i never thought id live this song when i first listened to it

I hate this shit I’m so done🚶🏽‍♂️💭🥀🖤💔🥲

however weird life gets, at the end of the day I can listen to 1sloan and be content with where I am in my life and feel safe

shoutout neostalgic for the loop
very nice song that means a lot to me
hope it will to you too <3

lyrics :)
i'm a protector
so i'ma protect her
situation fucking crazy
it's making my head hurt

look at this the right way
you don't wanna get hurt
you've already settled down
you ain't tryna get hurt

think about it clearly, feelings over near me
devil on my shoulder so i know that you don't fear me
if you cry i cry like can you hear me
i need you alive, mean it sincerely

hate me, free your heart of aching
let me look i'll face it
let your demons take me
oh maybe

from the moment i saw you
i knew it was something else
something i couldn't have
but something i was sure as hell
protecting at all costs on my life
and maybe it's wrong, but i'm alright

and we're alright
we'll be just fine
know we're alright
we'll be just fine

protector

spotify :D

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

uh oh (bipxlar)

same timing

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
> begin system reboot
> processing...
> aldn.mp3 playing

by design +aldn

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

lose again (greentop)

everything is art 🖼️ let life be a beautiful mesh
and the luv 4 the game will #breakwalls 🗣️☝️
#skateteam ❤️

life is like an automation clip

1sloan

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