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the fable of the sick lion and the wary fox

burning bouquets on the floor
i’ll drop them off by your door
i’ll take it straight to my head 
it’s not enough
i need mooooreee (i need more)
i need more
nothing that i haven’t been thru before
sit back on the porch spark up a newport
you’ll still cross my mind either way
it’s so damn pathetic
would you be empathetic
give me a fuckin headache

i’ll hit my head on the porch
i’ll bleed out don’t show remorse
i’ll just let it run its course

run its course

@prodsickboi

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

12 gauge shotgun on my back
bitch i ain’t cutting you no slack
pour a little bottle of the cognac
bend that lil bitch over and break her back

take a lil nap off a xan
i’m taking the world in my hands
ashing the blunt on my pants
she’s asking me what’s my plan

(what’s my plan)

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

i can feel it changing me
will i ever get myself back
i know you know what i need
i know it’s fucking killing me

i’ll smoke a cigarette and fucking hate it
breathing so slow don’t think i’ll make it
i’m falling to pieces can’t you see
why won’t you come and set me freeeee

(let the blood spill on the floor
oh i cant take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core)

12 gauge

baofeng prod. wekkstar

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

for entertainment
prod. sf cull

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, get a fucking grip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

getting colder by the second
use your words as a weapon
i dont wanna read your message
fucking hate feeling so threatened

field of grass laying outside
thats where i watched myself die
get your fucking head in line
no its not gonna be fine

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, fall over and trip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

said its gon be okay
took me in as a stray

get a grip

prod. wekkstar

you should cover your eyes
it’s not pretty at night
i feel pretty alright 
can you tell when i lie
i was stuck by your side
you know how to get right
you know how to get right
you make me feel alive

sitting alone
on a ferris wheel
i was taking some pills
didn’t know how to feel

so unfulfilled
what do i have to do
i come right back to you
but you won’t pull me through

put it alllllll behind my backkkk
scrape the bag till theres nothing left
i don’t care about much at alllll
up in the mall off 8 footballs

its all coming together now

i made this in 3 hours approximently 1 hour ago

prod. racky

seven thirty

jus put it away
your body’s begging for a break
don’t know how much i could take 
but i know how much u need
don’t be expecting to stay
yea u can get the fuck out
i don’t wanna see u around anymore
u could sleep under a bridge 
or inside of a fridge
i don’t really give a shit
i just need u to go

seeya

oh she loves fucking with my head
off of the drugs i couldn’t be sad
gone for so long thought i was dead
don’t give a fuck bout what u said
i’m not gon fight it anymore
passed out by the front door
could u open up the front door
it’s so fucking cold outside i just want feel sum warm
u had me in a chokehold i did whatever u needed
it’s whatever u want
we could go get it today
if itll put a smile on your face

choke p. oakoyilta

@prodsickboi

you got so many cuts all over your hands 
why you tryna wash it off they’re not gonna go away
tried to sleep the night off but you’re still wide awake
there’s no need for you to worry bout anything
jus let go of my hand let it take you away
why are you still holding onto nothing
i’ll take you to a place
where no one else goes
and they don’t have to know
what we’ll be up to
jus let go of it all
and just let it all die
can we stop playing these fucking games

woke up i just rolled off of my bed
i just took another flat im feelin set
why the fuck all of these people watching me????
dont get on my nerves ill make u bleed
think u had it bad? ill put u in misery
think u had it bad ill take u right out yo sneaks
wanna take a dive in this bottle hennessy
said you wanna die now you livin up w me
ive been off the drugs they been fuckin up my head
ive been off the drugs they been fuckin up my head
i had to delete that bitches number off my phone
like why the fuck cant you just let me be leave me alone
walkin round my head oh im walkin round in circles
walkin round my head oh im walkin round in circles
i think that u need to let it go
i think that its time for u to go
im up in this beamer smoking dope
floating w the angels like the pope
im up in this beamer smoking dope
floating w the angels like the pope

