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Prod. BubbaGotBeatz

Off My Mind

CAUTION FT JAY!

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You are Jack.


666666666.
i Liked the way you talked to me when i got back from hell
I got them fazos with designer jeans to match my gucci belt, 
i grabbed a drank n popped a magic bean that took me somewhere else
it was kinda like fantasy to be somebody else

hook
Ima Sioux Falls prodigy, a fairy tale commodity
Everybody singing my songs, they so proud of me 
Im proud of all the work i did to keep myself from bottling 
the stupid unimportant shit that never should’ve bothered me
And I know you can feel it too
I get that from the way you move 
You Wake up feeling bulletproof 
And go to bed wit bullet wounds
Contemplating every move
With everyone assuring you
You’re doin what you supposed to do
Your feelings jus been ghosting you

Verse
the validation you been seeking will present itself numerous ways
It gon hit you outta nowhere right in front of yo face
Direct deposit got you trippin, “Man Its one of those days”
So why you trippin if you good with living in a fucking cage
in a mothafuckin box
Living like the fucking Simpsons
Living til we not.
We’ve been given empty pages we dunno the plot
Go head tell em what yo name is and tell em suck a cock if u want
Cuz Ion give a fuck bro No one ever talk to me 
the only thing that talking be the meds, they speaking properly
Fuck you, fuck everybody property
Acting like they down but bitch ain’t ever lived poverty 
It’s Liltrewaysaveurlife on that shit with Norrin Radical
just drink a couple cups of comethozine 
Feel da chemicals
Circuits in my brain going off like a collateral 
i think im gonna die by 25 , but that dont matter tho

hook
Im Sioux Falls prodigy, a fairy tale commodity
Everybody singing my songs, they so proud of me 
Im proud of all the work i did to keep myself from bottling 
the stupid unimportant shit that never should’ve bothered me
And I know you can feel it too
I get that from the way you move 
You Wake up feeling bulletproof 
And go to bed wit bullet wounds
Contemplating every move
Eeryone assuring you
You’re doin what you supposed to do
Your feelings jus been ghosting you

Jack (prod. Kubsy)

HELLSTARS ft. Kozmihk

DOWNSIDE FT VICENTE

✅ WHEN WE HIGH
Prod. Puhf

intro
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
Hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

Verse
Hear my words feel my vibe
feel my heart beat when we high
where you been at my whole life
swear to god the stars aligned
i need some time 
need to see it thru yo eyes (i)
need to hear the things you hide
& when you wanna touch the sky
im in love with the way that you look when we kissing
we fuck in the parking lot fuck in the kitchen 
your body so perfect the way that it glisten
make love in the mornin but after im missin you, uh
missin the way the that listen to 
all of my problems u gainin yo visions too
Huh?
fuck anybody who’s given you
heart with no love when yo soul is so beautiful 

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
I hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

outro 
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

WHEN WE HIGH (prod.puhf)

she the one that give me Clarity
help me think coherently 
but every fucking time the words come out i sound embarrassing 
I’m gonna miss you terribly 
Radiation therapy 
I’m overeating thoughts thinking extraordinarily

DEATHSXARS - radiation therapy

Nick Rosin features on this piece.
This song is not monetized

Hook
I dont know if u can See the things i see  or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone 
N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Verse(0:26)
follow me into the Dark
Watch me fall until im dead
Watch me wake up da next morning 
Couldn’t tell you what i said
Everybody think im lit
But my shawty know im sad
I believe in different places 
where there ain’t no going back
I been talking to the Universe
shit been talking back 
Im addicted to the internet 
been Geekin off my ass
I jus wish i had somebody 
That could help me understand 
How to deal with the anxiety 
That never seem to end 
(Ay)
I wanna go Fast thats exactly what i need right now
Needa Blunt wit a tab go to space right now 
roll one up in the whip i wanna smoke right now 
needa spark on this wood im onna phone right now
On da 229 cruisin wit no one on it im just tryna catch a vibe -im tired of being honest so its fuck snitches fuck witches
think they fuckin wit it 
dumb bitches im done witcha
i live forever now

Hook
See the things i see or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Bridge(nick)
Lonely, life aint easy for me
Show me, people trying to let me down
Im always in my head
Tryna stay in my bed
Where am i gonna go?
No one really knows but-

Verse
just wait 4 me let’s slow this down
i promise u we’ll make it out 
i look at you you look at me
You tell me it was all a dream 
They wonder why i cant let go
I can not die im not at home
I know there’s more in store for me
Like all the things i meant to be
I sold my soul the more i know
i fucked my life up here we go
we dyin fast so take it slow 
just cruisin down this lonely road
& learn to appreciate 
the drugs we take to alleviate 
the fucked up pain that we create
its so okay to feel this way

End.

