what part 3

emotionals&bliSs - on sight (winter)

its hard to put into words but ill try
and i feel discouraged every night
im feeling the worst in my life
cause i cant be her if i tried

i put on a smile for my friends
but i dont know whos there in the end
i hope that youre glad ill pretend
that im not even mad at what you said

how can i love you i dont love myself
and how can i trust you i dont trust myself
i spend all my time fucking screaming for help
you spend all your time fucking screaming as well

cant help but get jealous of people in love
i wish i had someone to give me a hug
i wish there was someone who knew what this was
i used to be close to my friends yeah i miss how it was so much

no matter how hard i try

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

spotify

closure

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

hair

stream <3

it gets lonely

one time (kkei3)

featuring veezuh produced by egg and oiwa 

@veezuh
@prodegg
@oiwa

denouement with veezuh (@egg @oiwa)

@whyhaze prod. @y4ndere (on all plats pls stream)


happynewyears <33 very special song 
abt how she doesnt support me no matter how many times i ask

 thnks4thelove 

@zixdown
u can see me at the frontline 
im havin fun, missing all the funtimes
i got no1 & u told me u would be there
but now you're gone..
i cant do nun bout it,
but write a song

yea im lost i told u 2wice im wrong,
until im gone ill move on
dnt wanna wait its 2long
right from wrongs
i write my right from wrongs
& i cnt say to much
im a missing person, im gone

"ill illtry but i dnt think tht ima be there"
die, ill die cus i dnt evr wanna beware
lie&lie, ive heard it many times, ive been there
fun times, cheer 4me on the frontline <33

new time arrived, i lose my sight
cant feelmyface when i see ur eyes<3
cutting ties, cut myself w knives
ur on my mind, funtimes rewind ):

nvr see u at the frontline [nah] /: 
i wish to see u at the frontline [yea]
im with my bros that my bloodlines <#3 #00decayed

u waste time some1 else at the frontline
on the frontline, on the frontline
i try my best then not see u at the frontline
all the funtimes on the frontline
when ur not there breaks my heart everytime </3

fun times, online

@whyhaze
i left, i fooled u twice im back
u say im wrong for that
but yet u stabbed my back and it hurts
i made one mistake
and now u wish me the worst 
left me in the diiirt
i never look back ig im starting over
n girl u got me feeling dead 
like wet leaves in october
popped a pill n now my throat burns
my body’s falling over
i see the end 
i see the final line it’s getting closer
to uss
i feel the love in the air
the rush.. im scared but not when im with u

frontline w/ whyhaze [prod. yandere]

https://soundcloud.com/tahertg

hey thats just life 
like am i right 
like am i wrong
i cant write a song
baby i want u
oh its true 
if u want it too
know i wait for u
i think if it helps 
it cant be wrong
know i want the best 
know its hard to trust
n i must confess
lately been a husk 
nothing like i was 
nothing like i want

talking to u on the phone 
where the night went
time pass too fast 
shit, like where u hiding
most nights i spend drunk alone
so i dont mind it 
5 grams put it in the wrap
my brain feel vibrant

bad parts of ur brain dont hide it 
i kinda like it i kinda like it
i need time to think or some guidance
bag of psilocybin ima let it guide me

lifeeee amirighht (prod. taher)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Klt6LmLpvDY


@1sloan @whyhaze @kidavor @yonklolz @omgemags @srrygate

Recorded this and shot the video at the bnb in Chicago

(1sloan)
Feel some sort of way
I can't get away
And I don't think I've done enough to hear complaints
No I won't hear what you say
You kinda stupid gotta say
Can't hear a single word you're sayin'
And just keeping up with you it's getting draining
And I'm high as fuck I don't know what I'm sayin'
Wait no I'm not gon' stop not givin' up
Me and the gang at the top like a citadel
You cannot give me a reason to give a fuck
But I be down with THE CLIQUE and I'm down to ride
I took an L and you know that I'm gonna thrive
Pop me a perc and I think that I'm gonna die
DOUBLE OH CLIQUE and again we gonna rise
Taking a dub and while we doin' this all the time

