“Im sometimes scared to be myself cuz I don’t think they will like me.” 🗣️💯💯

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

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don't test me!

prod simon m @simonpopdiva goat

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and lately i been feeling better than ever
we dont talk anymore but maybe one day i'll write u a letter
and time goes on and the bond we had continues to sever
yeah i guess i wish i never met her

u say one thing and do another
see the cracks, i see the bluffer
too far gone, im under covers
know that u want me to suffer
look at u i look at my reflection and i hate it
i dont know the last time i felt good emotion, heart's so vacant
like woah woah, im moving so slow
take a pill im gone, i just do it all to cope
im just losing myself time and time again, im losing hope
maybe one day i can really love again, reap what i sow
like
what u really want from me, begging for my attention
(i know that i) love u and i hate u, got me torn over this tension
(feels like ur just) using me, these memories are stuck in my retention
(tryna get u) out of my head but i still see u in my mentions

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and ive been doing better
shoutout to my friends cuz without em i would never
be in this position so for them ima be better
fuck the opposition ima go up, go getter

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out of spite (simon m)

prod @012207 x @1wuko
w/ @dpf617 + @fvtl

lyrics

(ransom)

i stay focused on the past
always trippin over what i can and cannot have
i keep giving it my all im still finishing in last
i been tryna ball but they never tryna pass
honest to god ur the reason im still doing what im doing
wake up in the morning got a reason to keep moving
pick it apart
little by little
idk when to stop
feeling like im stuck in the middle

(dpf)

gotta stop
feelin like im stuck in the middle
i been up all night
eyes bloodshot baby
gonna ball till i fall
ion wanna get lazy
am i ever gonna make it
shit ion know maybe
yea life getting hard but im counting my blessings
always walking w the grip keep this shit for protection
man i wish i hit it raw but im using protection
shawty bad asf but i ain't learning a lesson
slow it down
get paid its a new day
whole club going up
on tuesday
ion rly care what he say she say
gotta a bag now i run it like a relay
times change and i aint who i was
things change i aint stuck in a moment
been falling out with people that i love
got the world in my hands now bitch i gotta own it

(fvtal)

so stuck up on acceptance
i thought by now, i'd learn my lesson
guess not we move
its a new day
you're right i'm wrong
yeah touche
they so blinded and they dont see the vision
stop what you're doing and just take a listen
imma run that shit back one more time yeah

i don't wanna leave but i don't wanna stay here
wanna stop time oh my yeah this aint fair
try so hard, only gets so far
(x2)

inthemiddle w/ dpf + fvtal (baz , wuko)

@prodjerry
@0helper
prod @koukitsu

https://open.spotify.com/track/74B14WknyzHk2WVigAUMpY?si=2ad4e7d4e8e54cd2

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issues (ft. jerry, helper)

Roundabout ft. kurtis prod. yungspoiler

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

prod me
@chanelfather

lyrics:

helper:

every time i wanna go outside you're there
papparazzi on my ass yeah they sure think that im aware
so lets go
i can take you million times in a row
and i can touch the sky
that shits impossible to you
and my heart's cauterized 
and yo ass baked like nba2k oh
and i feel like we're better when we're together
and ur way too busy runnin ur mouth
got biscotti and no one can take my shawty from me
gettin my flex up while yo shit is goin south
talk shit and then that repost goin down
and u said that im a person, not a fool, fuck you
now im getting dirty flashbacks when i thought that we were cool
oh, oh, you're wasting my time

im so damn original yeah i can find my own way out
people try to copy me but every time i spaz on the track
and im losing my god damn mind
everything i do is a waste of time
(2x)

shits none of your business why u gotta be so nosy all the time
but there's blood on my hair and i just wanna disappear
and i love you less the more we talk
and my brain is flooded with these thoughts
and i do not give a fuck
no second thoughts i feel like miley on my hot shit
but i guess that's how it is
and i dont know why im like this all the god damn-

catchin the opps and im freezin the bag
thats so fuckin original to me
and im thinkin and thinkin and thinkin about what we had
and i fucked up real bad
everything is in the past
and that boy he need a glow up real bad
u look better with the lights out
doesnt everyone?
cars are flippin all around me and i dont know what's goin on
what do u expect me to do?
im like nothin but a shell of a man

chanel:

everything is different nothing feel like the past
only thing that stayed the same was me gettin racks
you know imma different breed take a look at the facts
hunnid rounds ion the drum imma make this shit blast
only got 1 blunt imma make this shit last
if these pussies talkin down they can hold my sack
i been workin day n night a man like me dont need rest
give a fucc about the numbers bitch i know im the best
only feel like im chanel when i be high off the dope
and when im sober i just feel so weird i dont even know
how to feel or what to say
all i do is push away
all my people say they miss me
but they aint gon do this with me
couple shots up out that fye make em crispy
kick her out but she come back jus like a frisbee
smokin crack up out the pipe i know its risky
yea im on my grown man shit sippin whisky

