flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

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i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile

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throwaway song will prob delete

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prod. me 

They don’t understand, I came from nothing
We had no lights, we had no oven
We ain’t got bread, we ain’t got money
Now I got some you can’t take that from me
There was some days that I couldn’t eat
There were some days I had nowhere to sleep
My mother worked every day of the month
Just to make sure we could brush our teeth
We had no lights had to light them candles
Walk in my shoes it’s a lot to handle
I prayed to God, but he couldn’t stand me
I got arrested for being a vandal
I done came a long way from the bottom
But I ain’t that far from the top
We couldn’t afford new shoes then
So now I buy out the stock

Hold up, now the lights on me
Imma get to it bro don’t mind me
I rock undercover got nothing to see
Watanabe shirt got eyes on me
Damn, undercover spies on me
Yea, got a couple thots on me
Damn, I rock this shit on my sleeve
Your bitch all on me, removing my jeans
They tryna play some games but I don’t play no more
He think it’s sweet til we pull up right outside your door
I put the racks inside my bag i get it fasho
If there’s a problem you know where to find me catch me at my show
Goyard bag, I know why they mad
I’m finna talk my shit and run my mouth they really ass
Who you know that took my swag, damn near everybody
I’m finna shake em, and bake em, just like ricky bobby

Undercover (14)

prod @m2monroe and @m2iden
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back home for winter break :) i wrote the lyrics for this months ago but finally I am able to do the vocals now that im home
as always thank you so much for listening 

lyrics:

i know i made mistakes
i know i deserve your hate
i let go and you had your way
now i cant stop thinking every day

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

after everything that we've been through
i just dont know what to do
i dont know you anymore
all of this is just too, much
i know that ive had, enough

i dont know now
will we break down
i dont know how
will we make it out
what we built is gone
now we wilt withdrawn
shattered will we're done

now we wont last for long
we were too weak we cant string ourselves along

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

(all of this is just too, much)
(i know that ive had, enough)

we were never honest

we were never honest (monroe + maiden)

prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch (hartfxlt)

prod. xtasane
feat. @hiseph

--(LYRICS)--
I don't wanna be the shit I just want peace
I love people, but to them I'm the least
Practice self love and pray is the plan
I'm sick of my face being put in sand

No one ever sees my worth, but God keeps me afloat
Even though I'm put in dirt I still hold onto my hope
You can put me down all you like I'll still grow up to be known
This music shit keeps me alive it's magic from the dome

I don't wanna be the shit I just want peace
I love people, but to them I'm the least
Practice self love and pray is the plan
I'm sick of my face being put in sand

No one ever sees my worth, but God keeps me afloat
Even though I'm put in dirt I still hold onto my hope
You can put me down all you like I'll still grow up to be known
This music shit keeps me alive it's magic from the dome

No one starts convos, I'm on my own
I don't know how to reach out, so alone
No one starts convos, I'm on my own
Time travel with my mind I see all chrome

(Seph)
Chromed out, poles out, whatchu wanna know
Angel in the snow, can't leave me alone
Got no pen and pad I write my shit up off the dome
That boy going out sad, I cannot trip up bout no hoe

2k25 I stack my bread up on the low
Switch my style like I switch flows, on some shit you wouldn't know
Heard he talking on me, now we kicking down his door
Bodies dropping on the floor, walking round without a soul

Chromed out, poles out, whatchu wanna know
Angel in the snow, can't leave me alone
Got no pen and pad I write my shit up off the dome
That boy going out sad, I cannot trip up bout no hoe

2k25 I stack my bread up on the low
Switch my style like I switch flows, on some shit you wouldn't know
Heard he talking on me, now we kicking down his door
Bodies dropping on the floor, walking round without a soul

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Face In The Sand (feat. Seph)

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#brosfallout
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#brosfallout
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