the charming charms blew me away (kneeslap)

here is another musical embodiment of intense emotions

prod. me and ft. @srrygate
yes i recorded the guitar :)

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(chriad)
i'll try to make the most of everything i've got
but i don't want to feel loved when i'm really not
and i'm sorry that i'm running all out of fake smiles
guess i just haven't felt safe in a while
an empty space is eating my insides
and when you said you'd stay forever guess you lied

(chriad)
guess you lied
(gate)
why'd you do that
(chriad)
guess you lied
(gate)
i guess i died

(gate)
what happened last week
was it the drugs or was it me that made you leave
i wrote it down in my book
i signed it with my blood and yours
cause yours-
you're the one that broke my heart
i know i fell apart
i know losing one is hard
but losing me is worse
the only way is down
when my feet left the ground
i won't feel a thing
the pain will go away
the pain will fade away
and you're the one to blame

(chriad)
i'm too fucking anxious to even want to go to sleep
but i don't know if i prefer the nightmares or reality
i miss the nights you'd hold my head against your chest 
but now i'm alone
it's hard to call this my home
i was naive to believe that you would never leave 
my bed is cold and empty without your warmth next to me
i was so in love with you and you'll never love me back
i cared the most for you and you'll never show love back

orangecore

naive

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naive (ft. gate)

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i know these past few weeks been hard
they kick you fore you even get to start
been achin' for a while
im not sure ill see tomorrow
but ill try
im dotting i's and crossing t's
cause time is a commodity
i know these past few weeks been hard
they kick you fore you even get to start

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shut ur mouth (ft. Kulse, A.C!)

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one of my favs thanks to @outfed & @advxrse for helping me make this vision come into fruition!

credits://
@antag01
@outfet
@advxrse

lyrics://
i remember i was calm, collected, and kept to myself
i remember when was there when i asked for help
pray to god he would help me cause i just cant help myself,
and i cant drown out the voices cause im trapped in my own hell,

and it cant be undone
flying to close to the sun
sometimes i feel like a bum
think its time i be someone
cause i cant take it
fake it
too busy getting faded..
fucked up way too many times im losing motivation

me & bro on saturn and we smoking on some runts,
and i dont love none these bitches
only motivations us.
and i keep on falling back
man i think its time to adjust
im regretting everything i said the last time we discussed.

threw me out to the back dont want it no more
im on the first floor waiting for my encore
please stop calling my phone im gonna ignore
oh what an outroar this is what i stand for.

myself

orbiyus

The last bliss I ever had was in Viscaya
Used to go to my friends, but now "I'll see you later"
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I know that you been always on my mind
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I'll let the gods say something
What's on my mind

Waste too much when I stay alone
Crying out when I get at home
I don’t wanna waste the rush
Ohhh

Times that I feel that no one’s got my back
Talking to myself without pulling out my straps
Coming up, a headache nothing’s coming back
Pulling out my heartstrings, falling in the air
Calling up, calling out, tritone maps
Killing me always wanna go back ohh
Feeling up the pressure
I can’t hold the pressure

The last bliss I ever had was in Viscaya
Used to go to my friends, but now "I'll see you later"
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I know that you been always on my mind
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I'll let the gods say something
What's on my mind

The last bliss I ever had was in Viscaya
Used to go to my friends, but now "I'll see you later"
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
Where did my friends go?
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I know that you been always on my mind
I know you think about me, sometimes
And I'll let the gods say something
What's on my mind

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Viscaya

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lyrics :

Oh, you're back again?
Leave your messages on read
I don't want us again
I wish you would just take a hint

I know you miss those days
And the way you conversed me
I really hope you change
I hope to meet again someday

No matter what I say
Don't make sense to your brain
It makes me disappointed
Cuz' I know you haven't changed
No you haven't changed
No you haven't changed
No you haven't changed

Couple weeks to a month
Hopefully soon I'll be gone
I lock the door and I run
Bruises from slipping in mud
I know it's been years
And I hope you're ok
But I still forgive you
Even though you hurt me
You hurt ME

bruises

(cxltrr)
you took my heart why wont you give it back
tried to replace your own but yours is black yeah
“youre too dramatic” why you talk like that?
go MIA and dont say where youre at no

i thought we were more mature than that
you shut me out but i got too attached yeah
i want your love you look at me and laugh
you took my life away and hit the dash yeah

i miss your smile tell me what we are
i leave your house im crying in the car
its black and white to you its so bizarre
you ran away but i think youre too far gone

i feel so desolate when were apart
your way of heartbreak is a work of art
i messed it up i wish i could restart
i miss my other half i want my heart back

(crusey)
its not the same i had to let it go
youre so typical tell me if im visible
you been in my head i dont think its fixable
dont know what u said lately its been difficult
i try to ignore it but its all i think about
lately its been morbid tell me what u want from me now

(maeri)
i cant fucking stand it when you tear me down
theres so much words i should say to you but i cant rn
i let you down dont let me fall dont let me break your heart
i tear you down and i could tell it from the fucking start
give my heart back
tricked me its so bad
never coming back for you
never been this bad for me
feeling like my brains shorting
shouldve but i knew i couldnt

(cxltrr)
i miss your smile tell me what we are
i leave your house im crying in the car
its black and white to you its so bizarre
you ran away but i think youre too far gone

i feel so desolate when were apart
your way of heartbreak is a work of art
i messed it up i wish i could restart
i miss my other half i want my heart back

i want my heart back (feat. crusey, maeri) (prod. crusey + lynU)

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