DIFFERENT PLACES W/ NICK ROSIN

throaway ft. Kozmihk

Annihilation of Joy ft. Kozmihk

Was Contemplating dropping dis One for Long time so i truly hope you Feel my words at least❤️
ps: My computer still broke n that makes it Very Hard to make songs n so they just not as good as I want but i gonna Fix it by Xmas so I promise more consistency. More Music .Head bin getting full*_*
(All of my tracks are non profit)

2001 - “Blurry Fases” Prod. ILIK


(hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i…)
hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

bridge
i aint gonna lie i think i been here before
cus i aint Ever Seen nothing quite like dis shit before nah 
nothing can compare, nothing can erase the 
moments when they’re there, new memories replace them
i see a Hundred-faces-day i feel unstable i-inside my house for fucking hours im not able to-the emotions-express to no one-no one understands the way i see us getting-

reflection
do you reMember when i stepped into your car and looked directly in your eyes you looked at me and felt the same it was exactly what you wanted in the moment i could tell that you was contemplating everything they told you when you didnt kno no better typa Love that gives you everything you needing when you need it gives you everything thing you wanting when you want it without reason
i dont understand the meaning these feelings i just feel them
Lord can’t save me, burn me down to pieces

hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

Blurry Fases

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“i bin here Before?”
prod. Melone
💪
*sits on couch*
…u think that im fucked up, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
I aint no help for ya
always fucking sunny philadelphia 
never trust the bitches who look like a playboy bunny yuh
never trust a plug unless you know what they b sellin ya
im gettin sick n tired of mothafuckas cuttin fentanyl 
til we die in the moonlight
lonely fucking planet 
shawty fuckin w me 
just cuz i got money right?
doin lines in the fast life
always fucking faded 
i dont care i want some more
i wanna feel alive
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
I be In and out of daydreams
I dunno where they take me 
I wonder if I’ll wake up
I wonder if They’ll save me
I ask myself these questions 
For self reassurance 
I feel it growing stronger
We’re gaining endurance 
I dunno where we’re going 
But i wanna go faster
Lets get this bitch moving
Whats the problem nothing matters 
We’re wasting our chances 
On happy ever after
We’re all gonna die Soon
So really what’s the matter?
u think that im fucked up?, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
feel like fucking dexter
Yea i feel like fucking dexter

i bin here Before?

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SORRY FOR THA WAY I AM
…
Questions - TREWiSE

Since u bin gone I bin all over the place I havent bin sober for days or maybe its months I dunno how to move on
I dunno what i should want its like i forgot 
Its like i forgot what its like its like i forgot what i needed
I need a new life I need a new car I needed to die to get back to the start
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have I said
My mind is a dangerous weapon
im losing this race, im losing connection 
Im, coming from every direction Looking for answers that shouldn’t be questioned 
i, Cant tell if is this the end or not
I think about it a lot 
I dont like talking on top of the surface id rather go inside of my mind and talk
what u kno about life? what u know about love?
What u kno about her? what u kno about Lust?
Wut u kno about death? wut u kno about trust?
Do you kno about them? Do you kno about Us?
Do you kno about Koz? Do you kno about Sxars?
Do u think about ghosts? Do u think about mars?
Do u think we gon die soon? or u think we going far?
I think we gon forget and go back to the start
(Im a man that dont remember all the days in a week im a different type of man the type that dont need to breathe ghost boy aint nothing but the stains on his teeth ghost boy aint nothing but the yats on his sleeve)
…
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have i said

questions

1 am (prod. discent)

i saved u (prod. CASE B1)

Better than All

$XAR





Infinite parallel Universes lay waiting beyond the Grave

2001
0.O



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DEATHSXARS - radiation therapy

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