flat

prod. sickboi

i still hear your voice
in my head
dont wanna listen to what you said
nothing good ever happens then
nothing good
maybe i should
run away
run away
i dont feel safe
when im staying here
you cant escape what youve done to yourself
you can cry all you want but no ones coming to help
ive been waiting for years for something to change
itll only get worse every fucking day
do you think im still a part of you
do you still wanna see me tomorrow
do you remember what i did for you
youre still in the jacket you borrowed
just throw it away it doesnt mean anything to you anymore

where are you

prod. shuno

i dont know what u think about me
do i make u feel good when im around
do you look in the mirror and hate what you see
do you know whats gonna happen to me
theres something reaching out to me
and i wanna go and let him in
why do you have to be so mean to me
i just wanted someone to lean on

mean

prod. racky

i wanna be a part of you
i know you wanna leave me behind
im tired of waiting
for you to save me
nothing seems to be working
make me feel so worthless

you wanna see the best of me
but when its time
youll see me die
lift the weight off your chest
cus there wont be nothing left
for you to worry about anymore

oh oh what a waste of time
oh oh im feeding into your lies
oh oh oh 
i dont see the point of being here
cus you made it so fucking clear

waste of time

prod. sickboi

where are u at
all this time ive been searching for u where did u go
i can hear ur voice echoing off my fuckin walls
getting tired getting tired getting of it all
oh we cant no we cant keep our heads up straight
i know its hard but im asking you to look the other way
cus i dont want u to find out who i rlly am
goddamnnnnn
i was searching for you every single day
but i wasnt looking in the right place

i was looking in ur eyes then i blinked u disappeared
i was looking in the mirror
and i punched the fuckin glass
and i know ur tired of hearing the same shit again
but i cant express how much i feel lost without u here

searching

prod. wixxy.mp3

tell me u hate me oh
i fuckin hate u too
but with that look in ur eyes
i know u want it too
i took another pill
so i could float awayy
can u cut that shit out
im tryna hear u talk abt all ur secrets to me
i wanna take you to a place youve never been before
i just wanna feel more
you got blood in ur hair
passed out on the stairs
i feel shallow when i wake up will i be here
doesnt matter they say they love me i know they lyin
im so fuckin lost but i keep pushin, i keep it movin
sipping jack out of the fuckin bottle, im fuckin groovin
i could get whatever i want but it dont fuckin matter
i wish it would change how i feel but ive been feeling the same
trapped in my brain
like im going insane
oh i love when it rains
i love what u do to me
u tighten up my chain
pull me in close
you said you wont let go
whyd u let me go


let me go

prod. despondency

watchu want ill get u right
watchu need i fuckin got it
who u wanna be tonight
im high as fuck up off the xan
posted up at auntie annies
i guess we had a change of plans
throw yo hands up in the air!!!
i get so high bitch idc
like who that standing over there?
thats cydia u see the glare
in the backroom came thru the backdoor
up in the backend came thru the backend
tuesday feelin like a motherfuckin weekend
shawty did a line off my dick now she tweakin
yeah u buggin out
yea u gotta chill for a sec let it sink in
broke as fuck better work on ur linkedin
drunk as fuck 2am yea im drinkin
caught em lacking at the movie theaters like lincoin
u dumb ass hell wtf were u thinkin
spark a blunt in the regal we watching bad guys 2
she seen the money coming in she want sum jimmy choo
before i fuck up on that hoe i pop a blue chew
she loves me working my magic jus like im mewtwo
got all these fuckin cameras in my face feel like its youtube

throw it uppp!!!

prod. laayz

can someone tell me what’s goin on
i don’t remember much i woke up in her lawn
i took her necklace straight to the fuckin pawn shop
ill keep doin what i do until i fuckin drop

and you can’t tell me what to do
and they can’t copy how i move
do your friends really love you
im so bored i don’t got shit to do
i want some more oh i wanna feel you
but idk where the fuck im going
i can’t promise that you’ll see me again

uhhhhhv idk

pistol whip

where u wanna go
i can take you there
lose all that you have
cus life ain’t fair
what a waste of my time
i knew u didn’t care

u were waiting to get rid of me
rolling up a 3.5 it ain’t shit to me
i think that im losing my mind i need a minute pls
im so fucked up in the head i wanna go to sleep

