wish i was a little anime kawaii school girl

humanendeavour

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

i wanna eat your heart i wanna make you scream
i wanna see you cry and watch it glistening
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
i wanna hear you scream and take off your clothes
i wanna hear you moan i wanna scream
i wanna slit your skin  well you look at me
i wanna hear your moans i wanna hear your voice
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
have you ever seen darkest parts of your life
have you ever wonder why you cant sleep at night
have you ever heard da monsters creeping at night
do you wonder if im going kill you tonight
i hope you dont end up dead
make sure you run away from agin
i hope you rember da smell
when i crave my name into your legs
i hope you dont tell another soul.

idk what i said

skin

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

i hate u go kys die die

@yukisasayaki
take to you to the woods and tell you all my storys
and you said want more
what do you just want from me
i stalk u like im crazy
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate 
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate me2x
stalk you in the woods
stalk youu
just tell you all my storys
you said wanted more
just say you hate me
i know u want more
why do i look so crazy 
say you want morre
then you just left meee

stalk you in the woods

from a graveyard to the ocean
when i think about you i get hopeless
i hate looking in the mirror
cause when i do i can see you even clearer
and all i do is stop and stare
theres no more pain that i can bare
i hate seeing you with that guy
theres nothing left to do but die

and im upset
but im obsessed
so obsessed with you
i fell in love
the very first time that we met

sorry for even kissing you
i shouldve knew ur with another dude
ur a stupid whore with such an attitude
i hate ur guts and hope you suffer soon

im upset!!!

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

humanendeavour - mushroom kingdom girl cover

humanendeavour - right now

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

Echoes of what was

Alpha Centauri Mix I

You Can't Feel a Shadow (Briyan Frederick)
lyrics ©Bryan Baker
image & music by Suno AI

You Can't Feel a Shadow (Briyan Frederick)
i lay in bed at night 
chasing my demons 
wondering wanderings 
what is real? 
it can't touch it 
it can't feel it 
shadows and echoes 
in a new brave world

what's hidden in layers 
Of random probability? 
What conjures up years of fears
over time? it can't touch it 
it can't feel it 
shadows and echoes 
that cover up the crime

(oh…) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
(oh… ) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
won't feel the real in real
 'cos you can't feel a shadow

finding sense in the chaos 
run the simulation
 a million iterations 
what's true to computations 
to be or not to be 
is no longer the question 
when being is relative 
to who'll risk the cost of hesitation

(oh…) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
(oh… ) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
won't feel the real
 in real 'cos you can't feel a shadow

let's chat about that 
under this or that hat 
on his or her head 
or maybe not instead

to be or not to be 
is no longer the question 
when being is relative 
to who'll dare the hesitation 
over devastation

(oh…) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
(oh… ) i feel 
echoes in the shadows 
won't feel the way i feel 
won't feel the real in real 
'cos you can't feel a shadow

you can't feel a shadow 
you can't feel a shadow 
you can't feel a shadow

can you feel me?…



change (ft. humanendeavour)

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