@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

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prod @1spooz
the support has been crazy ty guys so much <3
also go listen on spotify >;( (link next to "more" button)

amv by @alrunaxo <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjMLDmklf9Q

everybody talks about me
and i don't really blame them
and everybody's laughing
i've been feeling really down i need caffeine
and my blood's pouring out i might be dying

crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up
im a crazy little reject
tying up these loose ends
i keep fucking losing
and im tired of it all
baby i dont really talk at all
and i always end up fucking up

i just wanna reset
go back to the past i don't need this
baby i won't be there
don't give me a mean glare
askin can i read
i don't know
ain't receive it

but i don't see it
and i'm skipping the queue
can you feel it?
everything that you do
you can't leave it
and i can't find a reason

crazy little reject

+ @1wondir
prod @1spooz
inspired by @threedimensionsapart

@1spooz
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel dead

ur voice is all i hear
these places far but they feel near

im too scared to talk back
i cant sleep cuz we always come back again
and u hate when i say this
i just want this to be over im praying

@1wondir
n if ur scared ill run away
lights on til the sky turns gray
send injections to my face
its not my fault i rot away

n i saw it
every single word lay on my conscious
i’m lost n i’m fallin
got me sick to my stomach too often

p.s: this song took 3 months to finally finish lmao

11 +wondir

all me @1spooz
>ty @vvvalll for being a W friend <3

wont u call me up
i promise i wont miss it
when i mess up
we kiss and she forgives me
baby do u ever listen?
its a curse and i cant lift it

yeah she stole my first kiss
and i dont know how to feel about it
its okay its okay
i didnt really mind it :)
im sorry for all that i said
i didnt really mean it
theres no way theres no way
ill ever get to see it
so dont you look at me
ive got a grin all on my face
feeling ugly
im not offended in the least
but ive got a little question
would u care to answer in earnest?

do u love me
do u love me
do u love me
do u love me

(more of this to come)

first kiss

all me @1spooz
love u itai <3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ImKIc6HB6U

what u told me last week
i dont remember anymore
blacked out lights out
now im rolling on the floor
never thought about it then
7 years to 24
never cared about a thing
now im breaking down my door

hard work always leading to nothing
and i want the validation so i feel like im something
its a double edged sword i dont wanna try it
losing all my time to the music i'm loving
that thing u said i dont like it
and i dont wanna talk anymore
this shits overdone i dont want it
all the drama what happened to fun
gotta turn around 24/7
so i dont get stabbed in the back again
i dont wanna friends i dont like ur music
it’s dumb and i dont like the mix

all me @1spooz

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

all me @1spooz
twitter has me all sorts of fucked up

woke up in a cold sweat
you thought about ending it all
you're not done yet
take a deep breath
i know you're upset
but don't you tell me about how

your mental said
i’ll be happy when i'm dead
it’s a way one way choice i’d rather not
you’d better stop
go and grab the knife and stab it through wall
or put it down
smash it on some rocks
you make the choice
will it be the right one
will it be the right one
i know you’re sad
i know it seems there's no hope left
but if you try just one more time
maybe you’ll be fine
you'll find someone worth living for

you have a nice dream you should chase it
hell it might work out
it might work out
all my dreams are silly
i forgot about em all then i
woke up in a cold sweat
you thought about ending it all
you're not done yet
take a deep breath
i know you're upset
but don't you tell me about how

what my mental said

+ @rans0m
prod @012207 my goat<3, @hiiidrax, @bsunnn

@1spooz
every time i dont wanna be here
u just drag me back
to the drugs and the aphrodisiacs
i cant tell i cant tell
if u love me
through the lust and the secret agendas
u dont trust me
laying secret cameras around my house
(what the fuck is this)
every second somebodys watching
i gotta keep a gun
u know that aint fun
i got better shit to do
leave me alone

@rans0m
it hasnt been that easy but i did it by myself
you were alot of things but u werent any help
and ik i could be selfish but u put my life thru hell
idk if anything will improve only time will tell
ima make it sell
brodie got locked up so we had 2 get him out on bail
make it rain make it hale
i got aim guns prevail
i got aim i can see clear
spinning on his block u dont rly wanna b there

@1spooz
got a deathrow inmate as a girlfriend
what the fuck?
i want out
i want out
i want out
yeah just tell me what u want from me
ill hand everything i have over to u
i want out

secret agent

secret agenda +rans0m (baz, drax, bsun)

everything by me @1spooz
cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

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