you cut right into me
and exposed my wounds so they can all see
i dnt wanna b nobody else but me
rock a cowboy hat wit my texas tea
feel my stomach drop when u text me

no i cant no i cant go thru this again 
it’ll nvr be the same no u don’t understand
ima fuckin whip it up in a pot and a pan
u done killed it off u got blood on ur hands

u tryna tell me what to do
u tryna tell me how to feel
don’t shit matter not to u
back when i was on the pills
i was struggling fr
tryna forget bout u
i was doing everything to shut off my brain
not too long ago i lost it n went insane
tryna tell me it’s alright and i can’t complain
i could never think abt u in a bad way
like it took me too long to make it all go away

and there’s nothing u can say
im not gonna let u lie to my face
held me back like get the fuck out my way

thats jus how it is

prod. darius

wakin up and i hit the corner store
i don’t want none of these fuckin hoes
i’m up in the trap burning shit on the stove
u not committed to this shit and it shows
i be toting imported afghani poles
don’t u play w me ill really fuckin blow
bitch turned me off i don’t want it anymore
freezing cold up in the snow 
count my money up watch it grow
you rlly pissed me off lil hoe
u wanna come and take me away
i ain’t gonna let that happen not today 
smokin on this runtz sittin up by the bay
bitch gon lie to my motherfuckin face
but it’s okay nah i ain’t fazed

import

prod deja

dont know whats happening
whats happening to me
i let u have my body
so u can see right thru me
idk what im doing
but ima fuckin doin it
i dont like how im moving
its feelin like im dying
im torn up like a lion
and i cant stop the crying
im lookin i cant find it
no i dnt wanna hear it
u make me feel so awful
i need 2 be remodeled
smthj needs to change or else its gonna go in circles
look into my internals
i wanna fuckin burn em
lookin thru ur journals
ima fuckin burn em

dumb

i love stealing alcohol

prod. jeng4 and me ive been up for like 32 hours

bussin drugs out on the table
tellin me she love me i can’t encourage her fable
getting to this money on my own fuck a label
ur over at my house watchin nick at nite on cable
like george lopez u can catch me in the middle of the night
you fuckin hate me and i hate you too i do it out of spite 
i don’t think there’s anything that u can do to make it right
shinin like a fuckij star baby im so bright
got my beretta up on me i ain’t lookin for a fight
i wus lookin at expedia tryna book a flight 
gas hittin like a meteor think im loosing sight
of the reason of the purpose why im here
no i ain’t thinking right no im not seeing clear
yea im rolling up this blunt ima spark it on the pier
why u so far away girl can u come here
can u stay right here by my side my dear

you hate me and i hate you too

prod. juulsip
mix @cydia7

no i cnt help myself
dont tell me u love me u dnt even love urself...
clearing the bottles off of my shelf
been up for 3 days up inna hotel
losin myselff
i dnt fuckin care
see u over there (watchu doin over there)
ima say a prayer (ima say a motherfuckin prayer)

cant help myself :/

prod. 06jen
mix @cydia7

what r u tryna talk abt wit me
i dont wanna talk if it aint bout money
i dont wanna see u walk around without me
u dnt wanna see me when im strung out on the xan
u dont wanna see me wit a bottle in my hand
u dont wanna put me on that witness stand
ima tell the judge that im coming home

bitch i didn't do wtvr u think i did
up in london off the xans i was counting up my quid
in the back of a cop car banging on the doors and shit
pourin up big fours not no itty bitty shit

i jus took the doors off of the ford expedition
drop a tape aint ever missin
in a parking lot im pissin
off a bean it got me stimmin
all black raf simon
feel like im on a runway
bitch its only the beginning
i can hear the bells ringing
i thought that i died last night i got tears in my cup
baby if i fall on the floor would u pick me up
im a big dog go woof u a lil fuckin pup

onna private jet
ima take another one
getting higher than the plane
im like 40,000 feet up in the air
all these garments on my body make em stop and stare
and he tried to run up on me leave him dead right there
ima need another xan to get u out my hair

