reason you left him

nicky & keepsake - reason you left him (spirxt) [hosted by jane]

nicky - love isnt enough (ilychrxme & dimpleb)

elegant (backxster + revert)

nicky - mood swangs (1plugsoon)

backxster - couldnt smile (ikari)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeRbODDFfhI&

They were like what happened to him what happened to this boy's life, got many lines on my wrist cuz everyday I gotta fight. Bro I'm so tired of being nice bro I'm so tired of being kind, I needa stop this abuse cuz it’s ruining my life. I used to cut on my wrist it’s been a year since I've tried, we never had a good bond cuz sometimes ur acting like Dwight. 

Nigga what did I do wrong cuz I don't deserve this life, bro I don't want this life I'm thinking bout cutting tonight. I don't wanna grow up, soon it's gon b my bday . Nigga I'm just a fuck up and I don’t wanna live today, in mornings u drink coffees while in morning I'm full of tears. I don’t want a 9 to 5 nigga I don’t wanna be enslaved.

Like an actor I be acting like it's all fine , when will I make it when will I see the light? I don't even wanna breathe right now I’m thinking bout dying, I don't got no friends around me I'm alone. Can u stop calling me stop don't hit my phone, bro just like Robert I'll do it on my own. 

I started with music cuz I wanted to feel heard, shoutout to all my supporters cuz I'm now feeling heard. Like I love yall so much, yall give me the courage to keep on trying. Nigga I'll take my life I'm not even lying, I’m either gon make it or I'm gonna die trying .

this boy

this boy’s life (prod xankoma, ikari & jannah) [mv in desc.]

bella dont go (yungdni)

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

nicky - mood swangs (1plugsoon)

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