You never care when I break and it shows 
and you’re never there when I need you the most 
said you’ll be here when it rains and it snows 
I wish that you would stay but I know that you’ll go 

But I don’t think you know what you’re doing to me 
Breaking me down, hearing you laugh as i bleed 
I should have known, tear me apart at the seams 
But I guess that I always knew you’d be the one to leave 

I would try tell you but I know you don’t care 
see me in the room but you just stop and stare
I did everything to prove I would always be there 
and you ripped me apart
how is that fair? 

I’m so sick and tired of playing pretend 
But this is gonna hurt when all of it ends 
I thought it was fine, 
at least that’s what you said 
so why am I here all alone in my bed 

6 in the morning and I’m taking blues 
I wish I could forget about you 
If I were you, i would hate me too 
But it hurts so much 
because I loved you 

I don’t know how to feel 
Was any of this real? 
I guess not, i guess not 
There’s no point 
There’s no such thing as real love

when it rains, it snows (lost sky x capsctrl)

If I’m being honest 
I’m not doing great 
I’m sorry it’s hard for me 
I’m not good at change 
But I’ll keep that promise 
I already made 
when I see your face 
I’ll ignore all the pain 

I know that you care
 but you don’t understand 
laying here shaking 
it’s barely a gram 
“It’s ok to be scared” 
But that’s all that I am 
I know these feelings 
Like the back of my hand 

you’re here by my side 
but I pushed you away 
all I see is his face 
and you walking away 
I hate how I feel 
like I’m bound to these chains 
lying on my floor
it’s becoming my grave 

Because it’s not your job to change me for the better 
I hate writing these songs if I feel I’m under pressure 
I lie when i say I’m getting something from it 
I told you the truth 
but you keep running from it 
I know that I hurt you 
And I don’t deserve you 
I know I got things to work through 
But it never works 
Why the fuck are you staring at me 
you’re making it worse
you're just making it worse

everyone staring at me 
you’re making it worse 
(This never works) 


[scorpio:] 
Just quit staring at me
You’re making this worse
I know that it’s real scary
And I’ve made you hurt
I know that the thought of it makes you want to hurl
I’m so sorry for all of it, can we still make this work?

I know that it’s hard for you
Did I ruin your life?
From all that we’ve been through
I think I might die
I broke your heart in two
And I must pay the price 
You’re still the one I choose
But I don’t think its right

And if im being honest
I don’t deal well with change
I don’t think I can get in the habit
Of not calling you babe
Everywhere that I look
All im seeing’s their face
Maybe if I jump
I can find an escape

you're making it worse + scorpio (irby)

choking on my blood in my sleep 

@seeohbee
prod. @sad_branwen

pretty pink pills + seeohbee (branwen)

i never should have met him by the water, cause now he's all that i'm thinking about 
- 
@raspo

I know that you don’t wanna hear it 
I know that I’ve been pretty distant 
but you’re not the one I want 
(I’m sorry) 

I never should have gone to that party 
Now you’re not the one I want around 
I never should have met him by the water
cause now he’s all I’m thinking about 

And it’s no one’s fault but mine 
I can barely look you in the eyes
you say we can fix it 
but I don’t wanna try 

I can’t love you enough 
I’ll try my best till it’s done 
I don’t wanna say too much 
Cause I don’t want you gone 

Tell me that you care 
But I know that you’ll be gone soon 
You don’t even try 
Just tell me what did I do? 

I noticed you were different when you got back that night 
I noticed something different with the look in your eyes 
Why you look so sad every time you lie? 
And you say you’re fine, but you don’t look alright 

What about us? 
What about everything we’ve gone through? 
What about all the times I came through for you? 
What about all the times you needed me? 
You just left me alone 
And now you watch me bleed

i know you don't wanna hear this, im sorry (raspo)

@kmkz @scor_pio
-
Its been a while, I know 
That we’re not that close 
But I guess 
we have never been 
And it gets so cold 
it reminds me of home 
I’m not lost, I’ve grown 
Now I want you to know 

I’m doing better now (better now)
It’s over now 
I’m sober now (sober now)
I’ve hollowed out 

You don’t see me as your own 
how could this place be a home
And I’ve got nowhere to go 
(nowhere to go)
But I’m fighting 
To save what we once had known 
but i can't 

cause i need you 
when i fall through 
but i know that 
none of this matters to you
i don't really matter to you
i don't really matter 
i did everything to stop myself
from falling through 
but i know that you don't care 
like i do 
and none of this matters to you
i don't really matter 
to you, to you 

