I ft on ilys track called Unfortunate, I own none of this but the ft

original- https://soundcloud.com/txtsinbox/unfortunate

Unfortunate /w eyelee

Lyrics

Eyelee/ Verse 1

one more night im on the floor
i close my eyes just waiting for
one more try i need some more
give me one more night ill just ignore

Chorus

one more night im on the floor
i close my eyes just waiting for
ive got no time so give me more

V1Al/Eyelee 

ill take my life just to be yours

Eyelee/ Verse 2

you cannot convince me that you were right
every single night we just put on fights
ive been thinking about it wanna end my life
you cant walk around it i know i was right

Eyelee/ Chorus

one more night im on the floor
i close my eyes just waiting for
ive got no time so give me more
ill take my life just to be yours

V1Al.mp4/ verse 1

Get your head away from my shoulder
I dont want to see your tears, 
I dont wanna hear your fears, 
Get your place away from the corner, 
I dont wanna be around unless im hearing the sound of your screams as you go down beneath the water, 
I dont wanna hear all your shit,
your a bother
I dont understand 
what was your plan
to be trickery, 
or to try to trick me 


V1Al.mp4/ verse 2

I waited for you
patiently waiting,
I then I took my brain, and I guess I started facing, the facts
its the truth
you didnt really care
you just left me waiting, standing there
just to realize you left
you put our past behind us and took the next step, 
with out me, now you see, 
what its like to sit and be patiently waiting

Waiting w/.eyelee

Lyrics-

V1Al------------------------------------

Yeahhhh
i dont wanna die #3 
just like that heart stopped, beat broken,  untopped, now im here just lieing down on my bed 

these thoughts inside my brain, they drive me fucking insane, and im here living with this god forsaken pain, she put me through this hell, well god I wish you well, I guess i have to say goodbye anyway, 

My heart is colder then a ice storm, and shes not there to help keep it warm 

Well god I guess thats it, you put me through all of this shit, and now you say goodbye, after all the shit you tried, you made me fall in love, then you took it all away, said bye indefinitely, and now Im just in shame 

ilee--------------------------------------

you took me down, then get back up
what do I do now, ill try enough, you already lost me, im not coming back thats less sleep, and you can never stop me ive put all my pain past me, you cant stop me from solving all your problems, we're way behind, but I dont mine.

V1Al and ilee---------------------------

these thoughts inside my brain, they drive me fucking insane, and im here living with this god forsaken pain, she put me through this hell, well god I wish you well, I guess i have to say goodbye anyway.

Goodbye Anyway /ft. eyelee

Lyrics-

----------------Intro---------------
People often feel pain from heartbreak over the loss of love, but a broken heart can be an actual medical diagnosis, the technical term is broken heart syndrome it's potentially a deadly stressed induced heart attack that doctors say is but its not just a trope of fiction, broken heart syndrome is real and in very rare cases it can even be fatal.

---------------Verse1--------------

Spøøka-
Yeah, all my time is ticking, I just keep reminiscing, I just need some drugs, instead of fucking love, no I don't need your touch, no I don't need your care, you weren't even there, yeah you never gave a shit, about me in general, are relationship, was just sinful, far from simple, it's not what I want, I just wanted you to care

---------------Verse2--------------

V1Al-
Was it all a lie, I'm losing track of time, cause when we were together you went and stole mine, I thought I was yours, it didn't turn out to be true, I thought you would stayed through, but you left and said fuck you.

Give me some drugs, pass me some alcohol cause I need to get you off my mind, this relationship had me truly blind, from a girl trying to rip out my spine, instead of fucking love, she came through and fucked my life up, changed me to fuck I've had enough, still wish we never broke up.

