all lyn

go ahead tell me my favorite lie
im only human dont expect me to try that hard
go ahead talk to me make me cry
im just a human im not one of a kind ahh
ill sing ur favorite song and hope it makes u happy
ull miss me when im gone bleeding out in the alley
its evil wherever i go i let it surround me
not scared of death oh no im not and ill say it proudly
ill sing ur favorite song and hope it makes u happy
ull miss me when im gone bleeding out in the alley
its evil wherever i go i let it surround me
not scared of death oh no im not and ill say it proudly

My favorite lie

i shot a man in the parking lot and then watched him fall oh i watched him
do what it takes just to feel you here never missed one call til i lost him
everytime i fuck it up i always think about the problems that ive caused
ive moved on from depending on another man oh its not what i want

Parking lot

Midden

the better version

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

Love liar

demo made in Five minutes

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit
i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time
and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time
and now ill never miss u dearly

drive into a corner
i see the red signs but i cant tell what they say
ur bored of me? oh what a shame
im falling out the skies are gray
when i look in the mirror i cant tell who it is standing there anymore
my teeth fall out in the sink im bleeding let me fall to the floor

i dont know whats wrong

Drive into a corner

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

Deep cuts

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

Crown lake

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace

prod @lynyou

@lynyou @omgisai

@lynyou
its tearing me apart but i wont let u down
i tried so hard to fix me like i need something else
dont tell me that u miss me ur lying i can tell
i tried so hard to fix me but im stuck in my shell
its always hurting my head
ur twisting my words again no thats not what i said
and i aint even say goodbye yet
my lifes on the line again i dont even mind it

@omgisai
its a million things that i think about
yeah if i had a life i would give it up
stop expecting me to tell no i cant spill it out
aint you expecting us to fail? no we gon win it all
talk when the story falls apart
ill stay by your side
oh no its tearing us apart
ill stay by your side
id do it all 
just to live too
so give me anything
i need you

@lynyou
its tearing me apart but i wont let u down
i tried so hard to fix me like i need something else
dont tell me that u miss me ur lying i can tell
i tried so hard to fix me but im stuck in my shell
its always hurting my head
ur twisting my words again no thats not what i said
and i aint even say goodbye yet
my lifes on the line again i dont even mind it

lifeline

prod @lynyou @omgisai

@lynyou @trustt @1crusafix

lyrics
@lynyou
i dont wanna think abt ur smile when im by myself
always fucking feel this type of way cuz i dont get no help
i dont get no love crying cant u tell
staring at the dark stars pray that all is well
(x2)

is it too much to ask for
(x4)

@trustt
i don't wanna talk about it
you talk way too much
plastic surgery i do it for you
not enough
why'd you talk to me 
if all i do is fuck it up
all you do is cry now
that's just not my fault though
lovely, yeah 
i guess that's how you're feeling now
lovely
miss that feeling can you take me home
lovely, yeah
i guess that's how you're feeling now
lovely 
fucking miss that feeling take me home

@1crusafix
yea, slow down, i dont wanna slow down
drugs got me fucked up, had to put the blow down
slow down, i dont wanna slow down
she said that im stuck up, had to put the phone down
and you broke me down, you made me too weak
i just wanted you to say you need me
no matter what i say, you wont believe me
i gave you everything, but youre so greedy, uh Uh

@lynyou
i dont wanna think abt ur smile when im by myself
always fucking feel this type of way cuz i dont get no help
i dont get no love crying cant u tell
staring at the dark stars pray that all is well

is it too much to ask for
(x4)

too much

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

Bittersweet

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

prod @lynyou 
@lynyou @1crusafix

@lynyou
im not talking shit i just dont like ur crew
talking like we friends i dont Fw u
i had to handle bricks thats just how i move
yea my bros got it on lock if i tell them to shoot
im not talking shit i just dont like ur crew
talking like we friends i dont Fw u
i had to handle bricks thats just how i move
yea my bros got it on lock if i tell them to shoot

@1crusafix
he gon learn his lesson always starting drama
sliding with an fn bullets hot like lava
tell me where he stepping i can feel the nausea
they got an obsession i think that its awesome
yuhhh i got too much baggage
i can buy yo lashes
badder than my last bitch
you did me wrong, but im so past it
uh, big ass fucking blunt i cannot pass it

forever

prod @lynyou
@lynyou @cruseyyyy

@lynyou
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

prod me ++
https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/ridin-solo-prod-dolly bit this flow Srry

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish

prod @lynyou
cover art @trustt

@lynyou
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

lyrics:

u wanna talk abt top 10 put me on that list
i cant be ur friend u a stupid bitch
my mouth full of blood
baby i dont talk down i hiss
im worth more than that
diamonds in my spit

im worth more than that

page five im continuing my story
decline in my health but i dont worry
i wrote my name on the page but it looks blurry
i didnt save ur life
i was in a hurry

im worth more than that 

i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
u ever feel like that?
i want more than that, i think i want forever
i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
i always feel like that
i want more than that, i think i want forever
(baby save my life)

im worth more than that

story // voyage 1969

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

all lyn

petrichor