[scorpio:] 

when i think back
i realise that
i never saw the truth
it makes me feel sad
how with all we had
i never really mattered to you (oh)

i just need someone
when i fall through
dont want to be the one
played for a fool
but i know that i
don't matter to you
and you don't care like i do

cause i need you 
when i fall through 
but i know that 
none of this matters to you
i don't really matter to you
i don't really matter 
i did everything to stop myself
from falling through 
but i know that you don't care 
like i do 
and none of this matters to you
i don't really matter 
to you, to you

not that close + scorpio (kmkz)

i just say that it's fine, to get it off of your mind 
@scor_pio 
-

gave it all to you
i cant remember why 
you said you loved me 
was that just another lie? 
how are you so fine, 
when i don't feel alright?
i know that you lied, you lied 

over and over again 
waiting for you to say you're over it
what has this come to? 
watching us fall through 
can't belive i trusted you 

you broke me in half
spilled my blood on the grass 
as im falling through the cracks
of all those things that ill never get back 

i don't think i deserved it
im constantly hurting 
tell me was it worth it
cause underneath the surface 
nobody is perfect

 [scorpio:]
i told you that once
it's not your fault 
its hard to admit baby, you dont
want to be wrong

its hard to look in your eyes
when you think that you're right
i just say that it's fine
to get it off of your mind

(to get it off of your mind
i didnt mean to make you cry
i apologise
like a thousand times)

dont wanna get the last word
ill just make this worse
dont want to let this disperse
i try my best to divert

deluded + scorpio (kmkz)

@scor_pio 
@ankenyia
@cvrnage
@acey
- 
we always seem to have bad luck

bad luck (ft scorpio + cvrnage) [p.acey]

yo this is my favourite song ever
@lilskeleskrrt

not my lyrics 
-
you tore me apart again 
it’s all in my head again 
you’re leaving me dead again 
and i 
don’t even wanna leave my bed 

you said that you love me 
i know you’re a liar 
i just bought a stick 
i’ve been feeling really tired 
ive been seeing stars 
when i look in my eyes 
and now i’m all alone 
asking me if i’m alright yeah 

baby i can take you to the underworld 
imma show you the way
who’s gonna die first 
every night i go to bed
my eyes hurt 
i don’t know how to feel 
i guess it’s my curse 

blacked out in the backseat 
everything you do you wanna do without me 
heartache
save me
every night i lay alone and feel my heart bleed

you tore me apart again 
all in my head again 
you’re leaving me dead again 
and i 
don’t even wanna leave my bed

leaving me dead - skele cover

produced by jewelryboy 
-

please stop lying to me 
I know that you think I cant be what you need
and honestly I agree but you still lie to me 
think I don’t know what it means 
but I never believed that you would do that 

I’m never enough, I wish that I was 
And everyone lies about what I’ve done 
I feel so dumb but isn’t it my fault 
Isn’t it my fault that you’re gone 

I can’t believe it was never a secret 
What we did really had no meaning 
But everyone has to lie and make me look bad 
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss what we had 

Maybe if you listened to me for once in your life then things would be different 
I can’t believe that you think that I’m wrong and they’re right and that’s why you’re so distant 

it’s whatever it’s whatever 
I’m always feeling sick I’m always under the weather 
I thought you’d make me feel better but really it’s whatever

please stop lying to me (jewelryboy)

thank you @scor_pio 
I really have nothing
-
I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed 


Is it alright if I’m not really ok? 
Alive still 
Looking at my blades
I’ve been pushed right to the edge 
you can see it on my face
I’m not ok 

Life’s been hard 
It’s temporary I know 
but just like you 
I wish that I could let it go 
I wish that I could let you go 
I knkw It’s all my fault 


I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed

[scorpio:]

Nothings ever good as it seems
It was a lie babe you and me
Pretend we're happy for them to see
But behind the curtains you just made me bleed

I really meant nothing to you
I didn't want to face the truth
I know its about time I do
But I really don't want to

I wish you were next to me
But you and I can never be
I know you love to watch me bleed 

You rip me at the seams
You had me on my fucking knees
Begging you for mercy
"Oh baby please"
"Don't do this baby"

bleed (w/scorpio) [IOF]

this song is so old 
-

i know u don’t care like i do 
i’ll find someone else just like you 
i just want you to know, i miss you 
the memories replay on my mind
i wish you were still mine

i feel nauseous, i’m not breathing 
said u would save me but i’m still bleeding 
I’ll disappear get me anywhere away from here 

It doesn’t matter I know that you don’t care at all 
All you ever wanted was to see me fall 
And you never said sorry for the way that you treated me 

How is that fair? 
How is that fair? 
When you said you would stay 
Then you weren’t there 
How is that fair? 
How is that fair? 
When you said you were here 
But you never cared 

i know u don’t care like i do 
i’ll find someone else just like you 
i just want you to know, i miss you 
the memories replay on my mind
i wish you were still mine