---------------Verse3--------------

Juneveix-
All the time you cross my mind, I rip it out so I don't lie, your pretty face makes me feel alive, your pretty face makes me feel like I wanna die, die, die, I wanna die, die , die, all the time, I wanna die, die, die all the time, I just wanna Die,

3x-(die, die, die, I wanna die, die , die, all the time, I wanna die, die, die all the time, I just wanna Die,) 

Instead Of Fucking Love

Instead Of Fucking Love w/ Juneveix, Spøøka

Lyrics-

______________Intro______________
SpazzMental-
Voices in my head three knives in my heart I should have been dead I could see it from the start You caught me by the wings You threw me from this height And even though it stings I never took the flight I didn't want to fight Don't want to lie to you You took all my light Yet you never fucking knew

_____________Chorus_____________
Eyelee-
tell me whats been going on in the thoughts in your head
doing better but youd rather be dead
just thinking about the last words you said
but i won at the end

tell me whats been going on with the blood in ur hands
and the knife thats sat on ur bed
and the whole rooms torn to shreds
its a nightmare that just never ends

_____________Verse______________
V1Al-
Look, I can explain, it's not mine It's not my blade, it was just chillen on the bed, covered in blood, but I feel like it's just way to much, see can you not see what I believe what I mean when I say that I've seen this thing all over my dream, and I was found surrounded by all of this Bling, looking like a king, left here in the middle of a crime scene, 

The Demons take me, take me away, and I know you will not see me for another decade, I'm non existent I'm just trying to live realistic, it's my own time, I feel I'm fine, it's my own time, I know it's my dream, and if you take it away, a nightmare you will see


_____________Chorus_____________
Eyelee-
tell me whats been going on in the thoughts in your head
doing better but youd rather be dead
just thinking about the last words you said
but i won at the end

tell me whats been going on with the blood in ur hands
and the knife thats sat on ur bed
and the whole rooms torn to shreds
its a nightmare that just never ends

Nightmare

Nightmare w/ Eyelee, SpazzMental

Figure It Out /ft. eyelee

this is Spookas song I featured on

Lyrics-

Intro----
My name is Julia, and I am 19 years old, in 2017 I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, 

I lost my daughter, my first born child 

I had anxiety since I was a little kid, I always had this feeling that something terrible was going to happen, and that presented itself as a tightness in my chest, 

They had to struggle with depression 

But then the next question you have to ask is, well, are you depressed or do you have a terrible life, or is it some combination of the two. 

1st Verse ------
Spøøka-
Yeah I wish that I could get over this slump (get over these thoughts), feel like I'm just going to run away, just keep making stupid mistakes, my whole body aches, yeah I'm so stressed with the holy stakes that I'm held to, nobody asks can I help you, but in reality what can I help do. 

2nd Verse ------
Juneveix-
What can I do to help you, you never smile like the way you used to, (used to), I never wanted to hurt you, I miss the smell of your perfume, you know she bad when she opens her heart, and she'll never give up, no matter how hard, I know your crying, but im here alive, baby one day you know ima make you mine. 

3rd Verse ------
V1Al-
Open my heart to my feelings, then you left me waiting as I'm dying on the floor, and I know what I'm doing, and you call me for sure, no I can not do this anymore, you said you love me but you never did, and now im right here and I'm throwing a fit, take back your ring and take all your gifts, no girl you will never be missed

Open Hearts /Sped Up (ft. Spooka, Juneveix)

Lyrics-

---------------Intro---------------- 

I'm broken, and Noone can fix it 

--------------Verse 1-------------- 

They ask how I've been, I reply that I'm ok 

Obviously I'm lying, sure I got alot to say 

My mind is kinda fed up, my color turned to grey 

Used to live and breath in the light, but now my place is the shade 

--------------Chorus--------------- 

Am I OK, or am I broken 

Demons follow me, they got me choken 

My minds mute, no words can be spoken 

Inside of me, a virus has been growing 

I can see now that I've been chosen 

Look at me now, cause I'm the one showing 

They ask me how, I've been doin 

And my only reply is I'm broken 

--------------Verse 2-------------- 

They drive me insane 

With this dark cloud over my brain 

And it's giving me a migrane 

As I sit here in my shame 

It's pulling me deep into the ground, Like I 

Had some coffin around, but I'm still looken alive 

--------------Chorus--------------- 

Am I OK, or am I broken 

Demons follow me, they got me choken 

My minds mute, no words can be spoken 

Inside of me, a virus has been growing 

I can see now that I've been chosen 

Look at me now, cause I'm the one showing 

They ask me how, I've been doin 

And my only reply is I'm broken 

---------------Bridge-------------- 

I'm ok, I swear I will be fine, I promise I will be alright 

I'm ok, I swear I will be fine, I promise I will go take my life 

---------------Chorus-------------- 

Am I OK, or am I broken 

Demons follow me, they got me choken 

My minds mute, no words can be spoken 

Inside of me, a virus has been growing 

I can see now that I've been chosen 

Look at me now, cause I'm the one showing 

They ask me how, I've been doin 

And my only reply is I'm broken 

---------------Outro--------------- 

I'm broken

I'm brOKen /Sped Up

Waiting /Sped Up (ft.eyelee)

