take a walk at the park

fyoum + @sugarrushhigh

Guitar sample: Scro, Venus as a boy - little too quiet

batterypacks w/SUGAR RUSH HIGH

@phimtown
prod. by me

Time’s relative
As I get older it goes fast
Pushing myself way too far
Call me back when I hit the ground
Intoxicated
You don’t see what’s to come and go
When you’re at your weakest
They’ll come to your life to knock it off

I’ve been living like this
Torn down, fucked up
I didn’t even realize
It’s time to wake up from this
Daydream’s over, get back to real life
Paralyzed yet active
The fake promises haunt me
When I’m at my weakest
They’ll come to my life to knock it off

Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only, only if I can-
Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only if I can turn it back to start

I’m at a point where I think I am just a bother
Gonna kill myself and be the story cutter
And what doesn’t kill me is supposed to make me stronger
But I guess that was a lie cause I still feel hungover

I can’t do this anymore
I’ve been feeling like a whore
(like a whore)
My heart's feeling sore
Tell me why can’t I be yours
(I be yours)
Never really knew me, girl
Don’t even know where to start
(Where to start)
You've broken my heart
I’m slowly falling apart

I’ve been living like this
Torn down, fucked up
I didn’t even realize
It’s time to wake up from this
Daydream’s over, get back to real life
Paralyzed yet active
The fake promises haunt me
When I’m at my weakest
They’ll come to my life to knock it off

Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only, only if I can
Turn back, nothing’s left there
You told me, I could do better
Only, only if I can turn it back to start

(Time’s relative)
(As I get older it goes fast)
(Pushing myself way too far)
(Call me back when I hit the ground)

Bandcamp

call me back when I hit the ground (w/ phimtown)

i recorded this a month ago i just forgot to release it whoops :\

@k4yd3nce

obsessed (user covr <3)

Guitar Sample: Super Defense - Sinking

Lyrics: 
Drive-by in a coffin as you'd say I'm just..
mocking but who am I when I'm not talking?
'Who is he?'
'Who is he?'
'Is he for real?'
Welcome to my world where no one leaves for him
I'm just eager to have you all under my skin
'What's a trick with your name on it, what's a fit with no trademark on it, blaze it up and let you cry about it'
Meanie in a bottle I drive a rented car, it's what you'd call a fucking dogboy I'm tearing up your heart boy
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'Oahhh'

There's been worse times so let's just stay
Like a beehive, You've got hex in your Gmail
Plenty rough nights, I can tell by your face
Cloudy bright lights just went away

Drive-by in a coffin as you'd say I'm just..
mocking but who am I when I'm not talking?
'Who is he?'
'Who is he?'
'Is he for real?'
Welcome to my world where no one leaves for him
I'm just eager to have you all under my skin
'What's a trick with your name on it, what's a fit with no trademark on it, blaze it up and let you cry about it'
Meanie in a bottle I drive a rented car, it's what you'd call a fucking dogboy I'm tearing up your heart boy
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'I'm tearing up your heart boy'
'Oahhh'

tearin' up heart boy

FULL EP ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS
Lyrics:
Your world so cold, stone hearted froze give me your mold
Afraid to go, I'm taking slow to another level 
Please don't choke, don't trap your thoughts behind what brought us close
Beneath my dome, is where I store my only devil

Cash out no more leather
Flee until I'm dead'r
Closing up on nether, help her she's a tempest
Blocking off what's better
Letting in what's not so better
Staying safe in my bed and don't bother to check up on me cause I'm sleeping

Been sleeping 

Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side
Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side

Keep on mentioning what is like to be had
I just felt a lot bout what wasn't there
Flip the breakers give me your all don't be scared
make it up to mars let's make it just for us

Whatcha tryna be
There's no else who'll see you
As you wanna be
I'll tick you off and tease you
Just to make me feel
Like there's something going 
But truth is I have a
ticking time bomb
Emotionally Intoxi.. personallity

Walk out on me sobbing
truthfully you mean
That I'm not felling sorry
Your wrong I'll make you see
Reason with my story
My feelings, my past and my now and my then and my now and my friends and my life and my then and my now 

Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke

Bad Joke

can't be fucked to mix this tbh

https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/back-on-my-shit

Like a Kiss demo v4 (cover)

a part of "Midair" - cover art by Certly (instagram: imcertly)
co-produced with The Drum Tamer

Lyrics:
I'd guard you when you sleep like no one did for me
Bad dreams won’t bother you I'll make sure it’s a pleasant sleep
Can’t worry about myself when there's too much of she
Keep paying tolls and you'll end up right where you wanna be
Right where you wanna be
Yeah
But when something is going on and on
You kept yourself going strong
Your thoughts keep on floating round
And your priceless but not profound
Take it down cause I owe you now
You stole my heart from me
Went to explore my darkest dreams
(Keep it going, keep it going)
You kept yourself going strong
And nothing felt this way for me
But when something is going on and on
You kept yourself going strong
Your thoughts keep on floating round
And your priceless but not profound
Take it down cause I owe you now
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
This sound, this sound
You stole my heart from me
Went to explore my darkest dreams
(Keep it going, keep it going)
You kept yourself going strong
And nothing felt this way for me

pragma

creeping up the neck 2 fast

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prod by yandere + shrinemaiden

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
to me-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

blood on my hands
I got ghosts on my heels
I got names I can't speak
I got scars I can't heal
cause you know what I am
and you know I don't feel
I got blood on my hands
but I don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss you
think I'll miss you
don't think I'll miss- miss

I can't lie - so stupid
all that you want - you're gonna lose it
these bloodstains - you're useless
I'll cut you off - I'll leave you bleeding
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid
I can't I- I- I can't lie
I- I- lose it
you're- you're stupid 

cut it all up
talking tough talk enough
cause you're all that I want
and I will get hold of you
sins stalking me
I got ghosts on my feed
all the things that you've seen
say you won't come back to it

cut my body say it hurts me
I'm not worth it 
what you've done to me
feel my heartbeat beating softly
I won't - I won't
let it get to me
I can't trust it say you want me
you want me - cut my body
I don't want to say it's nothing
it's nothing - just don't talk-

won't stop if you say that it's nothing
won't stop 'till my body hurts
won't stop 'till you say that you want me
won't stop 'till you- you- you- you-

echo- go go
go go go
echo
go go go
e-

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