bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5tAXiV5Ty4zKs0Bjd45qXr?si=075203ff1f204884

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
mix n master by me
sc compressor is a pain
my best song, hope you enjoy

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making up some stupid shit that doesnt matter at all
i fucking hate it here, wish i was never involved
i swear i'll move across the country fucking hate it all
i swear if you were in my shoes you would just take them off
and it's not like i'm trying,
to be what you want
i cannot put up with lying,
or tell me it's my fault
so don't you dare look in my eyes and act like you're so appalled
i get hurt so many times, i guess it's all just my fault

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,

don't give a fuck bout what the cost is
i've been feeling nauseous
laying in my bed and you would be the one to start shit
don't know where i fuckin' lost it
"what's with you and being honest?"
yea you told me it'd get better, and you motherfuckin' promised
yea i got this dream
that you were nowhere near me
that you would fucking fear me
look in my eyes so clearly,
fed up with you
yea you watch and reuse
how i fall apart,
and i don't know what to do so,

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so

breathe

mixed and produced by me.

[Intro]
Kaden, I love you

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 1]
Broken, and you know it
A blade to my wrist is the thing I'm fucking toting
And I'm hurtin' the only thing that you fuckin' knowin'
Cause I won't let nobody in after this fuckin' moment

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 2]
Step back, that's all I need just a step back
Feeling a hundred degrees, I don't like that
When I'm around you, it feels like hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Outro]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

tribulation

https://open.spotify.com/album/3RSb91NSjdPRzSQPLhoTMR
prod: @prodbyjoshwa <3 
mixed by: @oroahh <3 + myself 
lyrics: 
 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone
no, oh, tell me when ur back
please dont call my phone

(4cf) 
stop calling my  phone up
and especially don’t be texting me
I-
got
21 questions for you
all them why you repping me now?
playing games not meant for me
you said I won’t never be
half of like what I am now
but you rock with the POPSTAR
killing my energy
ok
this shit expected
i peeped your story you mentioned
but it was radio silence back then
i see yo intentions
talk to the wall like it listens
and take yo pride to the fishes
let it swim in
you got yourself to blame
if I’m being distant
ok you know why-

 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone

(tsuyunoshi)
puff smoke inhale i cant see shit
fuck the ppl who said i wont ever be shit
time and time again, i been losing friends
and i don’t feel like making amends
all you bitches acting like u toxic
i dont want your love anymore, i wanna talk shit
dissing on my name, dgaf bitch
u steady thinking bout me, chase a bag 
time and time again, bitches acting like they fans
and i’m tired of seeing it, sippin too slow on arsenic
and i been feelin
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow

stream everywhere!

star w/ 4cf & tsuyunoshi (joshwa)

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

yungspoiler beat

https://open.spotify.com/track/6etCzRbJ1l9hMi1X0OQSuD?si=609b87a56b0a42e7

broke down my door(all plats)

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

@9blare
https://open.spotify.com/album/5Xc17PORdWAnbEfeTKDjzE?si=6G4uWeffSa66Sgqs-bX16w

drugs and pop w/blare

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good day

I need to fix this
Fix this for good
How do I stop feeling this way
How do I stop feeling I lose

What can I do
To feel content
What can I do to feel satisfied
What can I do
What can I do

Why do I still feel lost
Why do I still feel anger
Why do I still feel lost
Why do I still feel anger

Because

I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose
I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose

Because

There's a reason
That this has happened
Because I was destined
To do bigger things
Help the injury
Help the weak
Help the hurt
Help the freaks

Because

I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose
I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose

Because

Because

I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose
I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose

I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose
I still need self-compassion
I still need a sense of purpose

Because
Because
Because
Because
Because




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