im not falling in love (snippet)

I knew you were planning to leave me

Drowning in liq

oooo im such a fuck up
oooo im such a loser
oooo im such a coward
oooo im such a liar

the names you called me meant something you know

You have to be the one for me 
Im so tired of all your pleas
Painful days, never settled in
All alone, im really drinking gin
Escape this place, Never see your face
Drink to calm the sorrows away
Love aint real, its an illusion
Always drunk, calm my delusions

Feeling always lost and sick
Forever stuck acting like a kid
Immaturities, I hate this spell
She wont know how i really felt
Hate this town, hate everyone
Always strict, always stuck up
Hate my life, its never fun...
(i was supposed to scream here but this song is buns so i left it unfinished)

I know…

2010bruh