Instead of Fucking Love /Sped Up (ft. Spooka, Juneveix)

made this sick shit with 1klane @ilyl2ne ✶, a underground artist, he's fire tho, go check him out fr

Eye on You (ft. 1klane)

Lyrics-

She's got a rebel heart and
a punk rock soul
She's got a look that could
kill a heart of gold

She's got a fire in her eyes
and a wild streak
She's the kind of girl I need,
 that makes you feel alive and
free

Chorus:
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen, living in a world
unseen
She's got a spirit that can't
be tamed, a heart that
can't be claimed
She's a force to be
reckoned with, a girl you just
can not forget
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen, and she's the one pulling the string

Verse 2:
She's got a leather jacket
and a killer smile
She's got a way of making
you feel alive for a while
She's got a band t-shirt
and ripped up jeans
She's the kind of girl that
makes you believe in your
dreams

Chorus:
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen, living in a world
unseen
She's got a spirit that can't
be tamed, a heart that
can't be claimed
She's a force to be
reckoned with, a girl you
can't forget
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen, and she's the one pulling the strings

Bridge:
shes the one that already knows who she wants to be, she's the one that will make you find out and see

Chorus:
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen, living in a world
unseen
She's got a spirit that can't
be tamed, a heart that
can't be claimed
She's a force to be
reckoned with, a girl you
can not forget
Oh, she's a punk rock
queen

(Prod. by 17Letters X Slaying lbis)

Punk Rock Queen

Lyrics-

Pain inside my brain, knowing what's at stake, 

I got this pain inside my head, I got this pain inside my heart and it was because of you and I know I never should of start

All of this sadness going through your head, I know I shouldn't of caused this and we would both be dead

Is it my own heart or is it my own brain, should I have let you go, but girl you were a little bit insane,

And now I know what I did when I signed up to your contract, 

You were a devil in a skirt and that was a flashback to the time when I knew you, when I thought you were better, when I knew you were someone that I could trust whenever, 

but you changed, and now I know that in my brain, you were just a distant memory, and now it's just a shame,

Is it my own personal excuse for my excuses,do I need to be better or am I just super useless,

Do I not understand why you are there or why you're not, why did I give you a poem, why did I give you a shot,

I actually trusted everything I thought we fucking had, but in the end I guess I should just be glad, that it fucking happened even though, you broke my soul,

You fucking broke, 

everything inside my head you took it all away, every thought and every fucking distant memory, I know that it's just you talking through my brain, knowing that it was you that was causing me to go insane,

Was it me being to kind to you, was it me spending all my hard made, all my dough, is it just the way that I said I loved you,

Was it to early for you, was it to early for you,

Did you not understand when I told you I loved you, was it just something that couldn't ever get through to you,

 did you not ever know when I told you that you were the greatest, thing that ever happened, but now I guess thats in the latest, 

Time of my period, I know that it's my own way, knowing I can get to you, and I know one day,

That you will be there, waiting right here, waiting for me to walk by as you look away and stare

Signed Contract /Sped Up

Lyrics-

(Juneveix Verse 1)

Bitch you know im Heartless, and no matter what the cost is, I'm a scientist, why you brought all this, Not shit, all these drugs make me Nauseous, problems, why you hating while im on top, and I'm sick of all the shit talk.
--
(V1Al Verse 2)

