Composed by @chinapoet
Cover art; 45.65856250959246, -122.58204516552902

used to be real, now i'm fake - just don't worry about it i'ma do it... again.
contemplation starts... in my brain about some shit i shouldn't do.
about something i should've been open to talk about, now i gotta heal all my thoughts around...

now i gotta, recluse away from everyone i care about..
isolation's the only thing i care about...
chamomile to help all down- all these thoughts.. ooh yeah i'm done now
wish my mom and my brother cared about every sentence i said
but i accept they are, and lay my eyes to rest..
i just hope that they can hear me, the thoughts are burning, it's always killing me..

i wish my mama would hear me, i wish my mama could heal me
one conversation it kills me... knots in my stomach stuck staring at the ceiling..
now i have to use up all my energy, just to figure out what i want from me
at the end of the day i'm only eighteen, but i'm still driving me crazy
my mentals fucked, i'm phasing - my mama won't even save me
this pill on my mouth daily. all in my head i'm racing, dear god please don't ever erase me.. i'm still moving and i'm still changing

i just wanna go home.. i just wanna go home..
fell in the river staring at the sun
today is over yeah, but tmrw comes
tell me how next month is, cause I'll be gone.

running across without permission @chinapoet

dream

Vocals by Noah
Instrumentation by Meredith

Can you fill the water bottle up one more time please

You really like sweets, don't you?

in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

3 with irene 7 with soma and 1rxmi rest is solo

clips fall with irene 1rxmi and soma

Sick！! (prod. kazama nyxo)

prove me right (lesser spirits & shiiranoh)

#aftermath
note: there r no lies here, back in 2022 he literally scared a kid which he had private photos of and extorted her for mobile data alongside his friends who got da same mind as him

u must know bout dis but yo friends dont like ya
better watch on dat backdoor cause we aiming 4 ya
better watch who u trust cause they might snake up on ya
snake up on ya (yaaaaaa)

we dont fuh-uck w u yuh
sending cp's what u do yuh
everyone knows it too yuh
and ur friends said it too yuh
we dont fuh-uck w u yuh
sending cp's what u do yuh
everyone knows it too yuh
and ur friends said it too yuh

who cares if i am a twink? yeah
you've tried to hit me up but ian gon link wit ya
all ur friends told me that u like CP
u should b in jail nxt 2 p. diddy
but lets 4get abt that, go back in tyme
2022, u sextorted a child
ur in facebook tryna ask 4 sum leaks
so u know i gotta sing all ts
(ur a wannabe but we dont want u here
quit on making music we dont want u here
dnt want u here, dnt want u here
i js gotta tell u this but we dont want u here)
fym by false allegations?
we all got proofs of our accusations
dont tell no nun cause u aint a victim
(oh holy shit he js called me a what? what?) (hard rrrrr)

we dont fuh-uck w u yuh
sending cp's what u do yuh
everyone knows it too yuh
and ur friends said it too yuh
we dont fuh-uck w u yuh
sending cp's what u do yuh
everyone knows it too yuh
and ur friends said it too yuh

(i gotta apologize 2 my old friends
i was too egoistic and a fake flex
got caught up in the numbers that my head got big
my head got big but I've changed now)


@iowgen:
dont lie your way out of all of dis
yea, we got proof on yo ass
theres nothing u can do
yeaa
riyuji stop sucking dih
its finally time to say goodbye
goodbyee
good riddance to you, yea i dont wanna see u
goodbyee

prove me right (lesser spirits & shiiranoh)

1rxmi

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