a song about how other people want me to perceive myself, and how that effects me. hope someone finds it relatable

prod/vox/mix/master all by me

lyrics:

i live my life like i'm a broken man
troubled by all my demons and my sins
often forgotten how it always is
left back and cast out, i'm a piece of shit
isn't that what you want me to think?

pissed off at the thought that i can do it for free
still plagued by all this fucking evil i see
what is freedom and peace if you can't go back to sleep?
why am i always decided that i'll never believe?
in the moments that make me that nigga dressed to succeed
doubts bleeding out the mouth again it leave me deceased
shouts pleading getting louder with the absence of dreams
why don't anything remain how you remember it be?
waking just to sleep, if i don't then i don't dream
when i'm cold and getting mean it's because i fuck up everything
overloaded bust the seams, i'm imploding i don't think
that i'm chosen for the things i think about when i'm on beans
and that four-five in my jeans, it say OFF-WHITE on my seams
you look sideways now you beamed
then my party hop off of the scene 
i cannot fuck with these new ones 
because they always be out switching they teams
flipping that shit make a hit
then get back to the things in my crib that i know that i need

isn't that what u want me to think?

take a picture w/ sxulz + may

THANK U FOR 500 FOLLOWERS!!!

instrumental sampled from K-On!

-lyrics-
u
took away
all my love
ill never be the same
thanks to u
now im afraid to love
anyone
and im afraid to touch 
anything
cuz every time i do
it all breaks
im trapped in destiny 
no escape
i wish that i could hate u
but thats all in the past
its too late for me now
i rather be alone
thanks to u

thx2u

+ @vis
prod @rans0m
mastered by @1wuko
having fun
silly little guy blocked me 

lrycs

dat boy blocked me cuz an average joke
cover up my gutz
u a normal, u a average joe
smokn on dem runtz

u a fan, i can tell by the way u actt
and we smokn on dat boy, yeah we smokn on dat packk
i can tell by wa u look @ me dat u wanna b me
and like one day, one day ima b on the tv

kitsu: you know ur fried so idk y u laughin thought that shit was clean
abra: wait whos laughin?
kitsu: slanted
abra: who tf is laughin and why they laughin
kitsu + motui + avi: yooo

visions:
smoking blood in my pack
i got guns in the back
say that you dgaf , but you click f to interact

blood shed (haa)
you can never hide
everything you fucking did is gonna lead him to demise

yeah we loading in , we dropping in , we at your house (yeah)
shots , steady aim , yeah gon hit him all around (yeah)

busy making green
bitch i keep that zeen
.40 cal , yeah im finna shoot you and your team

blocked + visions (prod. rans0m)

lyrics:

evan marzz:
don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line

why tf u talkin all the time
imma tell u shut up- 
never mind
oh my god u talking all this shit all in my mind
said i never think abt u do it all the time

Angels:
and you’re driving me crazy 
used to call so much but now you don’t lately 
it ain’t leaving me baby
and I’m tired of waiting

MURRRR:
and you low key tried to use me 
if u lie why boost me 
got me down on both knees 
you gotta decide (what) 
you wanna do cuz  its driving me crazy 
and i dont want you cuz your making me lose it 

evan marzz:
(oooooou)
don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line

erl:
dont u ever hit my line
bitch im (?) nice
bitch im so (?)
(?) the price
(?)
wanna kms
i aint got no wallet
bitch im broke yeah

evan marzz:
(going up and 
i’m growing up and 
i’m showing up
and i hope u hear me
called ur bluff but
it’s not enough but
u packed ur stuff but
i know u wont leave me)

don’t u try to talk now
u must think u on now
if u gotta a problem we gon pull up leave u shot down
hope u never talk abt me (do it all the time) 
u must think i’m stupid don’t u ever hit my line


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dedicated to Alex Paxton Moore, i love u n i miss u

prod @prodmichael
mix + master by me
cover photo by @coldspades, edited by me

>>lyrics:
i wish i didnt go

i knew i shouldnt have gone
15 minutes n it was too long
i miss u so much
what could i have done?

whyd u go??
wheres ur hope???
u were my only friend, i was there till the end
swear theres more, dont close the door
i shoulda saved u then but i messed up again

theres always more
but i cant stand the storm
i dont blame u but whyd choose the noose?
ur not at the end
u dont have to give in

messed it up again
i lost another friend
dear alex u left us so calloused
swear i'd fix it but i nvr finished

and i cant forgive myself for that
i'd take it all back if i had the chance
i miss the days that we had
now i just sit alone in my bed
all these thoughts stuck in my head
my heart heavy w/ regret
i coulda saved u but i didnt
thats a fact i have to live with..

Dear Alex

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Dear Alex 「michaelwarren」

get her back (junglegud +cain3money+kindenthe3rd)

TRUST ISSUES

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

la vie suit son court

life goes on (pablo worldwide + jolst)

[LYRICS]
the symptoms starting to show
thoughts that i cannot control 
somebody you used to know 
is this the way the dice roll 

we should be dancing in blood
your fangs they fell out of love
just like a hit and a run 
but i’m the one with the gun 
and she said that i’m dead 
and i can’t comprehend 
anything that she meant 
that she meant
that she meant
it don’t really mean nothin to me
you wear your heart on your sleeve
i don’t care about how you cant sleep
if i dance then i’ll dance when you bleed 

we used to eat the same flesh 
now you’re putting me down to rest
youve got your gun to my head 
silver bullet so it’s all permanent 
you said eternally yours 
so why am i on the floor 
said you gotta do what you gotta do 
well i just think im glad that’s it’s done by you 
said that it’s all my fault and i know this 
now that it’s said and done you won’t notice 
that when you’ve left and gone was my lowest 
we fall off the stem petals like dead roses 

we should be dancing in blood
your fangs they fell out of love
just like a hit and a run 
but i’m the one with the gun 
and i don’t wanna say 
that it’s all just fate 
was i just your escape 
i’m forgetting your name 
it don’t really mean nothin to me
you wear your heart on your sleeve
i don’t care about how you cant sleep
if i dance then i’ll dance when you bleed.

can a vampire girl and a werewolf boy fall in love? ;-;

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