Yeah cause I'm seldom, I don't even think I need help, heldom, I don't even really think I got this, think I need a psychiatrist, cause I got all these mental problems, up inside of me, I feel I'm dying, and everything I thought, and now im crying, everything I need is outside of me, knowing I need help, I got all these issues, and I don't know how, to keep them under control, I need all of the things I can get before I hit my soul, I swear Ive hit rock bottom, knowing I have nowhere to go, I swear I've hit rock bottom, knowing I lost control, I needed help, but you left me stranded me alone, now all I fear is darkness and I don't have hope
--
(V1Al Verse 3)

Yeah, I fucking loved her, she left me, and I hated it, but she was a fucking liar, a fake, and a hypocrite, and it makes me sick thinking of the things we did, it makes me sick, falling in love with a piece of shit

Heartless /sped up (ft. Juneveix)

Lyrics-


(V1Al) 

I can't keep doing this shit anymore, I want to get the fuck out this world, shut the door, I don't know why I keep trying to keep the peace, when all I do is wanna go back to sleep, my Demons they overtake my mind, I just wanna be found and left behind, I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be found, I just wanna be somewhere else, I don't need help, I don't need it, I know that if I put my mind together, I'll rightfully keep it, and I don't need a motherfucking reason, swear to God if I put my shit together, I'll call it treason 

----------------------------------- 

(DistraughtRads)


Someone save me, 

please I'm begging 

drowning deeper in this sorrow, 

I've created nothing great 

with the time spent on this earth, 

just let me fade 

----------------------------------- 

(DistraughtRads and V1Al)


Broken, I mend, this pain. 

I sit, here waiting, full of shame. 

I feel, life is, pulling me away. 

----------------------------------- 

(DistraughtRads)


I confess, I'm not the best 

But I'll give you everything if you give me a test 

I will show you 

What I can do 

Please let me prove myself 

Earn your love is all I want, 

save me from this pit of dark, 

I created for myself, 

can't get get out by myself 

----------------------------------- 

(yvnglvst)


I know that you hate the way I lie to your face, when I'm not around, you hold me down, deep underground, Bury me, I don't deserve you, (I know that you hate the way I lie to your face, when I'm not around, you hold me down, deep underground, Bury me, I don't deserve you)

Broken Pain (ft. DistraughtRads, yvnglvst)

Lyrics-

(V1Al)

I can't keep doing this shit anymore, I want to get the fuck out this world, shut the door, I don't know why I keep trying to keep the peace, when all I do is wanna go back to sleep, my Demons they overtake my mind, I just wanna be found and left behind, I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be found, I just wanna be somewhere else, I don't need help, I don't need it, I know that if I put my mind together, I'll rightfully keep it, and I don't need a motherfucking reason, swear to God if I put my shit together, I'll call it treason

-----------------------------------

(DistraughtRads)

Someone save me,

please I'm begging

drowning deeper in this sorrow,

I've created nothing great

with the time spent on this earth,

just let me fade

-----------------------------------

(DistraughtRads and V1Al)

Broken, I mend, this pain.

I sit, here waiting, full of shame.

I feel, life is, pulling me away.

-----------------------------------

(DistraughtRads)

I confess, I'm not the best

But I'll give you everything if you give me a test

I will show you

What I can do

Please let me prove myself

Earn your love is all I want,

save me from this pit of dark,

I created for myself,

can't get get out by myself

-----------------------------------

(yvnglvst)

I know that you hate the way I lie to your face, when I'm not around, you hold me down, deep underground, Bury me, I don't deserve you, (I know that you hate the way I lie to your face, when I'm not around, you hold me down, deep underground, Bury me, I don't deserve you)

Broken Pain /Sped Up (ft. DistraughtRads, Yvnglvst)

(Sterling The Fallen)

I don't know why, I hate the sky, makes me cry, just wanna be in your dreams, can't you see inside of me, inside of me, I want to be set free, loving you has me in a rutt, can't you see im just a slut, don't know why I even try, Hate the look inside your eye, glaring at me has me fearing, I hate the sky, don't know why I even try


V1Al

Cause you pull my strings, like a fucking marionette, I wanna get outa here, but I know I'm not finished yet, will you please take back all the stupid shit you said, cause I'm going crazy, having thos last words, stuck in my head, and I feel like I can't even fucking go to bed, because of the fucking words in my head, man the fucking words in my head, I don't wanna play your fucking game, I just wanna fucking escape, you really lied to me, why did I think we could be, something but we're nothing, now I never well never be something but we're nothing, now I know that we're, never be better, now we won't ever, find a way to be in love with me, 