raf simon

prod. @ninetynine9999

u make me feel so good inside
gave it my all yea i tried
im so fuked up all the time
baby i dont wanna lie
rlly fuked up all the time
i gave up on tryna hide it
u can see right thru me

she worry how i move
say im gonna die soon
grab my heroin spoon
and let it fukin burn

cant even look at u
i cant fukin stand u
know u fukin hate me
and i fukin hate u
i wanna make it stop
but i cant turn it off
u seen me in the rough
like diamond in the rough
come pull me closer now
u got me hypnotized
u got them crystal eyes
ur made of fukin lies
i cant just hang it up
cus its not over yet
im jus ur fukin pet
youll come home to me dead

jus make it stop

prod @cydia7
mix @cydia7

put yo hands up in the fuckin air
gettin so damn high like we don’t care
feel it hit my body like a fuckin drum
they don’t understand cus they too fuckin dumb
i jus took another 1 im feelin numb
why u lookin at me like u want some
there’s no need to fuckin cry
something bout it don’t feel right
u gotta let it go tonight
i put too much xan in my sprite 
now im too fuckin high
don’t think i’m goin home tonight
my 40 barking and it bite
it might jus take ur fucking life
bloody strawberry delight
i don’t wanna fuckin fight
but i’m putting my fists up
i’m gonna fuckin tear u up

drum

prod. wingsxrra

dont know what 2 do
watch ur skin turn blue
whats the matter witchu??
all alone in your room
you got nothing left to do
hope ill see you soon

i jus wanna know the truth
i jus wanna know its real
like whats ur fuckin deal
idk how to feel
i need another pill
u tell me that its killin me
but ima let it take me to wherever i need to b
i dont know what it means to me
cus i would nvr let you see
everything thats wrong with me
its killin me inside
eating me alive
im on the other side
driftin awayyyyy

somethings wrong

prod. mercenarychild

jus let it rest
its for the best of both of us
im so obsessed
i wish i wasnt
i wished for so much
and i never got it
but thats okay
theres still another day
for me to change

but what if i stay
and played your game
i wouldnt of won
and thats no fun
i waited too long for it to be done
i dont think im meant for anyone

obsessed

(mercenarychild)

in my flower bed
im bleeding 
turning dandelions red
in a different place
ill do what it takes
to show i’m better than you
don’t you feel the weight 
of me up on your chest bringing you down 
does it make you feel any better about yourself 
knowing you let me drown

hold me down
don’t let me take another breath
unless it’s for
another drag of a cigarette

i know there’s something your hiding
that you don’t wanna let them see
i hope it lingers in your head
i hope it eats you til your dead

dandelion

@zealforyourlove
@prodsickboi

it’s so good
you make me feel so good
how could i forget you
open up the bottle and
split you up in half
bitter down my throat
hold me until i choke
on my vomit in my sleep

i’m weak
that’s what you said me
i know you didn’t mean it
but you probably did
and even if that’s true
i don’t really give a shit
ima throw another brick
at your bedroom window
i thought that’s what u wanted
i gave you my attention 
and that’s all that you needed
to make yourself happy
and you’d tell me i’m wrong
then what else could it be
still don’t know the reason why you fucking left me

im alone now cant you see 
theres this feeling thats haunting me
i guess id like to breathe (like to see)
i think id like to leave
ive got a feelin that u wont let me here
and i think that u gotta show me that u love me
and not the fact that you just wanna use me
wanna use me
wanna use me

weak w/ zeal

(mercenarychild)

jus let it rest
its for the best of both of us
im so obsessed
i wish i wasnt
i wished for so much
and i never got it
but thats okay
theres still another day
for me to change

but what if i stay
and played your game
i wouldnt of won
and thats no fun
i waited too long for it to be done
i dont think im meant for anyone

(mountains)

i dont like it
why do i talk like this
school bus on my tounge
take away my sickness

i know what i have to do
but how could you do it
all by yourself
thought that you said
you dont need no one else
thought that i put you back on the shelf

i cant get away
i cant escape you
you follow me around
wherever i go
you can be found
i dont like that
i dont like it at all

cydia

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