Ur impassive 
You don’t rly care about me 
I know that you don’t even want me 
Even when it’s getting hard to breathe 
I just wish that you were here beside me

mine(raspo)

thank you to everyone who helped me with this project <3

quit (jewelryboy)

written by @scor_pio
mixed by @heartavenue
-
im sick of waking up covered in blood
trying to be the person you want
i slip up so damn much
i already know im not good enough

you dont have to tell me
I tell myself it daily
why do you want to hurt me?
telling me how much you hate me

i understand why you do
i broke all the way through june
i wasnt enough for you
i put whats left of me into you

i drained myself dry
i wasted my whole life
i watched the creature walk by
he took the colour from my eyes
he took the colour from my eyes

im fucked up
i know you think so too
ill make some more cuts
and ill bleed right through
right through

ill watch it pour out
ill watch it pour out
ill watch it pour out
i cant calm down
in this cold house

im sick of waking up covered in blood
trying to be the person you want
i slip up so damn much
i already know im not good enough

you dont have to tell me
I tell myself it daily
why do you want to hurt me?
telling me how much you hate me

i understand why you do
i broke all the way through june
i wasnt enough for you
i put whats left of me into you

color (jewelryboy)

@hoeplessboy 
- 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this 
(I) 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this

drop dead (w/ hoepless) [irby x jolst]

@scor_pio
-


its over 
I didn't really wanna start over
all my friends are gone 
they're all hopeless 
I know that
they weren't really friends anyway :\
its over 
I'm loosing my composure
heavy drinking since last October
i didn't really wanna start over 
but now i know how to say goodbye

i can focus on my own 
got a lotta things to learn from 
I've got a lotta things to heal from woewoewoewewowewooooeee
you say "its always the same 
it can't happen any other way"
you're so fake 
you're so fake 

its over 
on my own since last October
focusing on things that i know yeah 
i know now 
that none of you ever cared 
none of you would ever be there 
i don't know why i was so scared 
when this happens every single time 
I'm getting sick and tired of writing these lines

(scorpio:) 
ive learnt how to say goodbye
they keep walking out my life
why do i try

my friends are all goners
lately i havent been sober, just somber
i cant hold on any longer
ive taken a wrong turn

goodbye (w/scorpio) [cold melody]

we all have good days n bad days 
-

Its way too late to go back home 
I know sometimes even the highs feel low 
If you ask me how I’m doing 
Imma lie through my teeth to you 
You should run away 
Cause that’s probably what’s best for you 
I know that I’m wrong 
But that’s how you’ll remember me 
They tell me to stay strong 
But I can’t see what’s ahead of me 
I know that I should leave 
Cause that’s probably what’s best for me 
I still feel the same ever since I wrote gravity 

I got a bag on me when I pull up to the function 
Tell me that you care
But I know that I meant nothing  
I’m at the back of the room with my heartbeat racing 
cause I cannot take this 

Tell me that you care 
But It’s obvious you don’t tho 
“Do you think that we can still be friends?” 
well I don’t know …
I got a pocket full of pretty little pills filled with poison 
Cause I can’t stand the noise here 

I got a pocket full of 17g of weed 
I got bloodstains up on my carhartt jeans 
I got cuts on my wrist so I roll down my sleeves 
I don’t think that you can help me 

I tried my best but this shit isn’t working for me 

Its way too late to go back home 
I know sometimes even the highs feel low 
If you ask me how I’m doing 
Imma lie through my teeth to you 
You should run away 
Cause that’s probably what’s best for you 


Its way too late to go back home 
I know sometimes even the highs feel low 
If you ask me how I’m doing 
Imma lie through my teeth to you 
You should run away 
Cause that’s probably what’s best for you 
I know that I’m wrong 
But that’s how you’ll remember me 
They tell me to stay strong 
But I can’t see what’s ahead of me 
I know that I should leave 
Cause that’s probably what’s best for me 
I still feel the same ever since I wrote gravity

highs & lows (drma)

@scor_pio
-
if I just keep my composure 
maybe itll be over 
been 3 years 
and now im finally sober 
I don't want your forgiveness or apology 
I just wish that for a second 
you would listen to me 
but you never gave a fuck 
whyd you lie to me 
and say you care for me 
but you just watched me bleed 

over and over again  
i wish i could get over it 
why can't i get over it?

I know its my fault 
its hard to believe you 
when you say 
you don't know why
this keeps happening 
am I ever gonna see you again :(
were we really ever more than just friends
I don't want this to end
cause I don't wanna be alone again 

[scorpio:]
There's nothing to hold me up
Darling you were my crutch 
And since you've been gone
I feel like I have no one

Wish you'd call my phone
Or just send a text 
Even if its just a hello
I really need you bad 

How can I move on
When you were the best I had
Trying to stay strong 
Rereading every message back

neverless

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