Never Enough /Sped Up (ft. Starling The Fallen)

I ft. on eyelees new song called so high, check it out normal on his profile, or Sped Up here, hope you enjoy

eyelee - so high /Sped Up (ft. V1Al)

Lyrics-

_____________Intro_______________

Ayyyy

I FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE

MY HEART IS SORE

____________Chorus______________

YOU WERE MY HEART YOU WERE MY
FEELING

NOW IT IS JUST FUCKING SINKING INSIDE

STILL LOVE YOU

CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND

AND NOW IM SO DAMN TEMPTED

I CAN NOT BE SO DAMN SUPPRESIVE

TAKE EVERYONES ADVICE, TIME TO JUST EMBRACE MY HATRED

_____________Verse 1_____________

You can't leave me alone

Got no calls on my phone

Up in my mind, I only think social Suicide

You left me to think

You took everything away

Leave me be like a old Stray

And now it's clear as glass

You never cared about my ass

And I thought so much of you truthfully

Well I guess Fuck it, Fuck you, Might as well Fuck me

_____________Chorus_____________

YOU WERE MY HEART YOU WERE MY
FEELING

NOW IT IS JUST FUCKING SINKING INSIDE

STILL LOVE YOU

CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND

AND NOW IM SO DAMN TEMPTED

I CAN NOT BE SO DAMN SUPPRESIVE

TAKE EVERYONES ADVICE, TIME TO JUST EMBRACE MY HATRED

_____________Bridge______________

You left me waiting down, you should follow

Can you not see I'm in some sorrow

I have so much to fucking say, but sure push me away, forget me

What did you want, less or more

Maybe it's my fault, never love a Whore

I never have to make these songs, but you made me go and make this one
____________Chorus______________

YOU WERE MY HEART YOU WERE MY
FEELING

NOW IT IS JUST FUCKING SINKING INSIDE

STILL LOVE YOU

CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND

AND NOW IM SO DAMN TEMPTED

I CAN NOT BE SO DAMN SUPPRESIVE

TAKE EVERYONES ADVICE, TIME TO JUST EMBRACE MY HATRED

_____________Outro_______________

Embrace Embrace, all my Hatred

My Hate, My Hate, all my Hatred

Hatred

In The Past (ft. spooka) /Slowed

Birds :by eyelee: (ft. V1Al)

This Is Not My Song!!! this Is Eyelees, I ft, and remixed it, please go listen to the original song on Eyelees profile

Birds Extended Cut :By eyelee: (ft. V1Al)

(Verse 1)

under loves spell I lost my way, drowning in the Haze day after day,
 I overused drugs seeking refuge from the pain, lost in the shadows going insane,
 I loved her too much, it's hurting me inside, but every day, it's getting harder to hide,
 I overdosed nearly, the pain is killing me,
 I thought I could see, I can't see clearly, 

(Chorus)
I waste all my time writing thoughts down, I waste all my money sink my shit on all these slots now,
and I don't talk to you cause I know you give no fucks now, 
I'm ruining my brain cause my time on all these drugs now, and I know that it's ruining me, 
 I can't seem to keep it together lately,
and I know that it's put a strain on me
with the alcohol and drugs I can't see clearly.

(Verse 2)
Every word you speak, veiled in mystery,
I try to decipher, but it's a riddle to me.
I'm drowning in confusion, can't find solid ground,
This love is a labyrinth, with no way out to be found.
I thought we had it all, perfect and true,
But the fog rolls in, obscuring my view.
Can't see through the lies. I can't see through the pain,
In this clouded romance, we're both bound in chains.
I can't see clearly in this love affair, 
I can't see clearly, but I can see you're not there 

Cant See Clearly (ft. eyelee)

Alone (ft. paradoxp)

Lyrics-

(Black Fuego)

Intro

(Me and you), that's a working combination,
Burning drink, let's have a conversation, 
I used to drink, to kill the emotions,
But now I'm lookin and it ain't worth it,
Look into my eyes I have a purpose,
Giving you my love just cause you deserve it,
I take what you give me and I turn it,
Into motivation for a better future.

