach 3
nd I hate the way u talk 
i hear u mock me
stop to smell the flowers but they poppies
i could stand out here for hours come nd watch me

like hey 
I just stayed up all night hoping tht u’d wait for me 
did u wait for me ? 
i jus 
I just stayed up all night hoping tht u’d wait for me 
did u wait for me ? 
i jus 

I just cant accept the part of me tht really wanna change
Ask me what id rather do 
I could jus go either way 
Pick myself up say tht im ok
Wake up nd ill prolly do the same
I shake hands w/ a lotta dudes thts faceless
So geeked he can’t stand ion think he gon make it
Bro got bounce back its whatevr 
Adder-error ash the pressure on the leather 
Nd I stand in terror 
How im doin? nvr better! 

not like u no bby I could never
Say whats true nd whats not its whateva 
not like u no bby I could never

(Plus Plus)

whateva

whateva (Freger Iera)

needle in the leg 

prod. @dearlyxdeparted
(me)
no this aint no time to celebrate 
vaccum seal and wrap in celophane
prayin 4 the worst 
said i wouldnt go to hell again
but ig if i stay helpin them its prolly honest work
u can take me by my word
im the worst
needle by my side i push it down until it hurts
said tht we would nvr die i didint say we'd make it work
yall know im still wishin for the worst
b707 im so fucked up i cant stand hoes
leave the function had 2 ask like where my mans go
sent himself to heaven he was fw that tan bro
theres a reason ion understand hoes 

@emorave
snort a addy fore i go on stage
i jus put a xanny in my lemonade
keep u out the scene imma barricade
off a stack of drugs i dont feel the same

lil yellow pill it keep me sane
had to cut him off cuz he fuckin snaked
crushing pills on a saturday
im really doin drugs i dont fuckin play

ur music is dogshit, im sleeping forever
make another deposit, packet came in a letter
fell asleep in a closet, yea its whatever
keep talkin gossip gon return u to sender

(me)
no this aint no time to celebrate 
vaccum seal and wrap in celophane
prayin 4 the worst 
said i wouldnt go to hell again
but ig if i stay helpin them its prolly honest work
u can take me by my word
im the worst
needle by my side i push it down until it hurts
said tht we would nvr die i didint say we'd make it work
yall know im still wishin for the worst

(ion really like uhh ++)

celebrate

celebrate w/ emorave (dep4rted)

i hate myself so bad interlude

they say like neko when u gonna grow up? 
but like what am i to do ? nobody told us
I like sittin in my room roll stickygrossstuff
3am Im eatin paper hope I grow up :( 

its so hard 2 disappoint 
all the ppl tht done raised u 
tell em bout my life 
they say "this is what it came 2?"
im alright
nd im good @ being fake 2 
said its fine
but u kno they fuckin hate u :/

stickygrossstuff

stickygrossstuff (dep4rted)

nd i try to get out more but they starin 
when i walk around i follow red herrings 
nd alotta yall r fake its so apparent
nd i understand the hate but ion care bitch 

i cant say a word like my lips sewed shut 
he said uk that it hurts when u know too much
think ab it try and give it up 
wake up and ill try another bluff
propane in my lungs
say tht its enough 
ion ever wanna try another love <3 
dont care if its luck 
or sumnt u cant touch 

protection spell i wrote tht shit in blood
nd i showed em my new shit they said ur up
next
love all of my bros fw them rejects
4tabs 2 the dome im bouta reset (%_+)

fight back(1.2 dep4rted)

1N3K0

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