helper:

im so damn original yeah i can find my own way out
people try to copy me but every time i spaz on the track
and im losing my god damn mind
everything i do is a waste of time
(2x)

they designed me to get better and better
this aint no contradiction im switchin moods like the weather
and all they do is talk about it
so they copy me
i know u wanna see some more
u just want a feature to get off the floor
everyone is beggin like just parle-moi
i just know u wanna be like me
like me me me me meeee

original w/ chanelfather

THANK YOU ALL FOR 400 FOLLOWERS I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU<3

pic u up (iann+monaco)

checkout @srrygate and @faun0
(Produced By Slicky)
no idea if anyone is gonna read this but should i make a discord for then people who listen to me and stuff lmk

lyrics

got my ears open
when i listen u baby
ik ur tellin me jus the
right news, i mean
lemme take it back
lemme take it back
to a time where i cared
i cared

2001 i’m makin it fun like
woah woah
reeboks wit the wear and tear
they need to go
chanel wit my father
we goin straight to soho
funeral in the middle
that’s the shit i need to know

pick up my shit then i
leave leave leave
got what i
need need need
ur so fucking entitled
you watch me
bleed bleed bleed
you got me suicidal
you cannot
see see see
i’m losing all my vitals
jus go help me pls

(faun)
think i need to call the doctor
blood is all over the floor
styrofoam never gets any older
think i needa see some more of u- more of u
soundproof my heart away
(i think i ne-ne-need- call the- doc-doc-)
whats it like to fall in love?
we talk shit behind the doors
too toxic, yeah i cant touch it
and i just stood there and laughed
feel like i was someone that was stuck in the past
and now that i know, i can never go back
2001, do shit just for fun

i’m on my grind 24/7
i will be fine no intervention
woah woah
now i’m done

(faun)
2001, like i ever saw this comin to us
you and me are a tragedy so lets skip to the love
i'll never go back-back-back-
told me to get my bag
mafucka needa watch his back
because i'm comin for ya

(gate)
Comin, She said that she wont ever do no loving
But fuck it
And lets just change the subject
Cause youve been toxic
and i dont think that you would notice
or notice meee

Life long
She said that she would never get her rights wrong
2001 one one
kick my feet up on the desk
Id love you more if I could rest
Your bugging me is this a test
You catch me swerving off a bridge
I just put 90 on the dash

Im not mad im dissappointed
cause I knew where this was going
And I knew that you would run
But I aint know that you would die
Time to say goodbye

2001 +helper and srrygate

EPISODE 3/5!!!!!!!!
featuring the frakin GOAT @t1gerstar!!!!
everything produced by me
inspired by tsubi club and internet girl

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

shoutout @caprilol / @c4v 
shoutout @1crusafix

lyrics:

(capri what the fuckkkkkk)

[@1mosh]
i know you wont ever change me
just got newtone i feel like capri
why did you stab me in my fucking back
im living lavish you know that you'll never do that

you finna go go go i said see u there!
you'll never know know know if it'll ever be fair
like woah woah woah always giving you that stare
i cant fold fold fold so just tell me when and where!!

it's all mine! (capri reference)
tell me what to do
saying all that shit but you never gave me proof now
oh well
i will never slow down
telling me you doing all that shit i said bro how

you all knowwww
when im coming back
all you gotta do is wish imma make it thru this track
oh wow
i dont know the plan
only wanna make it past where i began.

(repeated hook background vocals)

[@1crusafix]
i-i-im with mosh 
and we blowin up
talkin on the net grab the pole we gon wet em up
bullets in his head teach a lesson if u fuck with us
yeah he got me second guessing drop the addy pullin up

bands in my pockets
holding on that 5 6
send that boy to heaven like his mfin dawgs is
get it back in blood
he gon try and run
i been doin drugs
i might fuck it up

yous a bitch up on my momma i cant lie
everytime im on the block swear you always up inside
yeah im lookin through the streets you aint ever up in sight
cause you know if i find you i'll probably talk ur life

im afflicted
everybody saying that im fucking different
yeah you send me shit up in the dms never listen
send that boy to god i aint even fuckin christian
talkin on my bros imma pull up with a smith&&&&&&

[@1mosh]
it's all mine! 
tell me what to do
saying all that shit but you never gave me proof now
oh well
i will never slow down
telling me you doing all that shit i said bro how

you all knowwww
when im coming back
all you gotta do is wish imma make it thru this track
oh wow
i dont know the plan
only wanna make it past where i began.

(repeated hook background but this time its chopped)

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

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