Verse 1  

I'm tryna give a rose to my gypsy,
Just gotta call when ever you miss me, 
This situation is gettin real fishy, 
But I know that my Ma won't ever cross me, 
I'm an underdog, you can call me Rocky, 
Putting in the work, no body gon stop me, 
But for a moment the whole world lost me.
..

Verse 2

But I'm back and better than ever,
Me and you are perfect together, 
With our souls we are forever tethered,
You're my equal and never lesser, 
Just like Mariah you ring in my mind, 
Give me flashbacks to a another time, 
Love like this is so hard to find,
I asked for peace and god sent a sign.

(V1Al)

Verse 3

In shadows deep, we danced our lies,
A twisted waltz of fire and ice,
Your touch, like venom, seared my skin,
Yet I craved it, addicted to the pain within.
We whispered secrets, veiled in deceit,
Promises broken, hearts incomplete,
Our love, a beautiful disaster's art,
A symphony of fractured chords, torn apart.

Verse 4 (Fast)

We danced on the edge of sanity's brink,
Fueled by jealousy, our hearts in sync,
Our love, a masochistic tango's plea,
A twisted fate we clung to desperately.
but I thought you said loved me.

Outro

but I guess you never did.
so you tell the truth, 
but every time I guess its really lies.
knowing that ive heard it over a couple hundred times.
 Yeah,
 when will I ever know its true, man,
 I miss when we were just 
(me and you).

(Prod-"sogimura") 
(Cover Art By-"Black Fuego")

Me and You (ft.Black Fuego)

Lyrics-

(Black Fuego)

Intro

(Me and you), that's a working combination,
Burning drink, let's have a conversation,
I used to drink, to kill the emotions,
But now I'm lookin and it ain't worth it,
Look into my eyes I have a purpose,
Giving you my love just cause you deserve it,
I take what you give me and I turn it,
Into motivation for a better future.

Verse 1

I'm tryna give a rose to my gypsy,
Just gotta call when ever you miss me,
This situation is gettin real fishy,
But I know that my Ma won't ever cross me,
I'm an underdog, you can call me Rocky,
Putting in the work, no body gon stop me,
But for a moment the whole world lost me.
..

Verse 2

But I'm back and better than ever,
Me and you are perfect together,
With our souls we are forever tethered,
You're my equal and never lesser,
Just like Mariah you ring in my mind,
Give me flashbacks to a another time,
Love like this is so hard to find,
I asked for peace and god sent a sign.

(V1Al)

Verse 3

In shadows deep, we danced our lies,
A twisted waltz of fire and ice,
Your touch, like venom, seared my skin,
Yet I craved it, addicted to the pain within.
We whispered secrets, veiled in deceit,
Promises broken, hearts incomplete,
Our love, a beautiful disaster's art,
A symphony of fractured chords, torn apart.

Verse 4 (Fast)

We danced on the edge of sanity's brink,
Fueled by jealousy, our hearts in sync,
Our love, a masochistic tango's plea,
A twisted fate we clung to desperately.
but I thought you said loved me.

Outro

but I guess you never did.
so you tell the truth,
but every time I guess its really lies.
knowing that ive heard it over a couple hundred times.
Yeah,
when will I ever know its true, man,
I miss when we were just
(me and you).

(Prod-"sogimura")
(Cover Art By-"Black Fuego")

Me and You (ft.Black Fuego) /sped up

societys rat call

Why You Did It To Me

Lyrics-

Once a friend, now a ghost in my past,
Betrayal's sting, a friendship shattered fast.
Whispers in the wind, tainted truths untold,
Deceit's cruel dance, a story dark and cold.

Promises broken, trust laid to waste,
In the shadows of lies, my heart embraced.
Caught in a web of rumors spun askew,
A bond now broken, a friendship adieu.
 
oh the friend I thought I knew, I thought
 i knew her, but i didn't know anything all 
my thoughts and my dreams up.