(whyhaze)
I've been riding solo
I don't wanna go home
She see me goin' up now she wanna take a photo
Know that my bros can't fold
Movin' on now I can't fuck with you no more
Had to speed up
I been in my bag I just popped like three more
I was down bad so I had to up the score
I was down bad so I had to go up go up
Walk in here wit' DOUBLE OH but they already know us

(kidavor)
Fuck do you mean?
You fuck with my CLIQUE then you fuck with my team
And I slide with a beam
Why you talkin' to me?
Focus up on my sight
So it don't bother me
Now we gunnin' you down
It don't matter now
I keep my bros at my side
Fuck it up I think I might
It's DOUBLE OH until I die, yea
If I see you it's on sight, yea
I wish you'd come and try, yea
I'm fuckin' high like every night, yea
Dig a hole and take your life, yea
And so I'm gone
All wrong
And I don't know what to say
I don't really feel okay
So I just smoke another J

(yonklolz)
Smoke up on that za then recuperate
We be at the top we be switching states
You been on my watchlist you ain't behave
Shooting at all of my targets like I'm at a range
You ain't got a BNB your shit is lame
You couldn't last a year you should be ashamed
You couldn't face your fears you just wanted fame
We gon' light you up like you're holophane
Bitch now you just another name
You better be tough you gon' make those claims
Yea we gonna surround you, put you in place
You sippin' on that clown juice you a disgrace

(emags)
DOUBLE OH family, DOUBLE OH CLIQUE
You will never hit the shit that we hit
You will never smell that gas that we hit
You will never live the life that we live
Sippin' on that H-JUICE
Why you think I hate you?
Even through the rough times
There's always been a breakthrough
Hurry up hurry up pick up the pace
I never have time so I never wan' waste
Met up with Sloan and that boy from LA

(srrygate)
Wait you can’t relate
Double the bag bitch we getting real pay
Don’t bring me the cash if that shit ain’t a K
We smokin' a pack
Get that shit right now you ain’t gettin that shit back
Back then
I remember shit would get hella tragic
Now we in the bnb makin' it happen
Back in
I been getting backends
DOUBLE OH we tapped in
Pourin' up the soda
Green triss with some red stuff
Shootin out some green tips
We ain’t gon miss one
He gon pray that we don’t hit ‘em
Gotta babysit 'em
Haze will prolly slit 'em
Fuck with DOUBLE OH and you know I’m sliding with 'em

MUSIC VIDEO

1sloan x whyhaze x kidavor x yonklolz x emags x gate // H-JUICE (1sloan)

@srrygate @whyhaze @kidarjuna @zixdown @zakaryamesrar

(srrygate)
You were the one 
Oh my god but you took from me 
Steal what you want 
You can run you can’t hide from me 
I been sippin' on some dro
I been feelin slow 
I just popped a pill now took it to my dome 
She said that she love me 
I don’t think that I condone 
And I just popped a pilly 
I’m not feeling anymore 
And she all in her feelings
She not feeling anymore 
And you should catch up 
You're on one and I popped four 
I’m sipping ketchup I just poured another four
I think I messed up 
Now I’m knocking at your door 
When life kicks you 
You should stay down on the floor 
You thought you loved me 
I can’t take it anymore

(whyhaze)
You got me going off the rails and I do it too much
I get some of your love then I can't get enough 
Addicted
I’ll fuck it up, predict it
I don't know what I'm thinking I’ve been off like 2 prescriptions 
I’ve been off it something in my brain sparks off when we’re talking 
I think that I'm insane I still hear your name calling 
For me
Don't know if its true love
Or if its the pills I'm snorting 
I feel horrid
I cant take it anymore, I feel it in my core
You say that you love me I think that you're just bored
I think that you don't care
I think that it’ll be just like last time
Something to pass time

