dl 10

1. sleepwalking 
2. reflex ++ @chrxmey
3. whisper 
4. glider
5. goodnite n go **shrine rework**
6. 30 ROUND CLIP KRAEYSHAWN (edit)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1WbqMDMuytMWdH2pU3FqYk?si=27GTiWL-TS-b5lcbWVG8bA&dl_branch=1

fortune

https://soundcloud.com/ayrie/vzhnmr9kr57t with @lilac

faste-y-y-yy

where's the exit?
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape
https://instagram.com/lostmyescape

spotify

awake for days

https://open.spotify.com/track/20FvEMmlaDiurAViHZpzru?si=f35074e2798a480a
@winter
we jus be in our houses.... we jus been in our houses like #WOW 😐😐😕
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape
https://twitter.com/nemui25636406

mixed emotions @winter

big thanks to my home boy nick for helpin me finish this 1 🙏🙏
@shrinemaiden2

https://twitter.com/chrxmey
https://www.instagram.com/iinsinceree/

fangs +shrinemaiden

Hi, 
I am so sorry. I... I left so many friends apart without saying nothing like an egoist. So sorry for that... 
Let's say the fact 
I prolly never comeback. 
Life been changing a lot recently, music has kinda left my life, I dont really know why... 
Guys, 
To, everyone who listened to my music, who collaborated with me or just talked to me, just know that I will never forget you. nver. You all shaped a part of me through these 3 years. I just wanted to say it.
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Coexistence means here the co-living of 2 sides of me, like always. It's like I never know and never knew who I am, always fluctuating between 2 mindsets, 2 sides... 
I just want to feel things different now... I need someone, someone that I can give love to & protect, someone to hold on to & someone that understand me.
Feel kinda crushed ngl.
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Hope you'll enjoy that little music composition, was quite refreshing to make 
I am invitating you to transalte the titles (the ones in french) to make yout own interpretation of each track <3

Tracklist
0.00 Life's too short to be hopeless

1:46 @lainetowers

2:58 A flower petal floating in the fresh air of countryside during spring season

4:27 œil perçant

5:25 Bootleg of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMR3o19IlKw 

7:27 Is suffering necessary to happiness ? 

8:33 Falling in a deep blue ocean close to 9pm

10:20 Je veux juste juste partagés des moments avec toi, rire avec toi, te serrer dans mes bras et croiser mes yeux dans les tiens <3

12:17 Colombe virevoltante 

14:38 Suis-je déjà trop vieux ? Ai-je déjà tout waste de ma jeunesse ? 

15:55 seaside wind 

17:18 aimons nous
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Love you all, fr </33333

ib @y4ndere @lilac @winter @ev333 @kyoakyo @tekea @jugglyfe @chrxmey

Coexistence ep + *✧･ﾟ:* laine *✧･ﾟ:*

id gladly die to see u again

carried by @kyoakyo

traumabond @kyoakyo

Aster

‎‧₊˚✧ in your eyes ✧˚₊‧ w/almogfx

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

you should see yourself through my eyes,
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[REDACTED]
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you cannot be my savior.
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[MISSPOKEN]
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shout out to @dxlly808 for inviting me to make a promo for his latest drum kit <3
https://soundcloud.com/dxlly808/free-dxlly-newmetaldrumkit-w-friends
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[INTERLUDE]
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original song: XXXTENTACION - KING
https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/king
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[REMAIN]
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no one could.
enjoy <3
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leave my life in your hands

unlucky

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