ching chong this is a good song 🎶🎶🎶

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

mix and ft @bloodsekai
prod me
my part is like a month old so thats why its so ass
bloodsekai is lying

bloodsekai 
ooo 
oooooo
ooooooooo
oooooooooo

me
lonely
its sucks when ur lonely
its hard 2 concentrate
on the same thing everyday
i wake up n hate
the look of my face
im just waiting for the day 2 end
cause ik i dont have no friend
i wish i was a movie star
cause why life gotta be so hard
runnin away again
i dont have no friends
waiting 4 it to end

bloodsekai
can't look at the mirror
feel like stone when ur around
could u give me a chance
wanna hold ur hand when i take u out

i don't think i'm ur type oh
wanna sit and die oh
give me wings so i could fly oh
kill myself angel in the sky oh


i'm jus waiting for the day to end
cuz i know i dont have no friends
even as a movie star my life still feels way too hard
run away again
find an alley and
regret all my time

whys my life gotta be so hard ft bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

prod me

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping

darkness all around
left to following the sounds
and ill wallow in my tears
if i might slip and drown

im nocturnal
drink elixir
im eternally dead
i wont die in any way
try and cut off my head
x2

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping
x2

i need change

@bloodsekai @odihu

falling out the window
thats how it feels all the time
im the one that they throw
u'd get tired of it 
right?
tired, i'm so tired
liars, they're all liars
higher, make me higher
like an angel 
towards the light

im dying
i need your love right now
im falling apart
blood foaming out my mouth
looking for a way out where is it now
imma grab the shotgun leave my brains right on the couch 

its another day and i can only think of you again
i wanna cut into my skin and write your name with blood of sin
and you make me feel okay and i think ur my medicine
you meant every word u said to me u left me in the wind

falling out the window
thats how it feels all the time
im the one that they throw
u'd get tired of it 
right?
tired, i'm so tired
liars, they're all liars
higher, make me higher
like an angel 
towards the light

bloodsekai & odihu - getting tired

https://open.spotify.com/track/7BzfsrIM72DYfeZ45WjrLT?si=0545b042cabf4e6d
prod me

 wish that you would notice me
and i had self esteem
cos ive been struggling
so often
im alone again
wish you'd just talk to me
instead i stare so awkwardly 
gave me cold shoulder
now im holed up
in my room again

i wanna get to know u
im so sorry
im exhausting
i wanna kill myself
and have nobody
find the body
x2

exhausting

weekends demo

dt desmi

lyrics

i know that sometimes i get anxious
i know that sometimes i feel worthless

cant hold onto the past
ill never make it back
no i cant reminisce
cause theres no going pass!!

come on lets shine
tonight i will make you mine!
baby dont cry
everything will be alright!

 me and you up in the staaaaaars
baby you know just what you aaaaaaare
from the beginning to the start
i will protect ur haaaaaaart!!!!!!!!!

tonight i will make you mine!!!

can u see my face am i okay?
im scared of everything i think that im in the way
it feels like mission impossible
i cant do anything (i forgot)
im scared of my future
im such a stupid loser
i think that im so scared
nothing i can run to
all i know is that im weak on the inside
my true emotions wont show and just hide
casue im so vulnerable
im a let down my head is dull
im so weak i think that its killing me
desperate ugly one hug is all i need
one day in hell me and the devil will met
ill write him a note then ill hang it from a tree



mission impossible

your hearts not good
you can wait around but dont wait for me 
and it felt good 
when you stuck around and said you love me
but i cant stand
sticking around for somebody 
that doesnt care 
and just uses me for my body

(NANANANANANANANNANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANAANNANAANAN
N)

what am i to you 
your so rude
and i cant get over
i know im new 
but can you choose 
to get closer
im on my own 
and i cant move
without you on my shoulder
the way she hit 
me right there
felt like a boulder

u dont luv me (bloodsekai)

someday in hell
i should leave you cut up on the floor 
your so ugly 
i dont want you here with me 
no more

i think your stupid
i think your ugly
your just like cupid
nobody loves me


you say im crazy
how do you know that anyways
im sorry that im fuck up anyways
you hate mee
but i love you
 i need to kil you 
you cant be mine anyways
i know that im scary
ik that you hate me
ik that you want me
ik that im delusional
this is how things go
im just one fuck up hoe
this is just how it goes

exhausting

zakuro

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