(arjuna)
Punched me in my gut, I took it to the core
I thought I wanted more but now I’m crying in Dior
Floorboard to the face, stuff my organs in a case
I bet my heart’s misplaced so can you cop one at the store
Too much chemicals in my cup now I see tie-dye, think im stuck
I need a rabbit’s foot for luck
’01 year of snakes around me, I think that im fucked
Copped a flight on Sunday but I learned its overbooks 
What the fuck is up with that
Blessings on you sleeve
Let me kiss it please
Bandaid with my teeth
I love when you bleed
Acid rain I sneeze
I love the way you see me with your golden green

srrygate x whyhaze x arjuna // CONDONE (zixdown x zak)

prod by @prodsoma
master by @chriad
all plats soon
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lyrics
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do yk what it means
wht it means 2 b alone
idk where 2 go
my eyes r on the road
im grabbing on ur letter & my hands r getting cold
realize it aint no fun & games. we rly growing old
u dk what it means, means everything to me
feels like nothing to you
u love it when i bleed
u love it when i die
wna do it slowlyy
thinkin of it everynight but im barely holding
onto the edge

i just need to go away
i gave u all my flowers n u let them all decay
i think of rotting everyday
dont count me out, just yet
eyes closed. im counting down 2my death
i need one last breath 
js2 say im upset
put a hole in my neck frm the cigarettes
the same blood that i shed became all i have left for now
if u go 
that'd be the world's way of letting me down
if u go 

so stay here for now
ur thoughts crawling push them out
they wna throw me out
nvr been the chosen one
nvr been no one to call
feel like im no one at all
tired enough, nowadays im just waiting for the fall

click here 4 spotify

nothing to you (soma)

prod @prodsoma


Lyrics :
said u want me right now
girl im at your door
feel my heart beating out my chest for her
so what u waiting for ?(looking for an answer)
its a #LoveStory & ur Pens on the Paper

i feel empty, but i'll pretend i dont when ur with me
after i walk you home do u miss me?
girl i would run thru the snow if u need me to
i'll be there for you

i'll try & try
run & hide.. from these thoughts in my mind
i want u by my side
so girl dont go away
just look me in my face
dont wanna see u cry
promise its gna be ok
(x2)

so stay with me
your forever is all i need
ik i cant control it n things get broken
but i dont wna leave, i dont wna leave
(x2)

i'll be there for you (soma)

There's lightning in my room
The curtain is on fire
And like everything I owned
It all burnt up in desire
I turnt my hheart to cold
the glacier's they won't melt
I grew up all alone
You might know how that felt
My home it was like turbulent
I needed something else
To be somebody else
The king of my own house
it's me vs myself

Steezy:
im spendin money
i make it bck
hop ina foreign
goin2 flats
i chase a bag
it got em madd

i walk arnd
ya w sum cash
i walk arnd
ya w sum pills
no u dont kno me
fck out my face
idc how u feel

ativan,
it got me dumb
swear u so perfect
u the 1
kno she mad
jus bc im numb

i spend a bag
it bring me up
lately idgaf
i try not 2 think 2 much

--
There's lightning in my room
The curtain is on fire
And like everything I owned
It all burnt up in desire
I turnt my hheart to cold
the glacier's they won't melt
I grew up all alone
You might know how that felt
My home it was like turbulent
I needed something else
To be somebody else
The king of my own house
it's me vs myself

Lightning w/ wowsteezy

@lifegiverr
prod @decago @hartfxlt @1akura

@neohnq
i cant believe what ive done
i still taste u on my tongue
i thought u were the one
i needa wake up 2 myself

before i die
put it in park and then i cry
said i dont care but u still lied
ur the worst...
i promise i can be worse

smell my cologne on ur shirt
oh well oh well
i needa focus on myself
u drag me back thru hell
baby i miss how u smell
i needa see u one last time
wake up w u one last time

@lifegiverr
tryna take my soul i already died
everybody knows baby get it right
tryna see my pain you dont have my eyes
tryna see the truth baby pick a side

i been lying for a long time
baby hold tight baby hold mine
its a long road but we got time
ill be right here for the whole ride

tryna tell you how i feel but i dont know
got me cryin thru my tears baby dont go
i be running from my fears but im too slow
i feel safe up in ur arms baby hold close

no matter how hard i try

iris

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