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ayo its rot and ramen and we back at it again

P1CKUP4ME ft. r6m3n(Prod. dercept x jissa)

toxic (w/ jrmyrr)

LYRICS:


[intro]
oh (x16)

[verse]

i dont really want when i woke up
wouldnt really send another til im out of happiness
wouldnt really want would i show up 
tied you like a knot and then you wore it like a cardigan

i dont really want when i woke up
wouldnt really send another til im out of happiness
wouldnt really want would i show up 
tied you like a knot and then you wore it like a cardigan

[hook]

one more day until i pass
i got my fucking hopes up
two more days until i slash
i wanna fucking throw up

one more day until i pass
i got my fucking hopes up
two more days until i slash
i wanna fucking throw up


(break)




i know im a nuisance and i know that im a bother
i am filled with hate i am filled with fucking water
all of my own dreams are live and none have gotten slaughtered
rotting in the pit and soon im dead and im a goner

[verse]

i dont really want when i woke up
wouldnt really send another til im out of happiness
wouldnt really want would i show up 
tied you like a knot and then you wore it like a cardigan

i dont really want when i woke up
wouldnt really send another til im out of happiness
wouldnt really want would i show up 
tied you like a knot and then you wore it like a cardigan

[hook]

one more day until i pass
i got my fucking hopes up
two more days until i slash
i wanna fucking throw up

one more day until i pass
i got my fucking hopes up
two more days until i slash
i wanna fucking throw up

cardigan( Prod. moe191)

soft skin (ft. jrmyrr)

Fall (ft. Jrmyrr)

catch my fucking breath
i know that your upset 
found my fucking wrench
hit you upside the head

its not what you said
how you pierced through the thread
its the fucking end 
didnt mean to offend 

i wanna shiver
oxy all up in your liver
im on saturn pull the trigger
im all up inside your space

stacking bread and butter
in my head i cut her
i couldnt fuxking stutter
god i hate your fucking face

kys (prod. singleway!)

i dont want this over 
i dont 
i have seen this happen 
im so

over it 
i havent started
talking back 
im disregarded

i could give a single fuck 
nothings worse than my own luck 
ive been in a trap im stuck 
doesnt matter i am junk

junk

12 am and im feeling cold 
aint got no damage control 
ive been disproportional
at this point ive been guessing 

act of hand no more i can hold
got no absolute threshold
i feel useless uncontrolled
oh how fucking depressing 

i dont even know where to start 
where to go how afar 
i know that its fucking dark
cmon im just suggesting

i cant even tell them apart
they think its too fucking hard
i wonder if ill bombard
its not fucking connecting

damage ctrl (ako)

i dont remember 
everything it hurts 
everything is constant 
agony reverse 

dont make it subtle
attack no rebuttle 
fuck it break my knuckles
i think i might be cursed

cursed (ausuro)

because ive been filled to the brim with anxiety 
corner my brain into hell in my diary 
dont find my body dont expect sobriety
ill pick and choose baby its my variety

ill pick and choose what goes on up inside of me 
fucking my head up happens undeniably 
hello my gorgeous personal psychiatry
dont call me in i wont enter so quietly 

ill pick and choose baby its my variety
dont find my body dont expect sobriety
corner my brain into hell in my diary 
cause ive been filled to the brim with anxiety 


ohhhh
ohh
ohh
ohhh

something has happened i know 
you have been failing to stay composed
check in with me when you go 
just because something has happened i know 

because ive been filled to the brim with anxiety 
corner my brain into hell in my diary 
dont find my body dont expect sobriety
ill pick and choose baby its my variety

ill pick and choose what goes on up inside of me 
fucking my head up happens undeniably 
hello my gorgeous personal psychiatry
dont call me in i wont enter so quietly 

ill pick and choose baby its my variety
dont find my body dont expect sobriety
corner my brain into hell in my diary 
cause ive been filled to the brim with anxiety

anxiety

toxic 2 (w/ jrmyrr)

(prod. glorygasp)