(Chorus)
Oh, the friend I thought I knew, 
Your words like daggers, piercing through.
Betrayal's bitter taste, a heart torn in two,
Lost in the echoes of tales untrue.
now you spit in my face, Memories 
tarnished by your disgrace

Memories tarnished, by falsehood's stain,
Innocence tainted by a friend's disdain.
Whispers turned to storms, spreading like a wildfire,
A bond once strong, now lost in the mire.
is this all just such satire, I don't but a big ass liar

Caught in a maze of deception's grasp,
In the aftermath, picking up the rasp.
Haunted by shadows of a friendship's demise,
In the silence of betrayal, the truth belies.
there's no lie, I didnt tear any truth, all I knew, 
you were this way from the beginning.

(Chorus)
Oh, the friend I held so dear,
Your lies cutting deep, crystal clear.
Betrayal's bitter song, ringing in my ear all night long
Lost in the darkness, drowning in fear.
i thought I coulda helped your tears.
i was wrong

In the ruins of trust, I search for light,
But the shadows linger, obscuring my sight.
A heart once open, now guarded and frail,
A friendship shattered by a deceitful tale.

thinking about the crying, and the screaming, 
and the shit that keeps on contemplating,  
haunting me, my dreams, and now your telling me, 
what kind of friend is that to me.

(a song for the friend that broke me and threw the shards at my face)

the friend I thought I knew

Lyrics-

Shit, I know I've been gone for a long time man, but there is so much shit that has been on my mind, I just gotta, I gotta say some shit alright so

If your ever feeling down, I need you to turn around, I need you to look at my way, cause I feel like there only one escape

man life's so boring, everything around me just doesn't seem to be what is seems, and I feel like in my head it's on repeat, but I feel like everybody doesn't love me, now I'm in this dark cryptic mind, and I don't know what to do but leave it all behind, someone please just answer me, I need to hear the words of wisdom, I need to hear the words of my life, and now I know what I'm doing with this damn knife, and it's gonna be twisted into me twice, and I need a gun so I can shoot my head three times, four times, I don't even know, man I don't even know what to do, life's so fucking boring what do I do, what do I do, yeah what to I do,

man I need a noose around my fucking head around, cause i feel like everybody around me clowning around and I don't know what to do, and i feel like im in this damn stupid ass sad mood, and it's making me feel dumb stupid brain dead, and i really do wanna finish those four last sentences, now I'm in the seam, and i feel like it's all just stupid shame,

I need to be locked into a SAW trap, and not give a shit to get out, I need to find someway to find some help, I need to get someplace else, knowing that I need to find somebody to help, but I don't need it, i feel I'm repeating, every fucking thing I say inside my head is up, can see it, and I know and I concede it, and i know i can't exceed it, but if i feel i do in this shit then I need to take a seat and, I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my take, every feeling inside me i feel like im about to break, and glass is over here and i got shards of solid ambuscades, and now i know that if I go and fly away I'll evaporate, I'm in my brain, I'm in my shame, and everyday I feel like i got some, some pain, and now I'm feeling, like I need help, but there's noone to help around, well oh well, and if I lose my friends, I'll probably go die, cause I got nothing else to stand around me and cry, and if I go coffin dancing too, then I will feel like I'll never ever be in the mood, I'm done going through everyday of my life, and I'm saying this shit, I need some help, I need some help, I need some help, 

do you ever feel like your losing yourself, you feel like you need to get out of your own world, but you can't so you say oh fuck oh well, put a bullet to your brain, say damn Hell, this place sucks and i need to get out, but i feel like there's no way to escape, but one thing, only one thing

Need Some Help

Jealous (ft. eyelee)

Lyrics-

(Black Fuego)

Yea, how can I?...

Why should I..

Why do I try?

Stay alive

Live or die 

The fault is allll minee..

That what you want me to believe?

Everyday feels like it's a movie ~

All this dumb drama clings too me ~

 Like a Madea Movie

Alc got me moving loosely

This a horror film 

(to me)

Plot like a flick on

(Tubi)

If you ain't want me, why did you 

(choose meee~)

That's the main question

Aye psychic

I need another session 

We in class

Teach me another lesson

Tell me how

My emotions turned to weapons                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

Atomic bomb turned me into an after image ~

A lonely shadow, only destined to self pillage~

Cause, who can I trust?

