Produced by @218seen

Clearly I don’t really want this
Clearly I don’t really want anything

You should have said you really want this
I know you never even wanted a ring

I didn’t even know you would waste my time
I was like fools gold

You done left when I said I wouldn’t change for you
I’ll be staying the same

But I’m 
Down down down
I don’t wanna make a sound

So
Now now now
Now you never come around 

Clearly I don’t really want this
Clearly I don’t really want anything

You should have said you really want this
I know you never even wanted a ring

You owe me the time you took away please
You took what we had and disobeyed me
(Now now now)

fools gold (prod. seen)

Produced by @jaskyx and @prodeternal

Twenyohthree:

Paranoia in my brain
It’s in yours too
Looking up a sunny day
Gray clouds in the room

Staying up all night cause I’m tryna get to know you
This isn’t really me

How can I be safe?
I’m in another bad mood
How can I attach myself to the whole you?

I Wish you could be here
I’m Not letting go

Waiting for the day you fade
I can never heal the pain
And even if I can
Don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
Now tweny ain’t here don’t wait for me
X2

Us3dc4r:

I know you’re better off
Whenever I’m gone
I kept you in my thoughts 
My love is still strong

Don’t feel like you have to 
If I could by now I’d have you 
By my side

Paranoia sets in
Don’t wait for me
I ruin everything
Got poison in my veins

Stay clear from me

Twenyohthree & Us3dc4r:

Waiting for the day you fade
I can never heal the pain
And even if I can
Don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
Now tweny ain’t here don’t wait for me
X2

don't wait [ft. us3dc4r] (prod. jasky & eternal)

Produced by @jawgen

Staring at the wall no plans on the weekend
Waiting for you in the back on the S10
Bros old truck got me all fucked up
Waiting for your call again

Yeah I think back to my old girls
These hoes never knew they were my whole world
I don’t even feel love like I once did
Tweny was a young kid
Tell me why the world gotta take it away from him

Oh oh
I know that you can see right through
And now everything is falling apart again
Wait
Tell me how to take the love that I gave

Oh no
I don’t wanna let you go back to anyone else but I know that it’s just so bad
You never knew this when you went behind my back 

Tell me how to take the love that I gave
X2

Staring at the wall no plans on the weekend
Waiting for you in the back on the S10
Bros old truck got me all fucked up
Waiting for your call again

Yeah I think back to my old girls
These hoes never knew they were my whole world

Tell me how to take the love that I gave
X2

Oh oh
I know that you can see right through
And now everything is falling apart again
Wait
Tell me how to take the love that I gave

Oh no
I don’t wanna let you go back to anyone else but I know that it’s just so bad
You never knew this when you went behind my back

let you go (prod. jawgen)

Produced by @octoberwillows

You think you know what you’re doing 
You think I don’t know a thing
I was there
I saw you in the street

What do you see in him?
He can’t be better than me
Well I don’t care

He can’t take you 'round the world
Do it like I can
When somethings going wrong
I bet he’d never be your man

And I remember on that one winter day
Where the lights went out and you said you couldn’t stay

I would never take you back
If you would give me a chance
Because I know you’d up and leave
You wouldn’t give me a glance
I say

Oh no tweny
I’m a ghost lately
I been up late
Just lost in the most lately
(x2)

X2

better than me (prod. willow)

Produced by @charityhallett

I hope you can understand where I’m coming from
Because there’s no way that imma let this slide
There’s no way
I will forget that night

I could be grown and remember of what we had
I would be selling my soul just to get it back
But it’s not like that anymore
No

For a man that wanna be all on my own
I’m a man who never wants to be alone
I just don’t wanna be your soulmate
Wanna live with no hate 
Against you 
But I still do
X2

all on my own (prod. charity hallett)

Produced by @jawgen

I know you love the attention that I’m giving you
You’ll see another dimension and never see my view
Wake up got the devil on your mind again
She got the prettiest face

You can’t even tell me what I ever did wrong?
When I started to accept it you knew it all along
Yeah
Wake up got the devil on your mind again
She got the prettiest face

I want your mind
Your body
You everything I need
But you was right
I’m nothing
I’m nothing that you dream of

Hold my breath
And you would never know
You threw me out like a red card
Where do I go?
X2

I don’t even like you like that
Why the fuck I’m feeling like I like you like that?
I don’t really know you but I’m trying real bad
But every time you tell me that you gotta back to your other life
X2

Wait for me at the end of my life
Will my ghost see you at the funeral?
No

I don’t need nobody but no matter where I go
I will never be alone

I want your mind
Your body
You everything I need
But you was right
I’m nothing
I’m nothing that you dream of

Hold my breath
And you would never know
You threw me out like a red card
Where do I go?
X2

red card (prod. jawgen)

Produced by @fauxcus-pd

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

I been online waiting and wasting away for one reply
I had to realize that you never suggested another life
Had to get off of your page 
Don’t even go by your place
Now
Hope I’m avoiding your face
Til’ everyday is erased

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

With her and her and her and her
But it doesn’t really matter cause I’m not with you
All the money in the world that would get me anything I ever wanted but it will not feel the same
Shame these days don’t really even matter  like it did in the old days
If I really even mattered then we wouldn’t even be here now

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

weight (prod. fauxcus)

Produced by @de-avis

I don’t really have what you need go fish
I know another motherfucker will grant your wish
I hope you found the man
X2

Maybe I get a couple bitches but they wouldn’t be the same
They could never be the same

So tell me why you want me over anyone
I’m really nothing
But to you I’m not just anyone
Maybe I’m something
Yeah

But for a while I ain’t felt the same feeling that you gave me
Hide out somewhere in the forest nothing crazy

Somewhere in the forest like I’m crazy

See it in my cards
You ain’t even there
I used to be a star 
But I never really cared

I don’t really have what you need go fish
I know another motherfucker will grant your wish
I hope you found the man

go fish (prod. de.avis)

Produced by @illcomebackforyou

Screaming in the fucking mirror
Should I take my fucking life?

I never thought I would be here again
I thought I was over this feeling

Too much of a bitch to kill myself
So I hope my life turns tragic
With a car crash or a heart attack
I just need to get out of this panic

With my raps you would think that im famished
Like I grew up and got out the trenches
But a good man can’t stand being so fucked
Up its endless

And in heaven
When the day they tell me I was tempted 
Too much by the things that I thought would be freeing but really only made me envy you and him

Fall back in solemn
A good man can blossom
Keep running away from my problems
I get nowhere real fast
x2

So maybe I’ve crossed the line again
Maybe I’m close to finding them
Hope my mother will forgive me for watching my downfall it’s time again

Life
I could never really seem to pick apart what it meant
And I’m far away from the meaningful time that I spent

Fall back in solemn
A good man can blossom
Keep running away from my problems
I get nowhere real fast
X2

a good man can blossom (prod. farewell, again)

originally released on october 26th, 2020 and included a fourth track titled 'drifting away' that is still available on my main page

unknown (prod. willow)

deleted songs from over the years - thank you for the memories

unknown (prod. willow)

20/03