(rot)

dont wake me up 
am i going mad
im not ready still 
ive been fucking bad 

ive been on the edge
of my own fucking bed 
im still fucking pressed 
about what i had 

lets go (go)

im on my own 
holding me back from 
everything that i know 

colder than coraline 
that is a quote of mine 
i am not horrified
pick up your phone (phone)
but i dont know 

ive been fuckin up my body 
all up on my own
im a mess
oh well 
what could you do 
no threat im dead like
oh my god

maybe i been meant to be a mothafuckin 
enemy 
a friend of me 
ur dead to me 
ill fill you with serenity

ill put you on a pedestal 
and give you my identity

yeah i dont know 
but i think im crazy 


(jrmyrr)

alright, okay 
alright, wassup
alright, okay 
alright, okay 

they think im locked up in my head
ive been movin fast but movin slow i cant get ahead
ive been movin like a

ive been movin like a fuckin nascar 
ive been rockin OD like a scholiard
got these bitches on me cause i go hard
in a left lane swervin like a go kart

and i know that you be on the internet 
surfin on the web bitch
gotta pay the rent 
but you know i never got my paycheck
never got my paycheck 

why'd you have to lie to my face 
could've told everything you did 
was such a disgrace
but you left me on the delivered 
up until the next day 

they seeing someone else 
and you know that thats okay
(thats alright, thats okay)

thats fine i guess

shoutout SEBii
shoutout SEBii
my butthole itches

mad ft. jrmyrr

my awful mind

daisies

daisies ft. jrmyrr

yeah

i hate me too 
im full of shit 
im the color blue 
im the color blue 
ill never change my hue 

fuck
yeah

im a waste of space
whats it gonna take 
its living in my brain 
i will remain the same 

up until that day 
you left 
i died, i think 
i tried 
and then denied 
lied to my face 
lied to my face

i hate my life 
you'd hate it too
theres nothing left
for me to do  

its full of garbage everywhere
im not fucking stupid im aware


ill cry all over my apartment
no dilemma for my garden 
burn my fingers just like arson 

i think that i had a falling out with somebody 
that turned into a nobody 
a bloody mess 

its prolly over 
maybe i need closure
put me in a body bag for seven days for closure


i hate my life 
you'd hate it too
theres nothing left
for me to do  

i dont advise
you see it through 
you'll wanna die 
by twenty-two

i hate my life 
you'd hate it too
theres nothing left
for me to do  

i dont advise
you see it through 
you'll wanna die 
by twenty-two

ihm2

produced by rot


im sick 
im tired
afflict
desire

ill change 
for you 
the same 
to me



ive waited way too fucking long 
for everything to collide
im back and forth between my brain 
i dont know how to decide
im picking up what i dont want 
i might as well coincide
your nothing new, what do i do, 
i could assess suicide

its 5 am im having issues breathing, 
falling behind 
i prayed to god, know what i saw, 
no i do not wanna die 
its been a year, i still got problems, 
but i came out alive
i need to focus on my health, 
yeah if i wanna survive


if i fell inside of your garden
im calling no one to guard it
ill go straight into a box

i'm looking into your soul 
there's nothing there but a ghoul
im looking straight at a fool 
and theres no one to stop me 

from trying again
i cant decide who 
what why where when 
i think that i got a little problem

ive waited way too fucking long 
for everything to collide
im back and forth between my brain 
i dont know how to decide
im picking up what i dont want 
i might as well coincide
your nothing new, what do i do, 
i could assess suicide

its 5 am im having issues breathing, 
falling behind 
i prayed to god, know what i saw, 
no i do not wanna die 
its been a year, i still got problems, 
but i came out alive
i need to focus on my health, 
yeah if i wanna survive

problem

prod me

lyrics

I, know
im not the one 
im not the one you want me here

oh
im not the one 
im not the one that you want here


not a savior 
not in my own favor 
couldnt comprehend 
a fuckin artificial hater

put me in a coffin 
i dont want it, i dont wanna die 
i just wanna kick it back 
remove the thought of suicide 

im not here so, 
knockin at my door 
i told you 
keep it on the, D low

maybe im aesthetic, 
but i got no fuckin ego 
ima shoot my shot, fuck it 
i dont need a free throw  

got no affinity
sympathy
not for myself your no good to me 

im innocent with infinite anxiety
die for me, cry for me, why would you lie to me

i am no hero 
your probably bugging 
your fucking with him 
now i feel like im nothing

i'm stuttering suffering 
i'm not recovering 
know i'm a fuck up 
but that im discovering

im sorry 
what did i do 
im so confused 
where do i go 

im so sorry
what do i do
where do i go 
what do i do

not a savior 
not in my own favor 
couldnt comprehend 
a fuckin artificial hater

put me in a coffin 
i dont want it, i dont wanna die 
i just wanna kick it back 
remove the thought of suicide 

im not here so, 
knockin at my door 
i told you 
keep it on the, D low

maybe im aesthetic, 
but i got no fuckin ego 
ima shoot my shot, fuck it 
i dont need a free throw  

got no affinity
sympathy
not for myself your no good to me 

im innocent with infinite anxiety
die for me
cry for me
why would you lie to me

i am no hero 
your probably bugging 
your fucking with him 
now i feel like im nothing

i'm stuttering suffering 
i'm not recovering 
know i'm a fuck up 
but that im discovering

