i never thought id live this song when i first listened to it

I hate this shit I’m so done🚶🏽‍♂️💭🥀🖤💔🥲

however weird life gets, at the end of the day I can listen to 1sloan and be content with where I am in my life and feel safe

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
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> processing...
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by design +aldn

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

ur the reason im this way (jane remover)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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everything is art 🖼️ let life be a beautiful mesh
and the luv 4 the game will #breakwalls 🗣️☝️
#skateteam ❤️

life is like an automation clip

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