Acting friendly is not enough

The lock to my heart is full of rust 

And inside is just full of dust 

(full of dust~)

 How come I was not enough?

 You honestly lame as fuck 

 So why do I give a fuck?



(V1Al)

Underneath the city lights, where dreams often die,

I found a love so sweet, in her warm, inviting sigh.

Her laughter was my melody, her touch my sweet release,

But little did I know, she'd cut me off to the cheek

She swore she'd be my partner, through the good and the bad,

Through the tears and the triumphs, from the breaths had.

Her promises were whispers, soft and full of grace,

But they were just a cover, for her embrace.

Betrayed by the one I loved, the one I trusted most,

She took my heart and shattered it, and im feeling lost.

to the bone, I thought I knew her, but I was wrongly shown.

I caught her in the act, with another man's embrace,

Her eyes wide with surprise, but I saw through her face.

She tried to make excuses, said it wasn't what it seemed,

But the pain in my chest, it was too tense, too real to me

She tore down every wall, destroyed every dream,

Left me with nothin' but the echoes of her scream,

I gave her everything, my love, my trust, and my soul,

But she threw it all away, like it was coal.

I thought we had something real, a love that could endure,

But it was all a charade, she played for sure.

She played me like a fool, man, and I let her in,

But now I see the truth, and it's a bitter, bitter sin, every bitter sin, every bitter sin

Bitter Sin (ft. Black Fuego)

Lyrics-

intro-
V1Al where the Fuck is the lighter, (V1Al throws lighter), (Sterling lights bong), (Sterling takes hit), (Sterling Coughs) (Music fades in)

(These Beats Are Rocking my bed)

(V1Al)
Perk 30 crew, we're living in the future, baby, it's alright.
Got the synths blasting, and the beats are pounding,
going through the night

We got the lasers flickering, girls are shaking,
In the VIP, we're sipping on the champagne, feeling great. 

Perk 30z up in my veins, We're glitching, we're hacking, and going insane

with the perk 30 and we're doing what we want, and we'll shoot up a whole church and a school within a month

got the cash, living life, it's a dream, we're not about to be in  trouble, living through our fantasies,  

we hit the stage and the crowd goes wild, in the world where we are and you smile,

got to do this shit, everybody calling this, they just keep telling me what the fuck and who is this, 

Sterling is coming with it, and I know what you would say, starry boy what the fuck are you doing, why you wanna play.

(Sterling)
popping 30 perk 30z, got me feeling so sturdy, 

(Ben)

all these bitches acting so dirty, 

(Ben)

I got me a girl, she's so Purdy, 

(Yes)

my dealer is a furry, 

(Ben)

he dont fuck with no 901, me and my boy V1Al, see them we be screaming let's go, 

(Ben)

when im outa perk, I be feeling so low, 

(Ben)

popping perks again, has me feeling like Ben

(Yes)

prod. rainn god

Perk 30z (ft. Sterling)

with the perk 30 and we're doing what we want, and we'll shoot up a whole church and a school within a month

got the cash, living life, it's a dream, we're not about to be in  trouble, living through our fantasies,  

we hit the stage and the crowd goes wild, in the world where we are and you smile,

got to do this shit, everybody calling this, they just keep telling me what the fuck and who is this, 

Sterling is coming with it, and I know what you would say, starry boy what the fuck are you doing, why you wanna play.

(Sterling)
popping 30 perk 30z, got me feeling so sturdy, 

(Ben)

all these bitches acting so dirty, 

(Ben)

I got me a girl, she's so Purdy, 

(Yes)

my dealer is a furry, 

(Ben)

he dont fuck with no 901, me and my boy V1Al, see them we be screaming let's go, 

(Ben)

when im outa perk, I be feeling so low, 

(Ben)

popping perks again, has me feeling like Ben

(Yes)

prod. rainn god

Perk 30z (Sped Up)

An Edgy Electronic, Rap, Punk/Hyper Pop artist working to the afterlife, Nobody better then Eyelee, Juneveix, and Spooka, Outcast of Demon Here Collective

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