I, know
im not the one 
im not the one you want me here

oh
im not the one 
im not the one that you want here

hero

prod. rot

i dont 
i dont 
my bad 
cause i know

my bed 
and i'm cold 
right then 
now i wont

i know 
i know 
your dead 
no i know 

full sweat from 
my bones
upset 
on my phone 

my boat 
my dome 
im stressed 
in my clothes

i wrote 
that nice note 
i hold that 
tightrope

i'm not 
okay 
unfair
but okay 

my sight is 
gone gray
no way 
no way

wait up 
with you 
feels like 
i left you 

listless 
aint true 
text me
it aint blue

uncomfortable

ignore

prod. neverforever

lyrics

fucking addicted to who i dont like 
how i dont fuck up inside of my life 
im so afraid of what ive been due time 
how do i lie 
how do i 

lets go away 
hide in the forest until i decay 
for a while (for a while)
how do i fuck up again til i bleed 
how do i care 

why (why)
why (why)
you 
you 
you (you)
why
oh why 
oh my oh why 
oh

prod me

i just wanna vomit 
im dying in my own bed 
considered getting healthy 
my body doesn't want that

everything is painful 
am i overreacting
am i going unstable
i'm way too good at acting

i feel so fucking awful 
im hiding in my closet 
my emotions i've bottled 
forever wanna block it 

i don't know how to help me 
i'm sorry if i bug you 
i feel so fucking crazy 
i don't know how to save me
im sorry i

painful

prod me 

i dont know how 
i dont know why 
considered who 
wanted to die 

my problems still 
my issues fall 
my brain is numb
no one to call 

i hate this place 
it fucking sucks 
dont wanna die 
i feel like junk

junk II

prod me 

im fucking sick of it all 
im trying bymyself

consider hurting the wall
consistently overwhelmed

i wasnt trying to fall 
unless you tell me yourself 

its getting harder to talk
i'm really trying to yell

what i wanna do 
alleviating all the pain its

extraordinary oxycodone in my basement
cell

artificial 
dopamine receptors 
couldnt drain it

bell

putting it away 
contaminated 
wouldnt face it

dopamine

prod. (pipe bomb)

thought abt it idrk 
never gave a single fuck abt it and i dont 
i'm a butterfly but i dont wanna be alone 
little interaction got me feelin like a ghost 
i dont really wanna know
i dont need an antidote

lately i've been lookin but i feel like i've been fallin
getting hard to stop it 
but i dont knw 

dodgin everybody and i dont know how to drop it 
my phone wont unlock it 
fuck i dont know

ghost

prod. heydium

i feel upset from what i did to you
 wasnt my fault it's just what had occured
probably cold 

then i was shaking 
i'm sorry 
i'm crying 
all because of you
i wish it was differentt

now im contained 
in a box 
i feel lost
in a place 
that i might know will just kill me if i try to heal

why did you walk into traffic
and then had to die
baby i'm sorry 
i hope your not mad

go get some sleep cause 
i wont understand 

im fucking mad at myself for that night 
there wasnt anything that i could do 
looking at your skin and it was all gray 
avoiding the hate that lives in me contained

gray (prod. heydium)

lyrics 

i dont wanna be together 
do you want to 
it'll prolly last forever 
i'm a train wreck 

never i am never better 
in silence
fuck it if you wanted better 
im here

got a nose strip 
that's been livin on my face 
talkin bad abt it 
like you gotta be the better one 

sorry wouldn’t cut it 
but i know im gonna fall for you 
no call for you 

what do i do (do, do, do…do, do)
what do i do (do, do, do…do, do) 
what do i do (do, do, do…do, do)
what do i do (do, do, do…do, do)
what do i do

im here (pipebomb)

lyrics

i dont know how i've been 
i dont know how you are 
terrified of my head 
i'm terrified of the dark

i've been talking alone 
nobody that i'm apart
no diagram that i want 
undiagnosed in my heart

i wanna be there for you 
but i think you dont wanna 
i dont know what do i do 
what do i have to offer

i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont want it

i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont like this

i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont want it

i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont know
i, i, i dont like this

rot

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